He draws back, but only to begin kissing my jaw until his lips work their way down my neck. I shiver, but not from the cold. My body is overheating as his teeth graze the skin of my neck, before suckling just above my pulse. It feels good, too good the way he nips and sucks and licks the same spot.
“K-Kaiden.” I press a hand against the back of his head, wanting him to keep going. He groans when my hips involuntarily move on his lap and his teeth bite into my flesh.
It stings, but then he licks the pain away.
His hands go to my hips, pressing down on them to get our bodies as close together as possible. He doesn’t know my hips are a trigger point of pain, but I don’t bother stopping this to tell him. I just endure the sharp feeling because there’s a new kind of heat burning between my legs, one that gets more and more intense as his nipping becomes rougher and his hands become more demanding. I can deal with this kind of pain.
I move against him, needing friction. He growls and helps me build a rhythm, sliding his body against mine as he rocks into me. His mouth works its way to the base of my beck before my scarf gets in the way.
He doesn’t move it.
He doesn’t undo my coat.
He just focuses on me.
My warmth.
My need.
My silent pleas.
Our mouths meet again, and his kisses are lighter, but just as needy as mine. My tongue dances with his, my hips becoming jerky, and suddenly I’m panting and gripping his shoulders, and leaning my forehead against his.
I almost come undone when I feel his hand reach between us and begin rubbing me over my leggings. Nobody has ever touched me there, and the added sensation feels amazing. I move against his palm until he’s pressing into me so hard I tip my head back and let the orgasm take over.
“Fuck, Em,” he groans as I ride out the sensation against his hand. He kisses my cheek, my jaw, and then pecks my lips when my movement creeps to a stop.
Swallowing as I catch my breath, I pull away from him. His eyes are dark, his face flushed, and his chest raises and falls as quickly as mine.
“I’ve never…” I blush hard, shaking my head and glancing down at where our bodies meet. The admission burns my body. “I’ve never had one from someone else before.”
He grins.
It’s devious.
All knowing.
It’s…Kaiden.
“Just wait until it’s my cock, Mouse.”
My eyes widen.
He laughs…and then guides me inside like it’s just another night.
Chapter Twenty-Five
The bathroom mirror shows me a new kind of flush to my cheeks. Not one caused by disease or cold air, but by Kaiden. Maybe I could have pretended it was early winter’s caress when I came in to peel off my scarf and coat, but my swollen lips said something else.
That’s why Kaiden is on the couch, with the pillow and blanket Mama gave him. At first, my face burned when she chanced us both a look before passing him things to use for tonight, but then I smiled.
Because Mama noticed.
Mama saw me.
Flushed cheeks, swollen lips, and all.
Now I’m curled in my room, touching my lips that are nothing extraordinary since hours have passed. I kept squirming on the couch when I agreed to watch TV with everyone, because Kaiden kept finding ways to nudge me with his knee or brush my arm with his hand, so I opted to change and go to bed. Mama and Grandma followed suit, telling me goodnight before we closed ourselves in our rooms.