She finally turns and looks up at me, nodding calmly. “I know,” she says softly. “So you have to lose me. I get it. I don’t want to hurt him, either.”
She spins around again to open the door, but my head falls forward into her neck, and my eyes close. She’s like water slipping through my fingers, and I’m dying here.
“I’m falling for you,” I whisper.
Slowly, she turns around again, and I don’t know if I should’ve told her that, but I raise my weary eyes, taking in her quiet expression. Her eyes look equally floored and something caught between desire and struggle to hold back.
“I knew you were out there somewhere,” I tell her, quirking a sad smile. “The girlfriends, women I dated, Cole’s mother…. I never wanted to marry anyone, because they weren’t what I was looking for. I had started to think I had my sights set too high, and you didn’t exist.” I clasp the back of her neck and run my thumbs down her throat. “Turns out my dream girl belongs to the one person it would kill me to hurt.”
Tears well in her eyes, and I bring her in, my lips meeting her forehead.
“I don’t mean to scare you,” I go on. “But you kind of scare me, because I want you like I need air, and…”
She nods. “And complications,” she finishes for me.
Pulling back, she looks away, and neither one of us are sure what to do next. The problem is there to stay.
“I needed time to think tonight,” I explain. “I’m sorry I stood you up.”
“And what did you figure out?” She drops her eyes, pulling at my fucking heart. “With all your thinking?”
I don’t hesitate, because I know I can’t stop. “That I can put off feeling guilty until tomorrow.”
I snatch up her lips and kiss her hard, feeling her slowly melt into me and pressing her body to mine. Heat floods through me, and I grow hard, moving my hands around her back, gripping her ass and lifting her leg by the back of the knee. I trail kisses over her cheek and down her neck, and she lets her head fall back, giving me free rein as I press her into the car and nibble her throat and collar bone.
“Pike, someone will see us,” she pleads.
But I’m so damn hungry for this. The strap of her top falls down her arm, and I pull the cup off her breast and dive down, taking a mouthful of her flesh, nipple and all, in my mouth.
She gasps. “Pike. Oh, God….”
She moans as I kiss and suck on her, nibbling on the pebbled skin of her nipple.
“Jesus, we gotta get home,” I groan. “Or I’m going to fuck you right here.”
“Hey, Pike,” someone calls.
I pop up, Jordan yelps, and I wrap my arms around her as she tucks herself into my chest, trying to hide her barely clothed body.
“Shit,” I growl and turn my head, seeing Ben Lovell in his police car, idling right next to us. How did we not hear him drive up?
“Ben,” I say, breathing hard. “What the hell?”
He’s doing a lousy job of hiding his amusement as he answers, “Just doing my rounds, man,” he says. “Is that Chip Hadley’s girl you got there?”
“None of your business.” I shift, trying to make sure Jordan is out of his view.
But he still tries to peer over at her. “You okay, honey?” he asks, still smiling.
She hugs her arms to her body, covering her nakedness as she folds her smile between her teeth. “Um, yes, sir.”
He chuckles to himself and shakes his head. “Goddamn,” he mumbles under his breath, shifting his car into Drive and slowly moving on.
I wait for him to leave the parking lot before I turn to Jordan. “Don’t worry. He’ll keep quiet.”
Lovell isn’t a gossip.
She quickly pulls up the strap of her top and crosses her arms over her chest, looking around nervously.