Maybe I did too.
I swallowed hard and met his dark gaze under his hat. His nostrils flared. His hand reached out and palmed my breast. I sucked in an audible breath and stretched up on my tippy-toes at the pressure he applied, and almost came. But when his fingers danced across my nipple, tugging on the rosy bud, I lost all common sense.
Spinning his hat around so it was backwards, I pulled his face to mine and attacked his mouth.
"Good girl." He grinned against my lips. I tried to wiggle my legs out from between his thighs so I could climb him, but he wouldn't let me. My attempt turned into me riding his length over his shorts, panting as I did. The pressure and force were too much to bear. Moisture coated my skin. I was about to combust.
"You are so wet I can feel it through our clothes," Kova growled into my mouth. I bit and pulled and sucked on his tongue like a starved animal. Grabbing the hem of his shirt, I tore it up his body and ripped it off him. His hands were back on my breasts, massaging and kneading them. My eyes rolled shut, and my hands roamed his firm chest, down his abs, over each sharp muscle until I reached his hard pecs. Kova was so strong and virile. It'd been too long since I had sex, and I needed it desperately. I didn't realize how badly until now.
I whimpered, wiggling again, but he didn't move. "Kova, please, let go."
"No, you are going to come like this, riding my dick. Then I am going to fuck you."
"Fuck…" I tested the word on my tongue and shook my head. "Fucking is definitely a bad idea."
"I am getting back inside your pussy, malysh. It has been too long."
Well. Shit.
My lips parted and my eyes glazed over when he spoke like that. Reaching forward with my mouth, I bit down on his nipple. Hard. His cock twitched and Kova flinched. His hand flew to the back of my head and tugged on my hair. He tried to pull me away, but I bit down harder and ran my tongue in circles over the bite mark.
Kova moaned. I couldn't believe he moaned from nipple play. Another thing he shared with me without realizing it. My hands scratched and pulled at his flesh without a care in the world from the orgasm rising inside me. I wanted to break his skin, score it with my nails and teeth, mark my territory. The power he had on me, restricting my movement, heightened everything. I throbbed with need.
I bit down hard and a metallic taste filled my mouth. There was something about Kova that turned me into a savage.
"Ohhhhh, malysh," he moaned, "bite harder." Kova thrust his hips up and I cried out, my teeth locking down. A growl vibrated in his chest. "I can feel your wetness, your pussy pulsating… I cannot wait to be deep inside you, to blow all over you."
"Kova, please." I didn't even know what I was begging for, but I was panting harder and harder as the pleasure rose and rose, and then I saw stars. My head whipped back and I tried to rub myself into him as I orgasmed so hard I couldn’t see straight. His cock was swollen and wide and it felt divine like this. I'd never come in this position before, but between the width of his dick and the extremely little space I had between my hips, I cried out in absolute bliss.
"That is it," he gritted. "Let me hear you."
Just as I finished, Kova loosened his hold and spread his legs. He ripped the leo completely off me as I tugged his shorts down and his cock sprang free. It was magnificent and beautiful and already dripping…and bare. I knew I should've told him to wear a condom, especially after everything that went down between us, but I couldn't, not when I was this far gone in the heat of the moment.
I didn't give him any time. I climbed his body and he gripped my hips, guiding me over him. He slid his hands down to my ass and impaled me hard and fast. Our lips collided and I screamed into his mouth. Despite the orgasm I just had, I was tender and it hurt. He freed a hand and held the back of my neck, holding me to him as he swallowed my scream. It'd been months since I had Kova inside me and it felt like I was a damn virgin all over again.
"You are so tight, baby." He breathed against my mouth. "Do not fucking move or I will tear you up."
I didn't move. He shoved my hips down and I went willingly, melting over him and tearing a little bit. I clenched, and he twitched in response. He rolled his pelvis into mine, hard and hot, barely moving his hips, so I got both his cock inside hitting the back of my pussy and the pleasure on my clit at the same time. I bit his shoulder and lapped at him with my tongue. I'd never bitten anyone before and I couldn't stop myself from doing it. He brought it out in me.
I rubbed myself on him. Kova tilted his head back just a bit. Our eyes locked. He lowered his eyelashes halfway and the brilliant green of his eyes glowed with sensuality and forbidden thoughts.
"I know what it is you want," he whispered as he slowly thrusted i
n and out of me. I was so damn tight, I could feel every inch of him, every groove, every vein. A hot breath escaped me. "I always know, Ria. Let me give you what you need. I just need you to trust me."
I pulled up, then slammed down, and panted against his lips. "Trusting you terrifies me. You broke that trust once." I had to figure out a way to keep my emotions out of this. I couldn’t trust him not to hurt me again.
His pupils dilated, hurt flashed in his eyes but it was gone as quickly as it appeared.
Kova's calloused hand skimmed up my side. My body heated and I tried desperately not to show how much his touch affected me. Without pulling out of me, he carried me to his couch and sat down. He tilted my head up until I looked straight into his eyes. "Ride me hard and fuck me good, Ria. The way I fuck you. Let me inside."
All air left my lungs. I'd never heard a guy say that before and for some ungodly reason, I wanted to give him what he asked for. Between his Russian accent and flushed cheeks, he could have anything he wanted.
Except… I bit my bottom lip and chewed on it. I didn't exactly know how to ride anyone. I assumed it was a specific position or a speed or something. Kova noticed the lost look on my face and took the initiative. He grabbed my wrists and placed my hands on his chest, then the back of his knuckles dragged along my bikini line before he gripped my hips roughly and guided me up, then rolled my hips under to get that delicious friction when I came down. God, it felt so good, I moaned. He could just keep doing this. It was too good. My stomach dipped and I held my breath. I loved his hands on me. Like he wanted them there as much as I did, like he couldn't get enough of touching me. He showed me the pace he wanted and when he let go, I continued, but I didn’t go all the way down, it hurt a little for that.
His hands palmed my breasts. Then he pinched my nipples so hard my mouth fell open and a breathy moan escaped me again, somewhere lost between pain and ecstasy. Fire zipped through my body. I almost asked him to stop, but he let up, somehow knowing just how far to go. I clenched his cock with my inner muscles, both from the pain and mind-blowing pleasure only he could give me. His head arched back. His eyes were dark and hooded. I glanced away and smiled, liking the satisfied look on him and knowing I gave it to him.
"Just like that… You feel so fucking incredible."