“This is a change,” he said. “I like it.”
Lillian smiled back down at him. She’d been so self-conscious at first, her inhibitions and insecurities ruling her until Cal drove them out of her mind with pleasure. Now, she knew she belonged here, with him, and she knew he loved her and thought she was beautiful. So it was her turn to take the lead.
She remembered how Cal had kissed her all over, the first time. She leaned down and brushed their lips together, and then set out to imitate him.
She noticed some things as she went, things that had escaped her up until now. For example, Cal’s muscles were firm and hard, but his skin was smooth and even soft in places. He was just the tiniest bit ticklish—or he was very good at controlling his reaction. She got a little shiver over his ribcage, and determined to explore that more at a later date.
When she came down to his hips, kissing over that thin skin by his pubic hair, he groaned deep in his chest. Lillian glanced up, teasingly. “Something you want?”
He lifted his head. “What I want,” he said sincerely, “is whatever you want to give.”
That overwhelmed her with feeling, and she gave up teasing before she’d even really started. She wanted to give him the same pleasure he’d given her, before.
She’d been deliberately ignoring his erection, but now she turned to it, leaning in to take the head in her mouth. Cal made a strangled noise, and Lillian smiled inwardly. She could taste the sudden salt of pre-come on her tongue.
She sucked softly, not wanting to bring him to the edge just yet, but rather to leave him as helpless with pleasure as she’d been under his mouth. From the way his breath was heaving and his hands were clenching in the sheets, she was doing well so far.
It didn’t take long, though, for her to lose sight of her goals and just focus on the experience. It was such an intimate thing, so deeply physical. The smell and taste of sex was everywhere. She wrapped a hand around his slick cock, feeling it pulse with blood as she moved her hand and her mouth together.
She was almost ready to change her mind, and make him come in her mouth, when Cal said, “Lillian, come up here—”
She backed away immediately and crawled up the bed, and was immediately pulled into a kiss. When it ended, she kissed his jaw and said, “What is it?”
“I want to be inside you when I finish.” Cal’s voice was low enough to crack the bedframe, it felt like. Breathless, Lillian nodded.
She pulled back to straddle his hips—his hands came up to close on hers, steadying her as she slowly lowered herself onto his cock. God, he was big. The stretch was a surprise every time, but as always, the surprise melted quickly away into the sharpest pleasure she’d ever felt. The way he seemed to fill her completely, more thoroughly than anyone ever had—
Cal groaned, his hands flexing on her hips. “You feel amazing.”
“That’s my line,” Lillian managed, but then words abandoned her. She bit her lip as she slid further and further down, until finally, finally she was seated on his hips. His cock was so far inside her that it was pressing up against her cervix just a bit again, and the bolts of pleasure from that were too powerful to ignore.
“Okay,” she said on a gasp. “Okay, I think it’s your turn to be in charge again.”
Cal sat up and rolled them over in one swift, fluid motion, as though he’d only been waiting for her word.
Lillian arched her back as he drove into her, shuddering in pleasure. But Cal was just as overwhelmed; when she focused, she could see that his eyes were shut tight, his mouth open. She got a hand behind his neck and pulled him down for a kiss.
They came together, their arms clenched around each other as pleasure wracked them both. Lillian felt like they’d become one ecstatic being, sensation flowing back and forth without any barriers anymore. She closed her eyes and fell into it.
When she came back to herself, Cal was falling down to lie next to her, his breath heavy and deep.
“I may not survive a whole lifetime of this,” he said speculatively.
Lillian giggled. “But what a way to go.”
Cal propped himself up on his elbow, looking down at her. “I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you, you know,” he said seriously.
It was a bit nonsensical, but it didn’t matter. Lillian knew exactly what he meant. “Me, too.”
Cal leaned down and kissed her, soft and slow. Lillian’s heart overflowed with love.
The End