Messy Love (Stumbling into Love 3)

I leaned down, rooted my nose around in his pubes, inhaled his scent that was all musk and sex from the orgasms last night. I loved that we didn’t shower and I could smell him this way. “Fuck, I almost want to come just from sniffing you,” I admitted before breathing him in again.

“Jesus, you’re gonna kill me.”

“I haven’t done anything yet.”

“I still might die.”

I smiled, then let my tongue snake out to lap at his full sac. Jonathan groaned, deep and throaty while I sucked and licked and savored his balls. I loved a big set of nuts like his.

I watched his body, saw his stomach tighten, precome leak from his slit and drip down to his belly. I was dying to taste him, so I wrapped a fist around his shaft before lowering my mouth, more…more…fuck yes, nose in his pubes again. I could deep throat like a motherfucker.

I swallowed around him before pulling off, then taking him to the hilt again.

“Fuck…Danny…so good.” He did that sexy, rambling thing as my head bobbed and my lips stretched around his girth.

Jonathan stared down at me, his eyes meeting mine. They were hazy with lust but full of affection too. He reached down, kept watching me as his hand threaded through my hair. There was amazement in his eyes as he held my gaze. It was potent enough that I lost my rhythm, stumbled along for a few strokes and sucks before I found my way again.

When I pulled off him with a pop, he hissed.

“God, you taste good.”

“Suck me.”

“Fuck my mouth a little, and then I’m gonna have a surprise for you.” I wanted to try something, something he was interested in but I was fairly certain he’d never done with another guy.

Jonathan nodded. When I took him between my lips again, he snapped his hips up. It wasn’t hard, I could have taken more, but it made my heart get all mushy that he was being careful with me. This thing between us was getting messy quick.

We were still watching each other, Jonathan taking me in as I feasted on his erection. With one of my hands, I played with his balls, then let a finger travel down behind his sac, rubbed his taint. His eyes flared, desire and nerves, but he spread his legs more. I blew him and teased his crack, giving him time to tell me if that’s what he wanted.

When he gave me a deep, throaty, “Please,” I nearly spilled my balls all over the bed. It felt like my insides trembled and melted at the same time. Jesus, something about this guy wrecked me.

“Grab the lube, handsome. I’ll make you feel good.”

Jonathan reached over, opened the nightstand drawer, and plucked the bottle out. When he handed it to me, I realized his fingers were shaking.

“We don’t have to.”

“I want to. I’ve always…I’ve always wanted someone else inside me. Just never trusted someone enough to let them.”

Someone else, which meant he’d played there himself. And he believed in me. He wanted me. That made me feel like the luckiest man in the world. “We’ll start with some fingers with your blowjob and work up to more.”

I squirted lube onto two of my digits before kissing the inside of his furry left thigh, then his right. I’d had a lot of men in my life, but none of them had felt like this. I was still in awe that he chose me, that I got to see him this way, that Jonathan could let go with me in ways he couldn’t with other men.

“Here, let’s do this. We’ll make it a little easier for me to get at you.” I grabbed a pillow. He lifted his hips, and I shoved it under him. I wanted to see what I was doing, wanted to be the first guy to watch a part of myself slide deep into his hole. “There we go.” Another kiss to his inner thigh as I traced the seam of his ass.

“I don’t shave there. I know lots of guys do.”

“I’m glad you don’t,” I admitted. While it wasn’t too thick, there was a light dusting of dark hair along his crack and around his hole. I rubbed him, felt his pucker, watched his stomach muscles tighten. “You gotta stay loose, or it’s not gonna feel good. You finger yourself, right?”

I wasn’t sure if he would answer, but he gave me a nod. “It’s a lot different than someone else doing it.”

“Yeah, but it’s me, and I’m good at this. Plus, it’s a beautiful fucking hole, handsome. One day I’m gonna use my tongue on it.”

“Oh fuck.” His cock jerked.

I teased his rim again, rubbed it as I watched his breathing pick up. Right as I leaned forward to lick his shaft, I pushed the tip of my finger inside. He was so goddamned warm and tight.