Surrendering (Surrender 1)

He gasps and grips my waist. I don’t stop, but I move so I give him total access to my body sideways.

“Dec, I’m about to explode, please…”

“Fucking shit. Your nails are driving me crazy. I feel your touch all the way through to my balls. Don’t stop.”

He moves his hand down my sleep shorts and looks at me briefly. I nod for him to continue and he moves under the drawstring until he reaches my swollen lips. His thumb runs over my clit while his finger gradually slides inside me. I can’t help it. I arch off the bed. This is what I’ve been dreaming about since I first met him. I feel him tighten, but I continue to stroke him, encouraging him to do the same.

“You’re so fucking wet and tight. I can feel the walls of your pussy gripping my finger. When I make you come, I want to hear you.”

He adds another finger as he continues to grind his thumb on my clit. I start to pant. I know he can hear me, but I don’t care.

At this point, both of us are moving faster. I lift my head to lick his exposed neck as I increase the pressure on my strokes. He hisses and I feel myself tightening around him and I know what’s coming. Making sure he’s right there with me, I look at him and nonverbally tell him. He nods slightly and we both start to grind against each other’s hands. I squeeze as tight as I can around his fingers as I lift off the bed. My orgasm hits me with such force that I scream out his name and bury my face back into his neck. Feeling his release, I hold onto him as his hot sticky liquid shoots out onto my hand and his stomach.

“Fucking, fucking, fucking, FUUUCKK!” He screams into my hair. He pulls my neck to him and I feel his heartbeat on my chest. His rapid breaths against my head start to slow, but I hold on until he stops twitching in my hand. I think he’s done so I loosen my grip, but he stops me.

“Give me a minute, Sparkle, and I’ll get us cleaned up.” He removes his hands from my pants and licks his fingers. I’m turned on again.

I run my fingers back over his tip.

“Never in my life has this happened to me. I think I saw stars for about two seconds.”

“You mean you’ve never had a hand job before? I thought that was pretty common for most guys age fourteen and up.” I know I’m being a smart ass, but it’s fun.

He squeezes my waist and frowns down at me. “Yes, Sparkle, I’ve had plenty of hand jobs, but I was referring to us, the intensity and energy. I feel like I just ran a marathon.”

“Is this a good thing?”

“Yeah, baby, it’s a good thing. It’s a great thing.” He kisses my nose and moves to leave the bed. I have to let go of him and he moans.

After he returns to the bed and cleans us both off, he pulls me into his chest. “Are you able to sleep topless?”

“I’ve never done it before, but I can try.”

“I want to wrap myself up in you all night long with as few barriers between us as possible. I need to feel your skin against mine. I promise to be good.”

I nod and lean into him, kissing his lips delicately. Then I fall asleep in his arms.

Chapter 14

Tell Me What You Want

I wake to the sound of the shower running and notice the other side of the bed is empty. I slept like a rock and decide topless is a fun way to sleep. I have to get to school today so I need to get ready. I knock softly on the door and Declan tells me to come in. Reluctantly, I open the door wondering how this morning will be compared to last night.

“Babe, it’s your bathroom. You don’t have to knock.”

“I didn’t want to startle you. I need to get ready for school.”

He pokes his head out, “Do you need to shower?”

“Probably, but I’m thinking of running later so I’ll just get ready and shower tonight.”

“I was hoping you’d join me.” He smiles seductively and closes the door.

I brush my teeth and wash my face. The shower cuts off and Declan steps out in a towel. I grip the edge of the sink for support. Nothing could have prepared me for his naked form. I can see his arousal through the towel and the beads of water slowly streaming down his chest. I try to turn around, but he’s right behind me. He moves my hair over my shoulder and starts nipping at my neck.

“I didn’t mean to wake you, but I had to get out of that bed before I molested you. A shower sounded like a good idea.”

“You didn’t wake me; in fact, I’m surprised I slept this late. I need to get to school soon.”