“I couldn’t hook up with anybody for two fucking years after getting back from overseas,” I told him, running my palm across his chest.
“You’re kidding.”
“Nope,” I said.
“I thought you were a hookup king,” he said softly.
I rested my hand over his heart. “I’ve had my fun in the past couple of years, but I was useless when I first got back. I know how it feels to be so unsure. To not know what to do with your own body, even when it wants things, very badly.”
“Right,” he said. “That is exactly how it feels.”
I lay back next to him. I pulled him close to me, so he was tucked up against my body, with one of my arms wrapped around his waist, gently tracing small circles on the top of his thigh. And I let him relax.
“It feels so good,” he murmured after a few minutes.
“I like this, too,” I said.
He shifted a little, turning to face me. Before long I felt his fingertips start to move across my skin, down low, trailing onto my thigh and toward my cock.
“I want you inside my mouth,” he said.
I groaned deeply as his hand found its way to my cock. He was quickly making me go from half-hard to fully erect again.
“You’re sure?”
“Luke,” he said quietly. “I have to tell you… I haven’t ever blown somebody. I’ve wanted to forever. It was one of those things where I was, y’know, married to a woman, and I just thought I’d never get the opportunity, and I’d always just have to fantasize about it. And I’m sure I’m going to have no clue what I’m doing, but…”
I swallowed hard. “Lucky for you, I’m a good teacher,” I said.
Now I was totally fucked. I could already feel precum leaking out of my cock. First-timers were something that had always turned me on when I watched porn, but in real life, they were a rarity to find. If I got to be the first cock inside Cam’s mouth, I was going to make it worth his while.
I could see his eyes widen even in the low light. “Fuck, that is hot,” he said.
“You’re telling me,” I said.
“You’ll instruct me?” he asked. “On what you like? What feels good?”
My cock throbbed under my boxer briefs. “There is nothing in the world that sounds better right now.”
In a split second, his hands were at my waistband, tugging down my underwear. I chuckled, low and deep. I’d gotten fucking lucky tonight. There was no way I thought Cam would actually be ready for this, but there was no doubt in my mind that he wanted it just as badly as I did.
He let out a moan as he revealed my cock, letting it bob out into the open air.
“Oh God, it’s big,” he said.
It didn’t matter how many times I’d heard it—I still loved hearing that come out of his mouth. I watched his wide eyes as he looked at my cock.
“I can’t tell if you’re excited or scared,” I said.
“...Yes. Those. Definitely both of those.”
“Okay,” I said. “I want you to—”
My words broke off into a deep moan as he bent and sucked the tip of my cock into his mouth. I hadn’t exactly expected him to be ready so soon, but I wasn’t complaining. My cock pulsed against his tongue.
“Well, there you go,” I murmured. “I see you’re the type to dive right into the deep end.”
He was already experimenting. I felt the warm, soft flick of his tongue against the underside of my head, each little movement sending another thrill through me. His hands found their way to either side of my hips, pushing me down gently as he lowered a little further on my cock. I felt his tongue trace a zigzagging pattern up my shaft, and I bucked my hips involuntarily.
He pulled off of me slowly, looking up to meet my eyes. “I wanted this so goddamn badly,” he said. “I didn’t think you were going to let me.”
My cock jumped at his words. “Do you have any clue how hot that is?”
“How desperate I am?” he joked.
“How greedy you are,” I said, reaching down and lacing my fingers through his hair.
“You have no idea,” he said.
“You’re enjoying this?”
“I am fucking loving this,” he said.
I hummed. “Something tells me you were lying about never having blown somebody before,” I said. “You are very good at this.”
“I’ve certainly watched plenty of ‘best blowjob ever’ porn videos,” he said. “Especially recently.”
This time he sunk down all the way on my cock, taking me as deep as he possibly could into his mouth. I’d gotten my fair share of blowjobs, but Cam was already a standout. A lot of guys gave perfunctory, half-hearted blowjobs, just a road sign on the way to fucking. But Cam was relishing every moment, every stroke, every inch of my cock.