Little Cat

‘He was the kind of guy who never said what he meant.’

‘But he’d hit you before, hadn’t he?’

‘No … No, he only did that once, the last time. Fuck, I don’t want to tell you any more.’

‘Why?’

‘Because you hate him. It’s clear. And I get it. But, I mean, you don’t know how I felt … ’

‘Why do girls like you always go for the guys who treat you like shit?’

‘I couldn’t help it.’

‘Because you were “in love” with him, right?’

‘Please. Stop.’

‘Why are you shaking?’

‘I didn’t tell you what he did with the pictures.’

‘Let me guess. He blackmailed you.’

‘Blindfolded.’

‘Brilliant!’

‘I started to hallucinate. It was like the space under my eyes got white. It was like being outside, like a river was rushing close by and I felt something squirming up against my back, as if I was lying in the gunk of the earth. The ropes were still burning my gut but I felt something cold and curling, like it was trying to get up under me. Like it wanted food. Like a million tiny snakes were moving toward my thighs. It got sharp there, underneath me, like their mouths were open, like all their tiny teeth were starting to bite me and it was all focused at my cunt. They wanted the skin and juice of me. I was arching my back, trying to shake the pain off my skin, but I was squeezing my thighs, squeezing inside, trying to not let them go in, but I kept getting wetter and wetter, they were slipping inside me, the million tiny snakes … I was going to come. I was on the verge of the biggest come of my life. ‘

‘And what happened?’

‘I heard stomping downstairs. It broke me. I mean, I couldn’t see. And there were people downstairs banging at my door! A bunch of them pounding up the flight of stairs, my front door was fucking open and I heard them running down my hallway and there I was, I was blindfolded, tied up, flat on the floor, squeezing my thighs – god, I couldn’t help it, I couldn’t help it!’

‘Hey, you’re okay now. You’ve already said the worst.’

‘No no no! I haven’t! He was laughing, they were all laughing at me like that. There were at least four guys in my room. I heard him coming over to me. He was whispering to the other ones, watching me there. I was cold everywhere, I wanted it to stop.’

‘Why didn’t you just say that?’

‘Because I was too in it. Can’t you see that I was in it?’

‘In what? I don’t fucking understand.’

‘The guy stroked my hair. I thought it was his fingers. I couldn’t see. He pressed into my cheeks, my lips, my whole face, and he said,I brought them back for you. Here she is.’

‘That’s creepy. Didn’t you think that was creepy?’

‘The men were breathing around me. I couldn’t help it. My body was leaking open through the spaces in the rope. I knew they were all looking at me. My pussy was growing between my crushed legs … Men’s breathing rushed at me, it was stuffy and sweaty, filling up the room. They were crouching around me, I could feel them coming in for me, and they started touching me, their heads and hands leaning in. They first started pinching my tits. They said, Look, she’s moving her hips! I knew that they were all going to do it to me. They kept pinching me and laughing, Look, she wants it. And I felt a cock press between my thighs. I knew it wasn’t his. And he told the rest of them, Hold her legs up in the air! I got stretched from underneath. It was like I had wings coming out from my pussy or something. My whole stomach started throbbing through the rope. I knew those men saw everything about me right then … ’

‘Wait. Wait. You really liked it?’

‘I felt like the one I loved, I mean, he was there too, he was directing it with all those others. I was opened for him. I didn’t know if he was turned on or turned off. I didn’t know if he liked me like that or hated me: tied, wet and eyeless, in front of those guys … I wanted to know how far it would go in front of him.’

‘Man … ’

‘They were holding my legs up in the air. Cocks poked underneath me, guys grunted, Look, she loves it, look at her go, her hips are so wild, look at her now! I was getting fucked and this cock dropped into my mouth and I sucked and they kept on, they kept on, pressing my ass and pressing my cunt and one of their bodies slid underneath me and one went on top and they both drove up me and I felt them inside me. I didn’t know which part was in and which part was out. I was the centre for all of them fucking. Over and over each time it felt better, each time it got worse. I knew this was it. Getting fucked by so many, being seen, being known … ’

‘You really liked it. That’s incredible.’