His face lights up in excitement. “What did he say?”
I shrug as I search for the right words. “We decided that we’re just going to be friends for the moment,” I reply as I sip my coffee. He doesn’t need to know the ins and outs of our conversation at the airport. I don’t want to remember it myself.
He frowns. “So . . . he’s not coming back?”
My heart drops. “No, honey. Remember, I told you that he had to go to Paris to work for a while.” I take his hand and hold it in mine. “You need to understand why Tristan and I have a different opinion on the adoption thing.”
He stares at me.
“Tristan isn’t your dad, Harry, and although we all love each other, sometimes things don’t turn out the way that we want them to. Tristan was my boyfriend, and going forward, I’m not sure where we stand with that. I’m sad too. This is affecting all of us. But he will always be your friend, Harry. Nobody will ever take that from the two of you.”
“Dad’s dead, Mom. And he’s not coming back,” he spits. “And Tristan wants to be my new dad . . . and you won’t let him.”
My eyes fill with tears at his cold attitude. “Harry.”
“You ruined it,” he blurts out like a poison. “You’ve ruined everything.” He storms off.
“Harry, come back here!” I call after him.
He marches up the stairs and slams his bedroom door hard.
I drag my hand down my face. God, this is a fucking nightmare.
The first two months Tristan and I were together, Harry hated him with a passion, and now . . . he’s the one who’s unable to cope with all of this.
There are three hearts connected to mine.
I dial my brother’s phone number and wait as it rings. “Hey, sis,” he replies, and I can tell he’s smiling.
“Hey,” I breathe. I love my brother, and at times like this I just want to go and sleep on his couch so that I can be close to him. He makes everything seem better, and I have no doubt that’s why my boys are seeking him out.
“How you doing?” he asks.
“Okay.” I sigh.
“How you really doing?”
“Pretty crap.” I smile sadly.
“Thought so.”
“You really want to take the boys fishing this weekend?”
“Yeah, sure. When Harry called me—”
“Harry called you?” I interrupt him.
“Yeah, said he wanted to get away for the weekend with the boys.”
I get a lump in my throat . . . he’s really missing Tris.
“Anyway,” he continues, “I’m happy to go. I could use some time with them too.”
“Okay.”
“I’ll text Harry all the details and keep in contact with him,” he says.
“Thanks.” I sigh sadly. My heart feels like it’s about to break from guilt.