I shake my head before I put it back down on his warm, strong chest.
“She sucked my dick at the back of the school hall.”
I chuckle as I imagine the scene he’s setting.
“And then she had sex with me as my two friends watched on.”
I sit up in shock. “What?” My mouth falls open. “Your friends watched you lose your virginity?”
He smiles and pulls me back to his chest. “Yep, and then she had sex with them, too. We all lost our virginity on the same night to the same girl.”
I burst out laughing. “Oh my God. That’s the worst virginity story ever. She’s such a slut.”
“Appalling.” He winces. “Funnily enough…” His voice trails off.
“Funnily enough, what?”
“I’ve never told anyone that story before.”
“Good. You shouldn’t.” I laugh.
I can feel him smile above me, and he kisses my forehead, tightening his arms around me.
“Do you still see those friends?” I ask.
“They’re still my two best friends. Sebastian and Spencer. We see each other all the time.”
“Well, I suppose you do have a special bond now.”
He chuckles. “Yeah, it’s a funny story that we often discuss when drunk
We let the silence linger for a moment longer.
“Jules, can I ask you something?”
He softly kisses me on the temple. “What?”
“Why the skits?” He stays silent.
“When you invite me here on these nights, why do you want me to dress up and not be here as myself?”
He pauses for a moment before he eventually answers.
“Because the beautiful woman who lives in my house and cares for my children is too good for me.”
I listen in silence.
“I couldn’t fuck her the way that I fuck you.”
I frown against his skin, weighted down by his fingertips as they trail across my back.
“Why couldn’t you fuck her like you fuck me?” I whisper.
“Because she’s the kind of girl you fall in love with, and I’m not wired to love. I’d only let her down.”
My eyes tear up. Good God, he is broken.
The two of us become lost in our own thoughts and I know I need to lighten the mood. “That girl who lives in your house is frigid and would never fuck your friends anyway.” I look up at him.