Awkward Love (Stumbling into Love 2)

I pulled it out some, then pushed in again, fingering him, before Will said, “That’s good, baby. So good. You can put another one in now.”

Shit. Should I have known that? “Sorry.” My face heated.

“There’s nothing to be sorry about.”

I added another finger, stroking and fingering. He closed his eyes, fucked into my hand, then looked at me and smiled. My heart skipped about eleven thousand beats. In fact, I was surprised I was still alive.

“It’s so hot in there, so tight. I don’t know how I’ll ever survive when it’s my cock.”

“You will. Promise.”

My balls were full, my cock aching. I wanted inside him, wanted to keep doing what I was doing just so I could watch him and pleasure him until I believed that Will was mine…my boyfriend.

“If you hook your finger a little, like this”—he showed me—“you can rub my prostate.”

Shit. Yeah. I should have thought of that.

I did what Will said, seeking out that spongy bundle of nerves inside him. He arched off the bed when I did. “Yes…like that…fuck, gimme a third finger. You’re big, so I’ll need it.”

The things he said sent me into a tailspin. They were so easy for him. I wanted to be that brave. In a lot of ways, Will made me that brave.

I added more lube and then a third finger, watching that tiny little hole stretch for me, and wondered how fast I’d lose it when it was my cock. My balls already wanted to draw tight and shoot my load.

That could have gone on for one minute or an eternity, I wasn’t sure which, before Will said, “That’s good, baby. Now let me have your cock.”

Oops. I grabbed my balls so I didn’t come. That could have been embarrassing, but holy shit, no one had ever talked to me like that before.

I pulled my fingers out and watched his hole start to close up.

Once the condom was open and on, and my dick was slicked up in probably more lube than I needed, I froze.

Will cupped my face. “You’re shaking.”

“I want this to be good for you.”

“It already is,” he replied simply.

“Yeah, yeah, it’s good for me too.”

Will spread his legs wider, held them back. I was still kneeling in place, and I pushed forward, the head of my cock nudging at his tiny hole. I trembled as it gave way, as I watched the head of my dick slip into him, inside Will’s body. And if I thought it was hot and tight on my finger, that had nothing on how it felt when it was my erection working into him.

“Oh…wait…slow down a little,” he said, and I did. When he told me he was ready again, I tried to calm the erratic trembling of my limbs as I pushed forward, more and more, the tight grip of his ass squeezing me, until my groin met his body.

“God. Fuck. You don’t even know. Well, you know because you’ve done this before, but oh my…seriously. How? If I move, I’m gonna come. Christ, I’m gonna come too soon. I might just have to sit here for like, I don’t know how long. I don’t want to mess this up.”

Will chuckled, which didn’t help the situation at all because it made his body tighten around me and vibrate.

“Stop, don’t do that. Give me a second.”

It was Will who bit his lip then, and I knew he did it so he didn’t laugh. I took a few deep breaths, getting myself under control, and then it hit me that I was fucking Will. I had my dick in his ass, and I was sitting there breathing when I could be thrusting. “Can I move?”

“You’re the one who asked for a second.”

Oh yeah. I forgot. I used my arms to keep Will’s legs spread, my hands flat on the mattress, and I started to pull out and then pumped my hips forward. My whole body shook, and my eyes rolled back. Was there anything in the world better than having sex? In that moment, I wasn’t sure there was.

Will jerked his cock while I fucked him. My head was spinning, and I felt like I was flying. It was all my favorite things wrapped into one with my favorite person who said I was his favorite person too.

I kept going. He was speaking, but I was too excited to understand his words. I was pretty sure he was telling me I was good and to keep going and how good I felt.

Will grabbed me and pulled me closer. Our lips met, his tongue slipped into my mouth, and I kept moving, kept thrusting into him as everything else melted away except us…and my orgasm…which was right there. I wanted him to come first so bad, but I wasn’t sure how much longer I could hold off.