She palmed my chest and stroked my man nipples. I cupped her face and brought my mouth to hers. A surge of love came over me as I kissed her. The very thing I’d promised myself to steer clear from.
I emptied my mind and focused on the gift before me. “I need you naked,” I growled at her.
She helped pull the top she wore over her head. I inhaled sharply at the sight of her breasts encased in a lacy bra. Unable to wait, I took a nipple in my mouth and teased it with my tongue over the lacy material. I moved to the other one, licking and sucking it.
Charlotte raised herself from the bed and reached behind to unclasp her bra. She shrugged it off and fell back onto the bed.
“I want you,” she murmured.
I moved over her and braced myself on either side so that my weight was not on her. As much as I wanted to be inside her, I needed to touch her some more. I played with her breasts, teasing the hard peaks until Chaz was squirming under me and arching her body for more.
I trailed kissed down to her navel and further down to the waistband of her shorts.
“Impatient,” I said when Charlotte grabbed the waistband of her shorts and tugged it down. She pulled her panties down as well, with me helping her the rest of the way.
I sunk my face between her welcoming thighs and feasted on her sweet pussy.
“Alex.”
I loved the sound of Charlotte’s voice when she was heady with arousal. No woman had ever caused me as much pain as Charlotte had but when we made love, none of that mattered. She penetrated a part of my soul that no other woman could.
Her nails dug into my skull as I flicked my tongue on her clit. She whimpered and threw her legs further apart. She tasted so sweet and I licked off her juices as they flowed out. I pushed a finger in and then another. Her muscles clamped down on my fingers hard as I pumped in and out.
Moments later, Charlotte came hard on my tongue and fingers. I draped my body over hers as her breath returned to normal. I stroked her hair and smoothed it back from her face. “You okay?”
“No.”
“What is it?”
“I want you inside me,” she said, the words coming out like a moan.
All air left my lungs at the blunt declaration. My dick did a dance of its own. I gripped it and brought it to her entrance. I slowly eased it in until it was buried to the hilt.
“How does that feel?”
“I think I’m going to die,” she replied.
I laughed and drew back and fell into a slow rhythm that allowed me to enjoy watching her face as it contorted with pleasure. Chaz wrapped her legs around my waist, gripping me tight and almost bringing me to orgasm too fast.
I shifted my mind from the heat of her pussy and the walls that clenched me tighter and tighter. I picked up the speed of my thrusts as Chaz urged me on with squeezes of my legs. I lost control and slammed into her. Hard.
“Alex,” she moaned.
“Come my love.” The words left my mouth before I could stop them. I hoped that she was too far gone to have heard.
“Oh yes,” Chaz cried, her nails digging into my shoulders.
I’d missed how responsive and inhibited Chaz was in bed. There was no holding back for her.
“More. Please,” she said.
I looked down at her and almost came. She looked so gorgeous with her eyes half closed and her lips slightly parted.
Convulsions came over her body and her walls clenched around my dick as she rode the wave of ecstasy, taking me along with her. Chaz screamed and I felt as if all air had been knocked from my lungs.
“That was out of this world,” I said to her as I lay facing her.
She smiled. “It was for me too. I’m not sure it’s a good idea though. What are we doing Alex?”
“Enjoying each other’s bodies as we used to.”
“It can’t be more than that,” she said. “Our ship sailed a long time ago.”
Alex
Sadness came over me. I still didn’t understand. How could she have given up what we had with the stroke of a pen. Why had she written that damn letter instead of talking to me face to face?
Why hadn’t I moved on? Looking at Charlotte as she lay staring at me with her wide gorgeous eyes, I knew that I loved her as much as when we had been married. Nothing about my love had changed.
It almost felt like a punishment to love a woman who had betrayed you by leaving you for another man. I wanted to ask her about Kayden’s dad. I would have liked to see a picture but that wasn’t the kind of thing you asked a woman you were in love with.