The thing is, I’ve watched porn of the two of us for six weeks without a release, not even a touch, because I knew I was being filmed. I know what my man is capable of, and I now know just how orgasmic he looks as he does it. Joshua Stanton having sex in his animalistic way is without a doubt the best viewing I have ever witnessed.
God, I need him now. I need to taste him. I drop to my knees and take him in my mouth and his dark eyes drop to my lips.
“Fuck, yeah,” he whispers as he cups my jaw. “Oh baby, yeessss,” he purrs as I am gifted with my first taste of pre-ejaculate in so damn long. I can feel every vein, every ridge and, as if my body is running on autopilot, my hand goes around to his behind to push him deeper into my mouth.
I’m too aroused to use technique and I start to take his full length into my mouth while I fist him deeply. He growls in acceptance, lurches forward and puts his hand out on the tiled wall to hold himself up.
“Fuck. Tash, baby. Stop. I’m going to come already,” he murmurs through his arousal as his body racks with shivers.
I smile around him and bare my teeth and work him harder. When I tell you you’re copping it tonight, big boy… I meant every damn word.
“Fuck,” he yells as he lurches forward again and comes in a rush into my mouth. His hands gently come to my head as I gently clean him up with my tongue. His eyes are closed and he is breathing heavily. I lick my lips and smile triumphantly as I stand and when he opens his eyes, Mr Stanton is here and I know who’s going to cop it now.
He kisses me and slams me up against the wall and brings one of my legs up around his waist. My heartrate escalates out of control and slowly he pulls back and watches my face as he swipes his fingers through my wet flesh, his eyes closing in reverence. “You feel so good, so tight. So ready for my cock,” he whispers into my mouth. “Are you hungry for some cock, baby?”
My eyes close, oh god yes. Give it to me now.
“How do you taste? I need you on my tongue,” he whispers as he pulls me out of the shower and kisses me deeply. All the while kissing me I am slowly walked into our bedroom and he lies me down on the bed. My body is quivering with need and then he is on top of me as he holds his weight off me with his elbows. One of his knees comes up and rests next to my hipbone and he starts to slide his thick length through my waiting flesh as his dark eyes watch me. This is the best kind of porno.
“You’re going to feel so good around my cock, baby girl,” he whispers.
I close my eyes, I know, just do it already. I need this. His soft lips go to my neck and he starts to kiss down to my breasts and one by one he brings them into his mouth and gently bites them, my back arching off the bed in anticipation. With his eyes focused on mine he drops down to my stomach and slowly starts to lick me. I can’t lie still and my body is writhing in excitement under him. Slowly, ever so slowly, his tongue finds the flesh between my legs and he groans into me as he closes his eyes in reverence.
Oh hell… my eyes roll back in my head and my hand goes to his face. He starts to suck me. I can feel his cheeks dip as his suction gets deeper and my legs start to fall to the bed by themselves.
“So perfect,” he whispers. “You are so perfect, my precious girl.”
My eyes close and I drop my head back to the mattress. No, I need to watch him. My eyes meet his again and he slides a finger into me, hisses in pleasure and pulses it in and out slowly. I watch him slowly take his cock in his other hand, unable to control it, and stroke himself as his eyes stay focused on my pulsing open flesh. His mouth hangs slack with arousal and he cracks his neck hard. He adds another finger and starts to pulse them in and out of me slowly, my body starts to instinctively ride his hand and he drops his head and takes my clitoris between his teeth while his tongue flicks violently. I can’t help it, I lurch forward in orgasm and cry out in ecstasy. Oh, what this man does to me, and then he is on me again, deep licks from front to back. The stubble on his face is burning me and I don’t give a damn if it’s a third-degree burn and I need to go to hospital. At this moment, I need this man to do exactly this to me. There isn’t anything else I need more. He swipes his tongue through my flesh again and adds three of his fingers and I jump at the pleasurable sting.
“Sshh,” he whispers. “It’s ok, baby,” he comforts.
He leans up and kisses me passionately again and my body starts to relax and then he starts to ride me with his hand, deep hard strokes that move my body up and down the bed and which rock the bed so hard it hits the wall. My back is arching off the bed with need. His eyes are locked on mine as my hands find his forearm to feel his muscles clench with the movement.
“Open your legs wider,” he whispers as his jaw hangs slack in arousal. I drop my legs to the bed and my eyes flick to his shoulders where I can see every muscle flex with his movement.
He cracks his neck hard and that’s it, I can’t take anymore. I convulse forward in orgasm as I feel him slide into my body.
We lie still, our hearts racing out of control. Our faces are millimetres away from each other. The intense feeling of his possession brings me undone.
“I love you,” he whispers through his tear-filled eyes.
“I love you too, baby… so much,” I reply.
He kisses me and it’s a different kiss. It’s a kiss of hope. The tenderness behind it cuts my heart wide open as he pulls out slowly and slides back in.
“Are you ok?” he murmurs.
I kiss him deeply again. “I’m more than ok. I’m perfect. Go, give it to me. I need this,” I whisper.
He lets out a groan as he pulls back and slams into me and I cry out.
“Fuck,” he murmurs into my shoulder as he kisses it.
And then he starts to drive deeper and deeper, each thrust harder than the last until I don’t think I can take it anymore. He lifts my knees up to his chest as he holds himself up on straightened arms and really lets me have it. His dark eyes are watching my face as his jaw hangs slack. Oh my god, what this man can do. I lurch forward as he holds himself deep and we both scream out as an orgasm the size of a freight train rips through our bodies in tandem. He drops his body over mine and kisses me gently and I laugh out loud.
“What’s funny?” he purrs.
I smile as I pant. “Well I thought maybe you would have forgotten what to do?” I whisper breathlessly.