Mr Spencer (Mr. 2)

“There is no us at the moment.”

“But we’re always going to be together. We made a pact seven years ago that we would always come first with one another.”

I pinch the bridge of my nose.

“Remember?” she asks quietly.

I nod and put my hands on my hips as I stare at her. We did promise each other that years ago, and until now it has never even been a problem.

She walks over and slides her key into my pocket, pressing a soft kiss to my lips. “Women will come and go with you, Spencer, but I’m here forever and, unlike them, my love for you is unconditional.”

I stare at her.

“I’m here for ten days,” she whispers.

“I’m not coming.”

“We’ll see.” She turns and walks out of my office, closing the door quietly behind her.

Her perfume lingers in the air, along with my regret, and I drop into my seat and stare into space.

Sheridan has been the only stable in my life for so long.

This is a really weird feeling.

Charlotte

I sort through the mail with a goofy smile on my face. I’m thinking of Spencer naked and laughing in the shower. He makes me melt. The way I laid in his arms after having sex, and the way we talked and laughed like old best friends…

The way he looks at me.

The way he makes me feel.

The day has flown and I’m in my fan girl element.

Spencer Jones.

I’m seeing him tonight, and oh, it’s all going so well.

I think back to the emails he sent me, and I go through the list of his qualities in my mind.

I don’t have a YouPorn profile. What does that even mean?

“What does YouPorn mean?” I ask Sarah and Paul. They look up from their task.

“What do you mean?” Sarah asks.

“I heard someone say the other day that they don’t have a YouPorn profile. What does that mean?”

“Oh.” They exchange looks and both laugh.

“You know… YouPorn?” Paul says.

“Nope.” I shrug. “Should I know what that is?”

“They should teach this shit at school. This is vital information,” Sarah says. “YouPorn is a platform like YouTube, but people upload sex videos to it.”

“Honesty, I wouldn’t even know how to fuck if it hadn’t been for this when I was a teenager.” Paul laughs.