“I’m still under your care until I graduate high school.”
“Technically, but it’s a fine line. She can’t really make you do anything…”
I let out a deep sigh. “I’m not going to be able to enjoy tomorrow or my birthday. I feel like she’ll be perceiving everything differently. I won’t be able to touch you or be near you without her thinking it’s something more.” A chill comes over me, and I push myself into his arms, resting my head on his shoulder as he wraps his arms around me. “This sucks.”
“Hey, you can always be near me. No one will ever tell you differently. I know our connection is different now, but nothing could ever break the bond that we have.”
I pull away from his chest and raise an eyebrow at him. “And what bond is that? Daddy and his little girl?”
He pinches my side and shakes his head, but I don’t mistake the way his cock jumps underneath me. He loves it as much as I do. I bite my bottom lip and his eyes darken as he takes in a breath. “You’re going to kill me with that. But no…” He trails off. “I don’t know what it is, Mads. I just know that you’ve always been special to me. When we met ten years ago, obviously I wasn’t thinking we’d ever get here. That thought never even crossed my mind. But after the first year, I knew I’d be in your life for the rest of it, and eventually, you’d be an adult and I thought we’d be friends…I knew we’d be friends. Even in passing, Aria and Henry have mentioned being there for your first…” he clears his throat aggressively, “legal drink.” I turn and grab his beer from the table and put the bottle to my lips with a wink and run my tongue along the opening. I feel him hardening beneath me, and I realize I don’t want to talk about it anymore. I drag my tongue up the neck of the bottle before taking a long sip of his beer and then set it back down. When I turn to face him, his nostrils are flared and his grip on my hips is tightening to the point of bruising. “Maddie.” His voice is hoarse and I rub against him in response.
“Cal.” His name falls from my lips in a whisper, my lips ghosting along his as he grabs my ass and cups it hard. He pushes me harder against him and a gush floods my panties. “Mmmm.” I moan just as his lips meet mine. “Fuck me.” The words leave my mouth like a sigh and I squeeze my eyes shut as I try to control the electricity buzzing through me and creating the euphoria I’ve become addicted to.
Now I understand the meaning of the word dickmatize.
“I’ve been thinking about your sexy little mouth since I left this morning…I want you to suck my cock again…”
My eyes widen and a smile finds my lips. “Yes, please.”
“While you sit on my face.” I know my eyes are wide and nervous right now. We’d never done that before, although I’d seen it in pornography so I understand the logistics. I can tell that Cal wants us to try, but it makes me anxious.
“Hey, you don’t have to blow me, baby.” He nuzzles my ear. “You can just straddle my face and ride it.”
Holy fuck. I had no idea he had such a dirty mouth.
I push back on his chest and flutter my eyelashes as seductively as I can. “No, no I want to suck your dick, but…ummm…do I have to do the other thing?”
“Yes. That’s non-negotiable.”
“Cal…”
“What are you so nervous about? You were less nervous to lose your virginity. Baby, this won’t hurt.”
“No, I know I just…what if I can’t keep myself up and I…you know, suffocate you?” I whisper and he rolls his eyes.
“Then what a way to go.” He smirks. “This isn’t up for debate, Madeline. We’re doing this. Because I know you’ll like it.” He rubs his nose against mine.
“Okay…do you want to eat first?” He raises an eyebrow at me and I shake my head. “Food fiend.” I point at the stove.
“I mean…not particularly, but I suppose I won’t plan to stop once we start, so food first is smart.” I climb off his lap and he slaps my ass causing me to giggle.
“I mean if you’re not hungry…” My mind is already upstairs in bed with Cal, my mouth all but trying to swallow his dick as he feasts on my cunt. I’d begun craving orgasms just as much as I hungered for food and thirsted for water. It’s as if in one week, Cal has changed my basic needs, skyrocketing him and his cock into the number one slot. The idea of being in that space with him gives me a heady feeling, better than being tipsy or the high of a great ballet performance. It is a full body high that I can’t put into words. I just know that I want to live in that space.
Cal’s already up the stairs before I can blink. I turn the oven off and I’m on my way up the stairs behind him when I hear keys in the door.
Jesus Christ, Cal needs to take everyone’s keys back. What if we were already going at it?
I cross my arms over my chest and cock my head to the side, preparing for God knows who when Aria walks through the door and I resist the urge to roll my eyes. “Mads, hey.” She smiles, like she doesn’t have plans to turn my whole world upside down. Like she hasn’t spent the better part of lunch accusing Cal of something she considers abhorrent. She’s severely dressed down in comparison to lunch, sporting only a pair of leggings and a sweatshirt under her coat and a Mariner’s baseball cap with her long ponytail hanging out the back.
“Aria.” I nod and she shakes her head.
“Still upset, I see.”
“You think I’m upset, wait till you talk to Cal.” I purse my lips.
“You told him?”
“What do you think?”