His left leg throbbed at the ankle, but it was the healthy pain of a body healing. "Now I know what Sandbugs smell like, sir. I'll be fine."
"Jocelyn, he doesn't saddle his horse for two more days. Lots of water and rest will flush the stuff out," the deacon ordered. "Danvers, I'll send out some of your men to take your place so you can get back to work."
"Thanks, but no, Deacon. I'll keep an eye on Jocelyn."
"As you like. Good-bye again, Mr. Stuart. God be with you."
The poultice cooled the wound. Valentine bowed his head and shut his eyes. "He was when I met the Eagles."
Valentine napped in the shade whenever he wasn't drinking. His Eagle companions fed him on bread soaked in broth. Jocelyn put vinegar-soaked compresses on his wound, and the cool antiseptic bite of the vinegar brought some relief. Valentine watched the two work: Danvers's eyes never left the girl when he was in camp. But there was restlessness to the man; he continually went out to fetch water or survey the road, or set snares for small game, and hallooed from a quarter-mile off when he returned.
"He likes to be on the move, doesn't he," Valentine said, as Danvers rode off to exercise Valentine's bay on another sweep of the ground to the south.
"He was born and raised in the saddle, more or less. His mom climbed off her horse and had him two minutes later. His pa says she climbed back on five minutes after that, but no one takes him seriously. He's leaving us alone out of politeness."
"I like your company, but there's no need."
"He ... I made kind of a scene at camp when your horse came back. I told my mother I was going to find you and go with you."
Valentine read the anxiety in her eyes.
"I think your people need you," he said after a moment. "More than I."
"They'll be fine."
"I'm not going to tell you you couldn't keep up, or that I wouldn't want you next to me, Jocelyn. So I'll rephrase. You need your people."
She looked at him, eyes wet. Perhaps she had expected a different argument.
"They're your family. You're at exactly the age where that doesn't mean much to you, but as the years go by, you might regret your choice."
"I might not, too."
"I wish I had the chance to regret my family. I had parents, a brother and a sister, a home. It all was taken away when I was eleven. If you've got any respect for me, set aside whatever it is between us, and listen to this: Stand by your mom and Josh. We're two people who needed each other for a little while. Your family will always need you."
"You're just saying this to keep me from . . . tagging along. Tell me you don't want me to go with you, and I won't."
"I don't want you to go with me for the reasons I just explained."
Her face hardened. "That's not what I meant. You, David, the man."
"Man? Am I?"
"Well, you're not a mule, except you're stubborn as one."
"You need a man with possibilities. I'm-"
"Used up?"
"What makes you say that?"
She sat still for a moment. "It's what my father used to say. About the older generation, the one's who'd seen too much death and change. He said they were still walking and talking, but something in them died-'used up' in the wars. Their families, if they had any, had a hard time."
"I was going to say you need someone to grow old with. I've had ... bad luck with friends."
"It can't be better to be alone."
He shook his head. "Of course not. But it's easier."