“Okay.” I nodded toward the bathroom. We went in together, and I started the shower as Will began tugging off his clothes. I turned around, and he was only in his underwear. His body was so gorgeous, with definition in his abs and a smooth chest that I was positive he waxed.
He wasn’t timid at all when he tugged his trunks off, his cock at half-mast. “Let’s get you out of these clothes.”
Will began at the top button on my shirt, slowly working his way down. I let him handle it, the whole time thinking, You’re going to ask him to have sex tonight. What if he doesn’t want to have sex with you?
Before I knew it, I was naked and forcing myself to chill out. It was me who pulled Will toward the shower. We climbed in, the water running over us. He wet his hair, then shook it out like a dog would, making droplets hit me in the face.
I laughed, and he did too. He was so much fun.
“Can I wash you?” I asked.
“Another question I’ll always say yes to.”
So I did, savoring the feel of his body, his warm skin. I paid special attention to his cock, his balls, his ass. “I hope we’re gonna fuck around tonight,” he said as his erection grew.
“Maybe.” I tried to sound flirty, but then worried he would take that as a no, so I rushed out a, “Yes,” right after.
“God, you’re great. Here, let me do you now.”
Will washed my body. I moaned when he soaped my cock. Cried out when his finger brushed over my hole because as much sucking as we’d done, he’d never touched me there.
Will rinsed me. Then we were turning off the water and getting out, drying off and getting into bed. He rolled on top of me, kissed my neck, licked my collarbone, made my cock ache as his mouth journeyed down my chest. “Feels like forever since I’ve had this cock in my mouth, but it’s only been hours. I can’t wait to spend the night sucking you.”
Will’s tongue dipped into my belly button before he went for my dick. “Wait,” I said, and he immediately stopped.
“Did you change your mind? I thought you wanted to mess around.”
“I do. I just…” Say it. There’s no reason you can’t say it. This is Will. “Do you not want to have sex with me? Or maybe you don’t do that? Shit, I didn’t even think of that. Not everyone is into anal sex, and I just assumed, which makes me an asshole. Shit, I’m sorry, ignore me and…mmm.” He quieted me with his mouth.
“That always does the trick,” he said with a grin.
“Can you go with me everywhere? Just kiss me every time I ramble?”
Will chuckled. “Yes. I can. Also, I have anal sex. It’s fucking awesome. One of my favorite things, in fact.”
I frowned, nerves spreading from the base of my spine throughout the rest of me. “Oh… So do you just not want to have it with me? It’s okay if you don’t.”
“Are you kidding me? Fucking is incredible, and you’re basically my favorite person, so of course I want to have sex with you.”
Wow. I was his favorite person? That had to just be something he said. Not that Will would lie, but he couldn’t mean it the way I wanted him to. “Good. Because I want to, too—ugh, two to’s in a row are always weird, and now I made it even weirder by adding even more…and, well, by mentioning it when we were talking about sex, so ignore that.”
“You are so fucking great, and you don’t even know it. That’s the most amazing part.” He ran his thumb over my bottom lip, then down my neck. “I guess I was worried that if we had sex, then technically you wouldn’t need me for this whole exploratory summer thing, and it would be over.”
I was so shocked by what he said, I didn’t consider my words. I just opened my mouth and word-vomited, “Are you kidding me? I don’t ever want this to end.” The second the statement left my mouth, I realized exactly what I said. “Oh shit.” I slapped my hand over my mouth, trying to think of a cover, trying to find a way to make my words sound like they meant something other than what they actually did. “I didn’t mean that. Well, I meant it, but I know this has to end. I understand that you probably don’t want to keep it going, and we also have the whole you-working-for-my-dad thing to figure out, and oh God, you work for my dad, and now I just mentioned my dad twice when we’re naked in bed together, which is gross.”
Will didn’t laugh. He didn’t tell me I was adorable or tease me about my rambling like he normally did. He just…looked at me, his stare like a caress against my skin. “I don’t want to give it a timeline either,” he admitted.