Surrendering (Surrender 1)

He knew my sexual history so no questions about me. I knew I was ready, but he wanted to make sure. “Yes, Dec, I want you. I don’t want anything between us; I want to feel you.”

That was all I had to say. He starts to kiss me hard while one hand moves back between my legs. He pushes off his shorts and positioned over me. I feel every inch of him as he glides in all the way. I hiss at first due to the soreness from last night. He stops moving, but I shake my head letting him know I’m fine. He stays still way too long so I start to circle my hips.

He groans, “You have to stop.”

“Why?”

“Because I don’t want this to be over.”

I start to think I’ve done something wrong. The piercing is rubbing against me in a delicious way and he doesn’t seem to like it. “Sorry.” I mumble.

He senses my unease. “Babe, you have nothing to be sorry for. Over the last two days, you have given me two of the best presents ever. First you, now this. I’m not sure how long I can hold out. You have no idea how fanfuckingtastic this feels. I’ve never been skin to skin, even after I got my apa. You’re so tight and slick my dick is pulsing. Just give me a minute.”

So this is a good thing. Without thinking, I lift up to meet his lips and shift under him. That’s all it takes before he’s moving in and out with controlled movements. He’s kissing me with the same pace he’s pushing with. Each time he thrusts into me I swear the ring hits my g-spot.

“Declan, I’m gonna…”

“Let go, baby. I’m right here with you.” He grips my hips and runs his finger to my clit. I feel the slow burn and the spark as I cry out his name. I throw my head into his neck and bite down, trying to control my cries. I barely hear him call my name a few seconds later. He has me so tight, I can hardly breathe.

After a few minutes, we both catch our breath and he loosens his hold. When he withdraws from my body, I shiver. He goes to the bathroom and comes out with a warm washcloth. Once he’s cleaned us both, I sco

ot into his arms and settle on his chest.

“I hope your dad doesn’t show up tomorrow. If he sees this bite, I might not be able to talk him out of the ass kicking he wanted today.”

“He saw it?”

“Yeah, babe, he saw it. Apparently, you’re a screamer and a biter.”

“I didn’t know it was there either. Finn saw the bite mark and I was mortified.”

“Finn saw it? I guess I need to sleep with one-eye open. Your dad may have been easy to convince that nothing happened, but a guy like Finn knows what this means. You okay with that?”

“Not really. I didn’t want anyone to find out so soon, but I guess that’s not possible. I was hoping we could live in our own little bubble for at least the weekend.”

“Rave, you want a bubble? I’ll give it to you. Just say the word. We’ll go away for your Christmas break and I’ll make sure we have complete privacy. We don’t even have to leave our room.”

I snuggle closer to him and wrap around his body. He sounds unfazed, but I’m sure my dad shook him up a little.

“Declan, a bubble sounds nice. Maybe we should talk more when I’m not almost comatose.”

“Whatever you want, but I have to ask. What is your code?”

“1125.”

“Your birthday is in less than a month?”

“Yep”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“It never came up. Honestly, it isn’t a big deal. For most of my life, I’ve been with family for Thanksgiving. I always know my friends are around so we don’t make a big deal about it.”

I’m so sleepy, but I hear him say quietly in my ear, “Not anymore, Sparkle, not anymore.”

*****

I dreamt of Declan all night long and I wake-up feeling extremely turned on. I feel his hard-on under my knee. I slowly extract myself from his arms and start kissing down his bare chest. When I get to the piercing, I run my tongue over it and tug at each side with my teeth. He stirs under me, but I keep going. I roll my mouth over him and take in his whole length, paying extra attention to the head. Now I know why he put himself through the torture of getting pierced and I’m glad he did. His hands run through my hair letting me know he’s awake. Even though I’m doing this for him, I’m just as turned-on. I continue sucking until I feel him tighten in my mouth. I reach out and caress his balls that are rock hard. He grabs my scalp, then thrusts his hips to push his entire length down my throat. I hum against his head and he screams out as he releases into my mouth. I lick and swallow every last drop and smile at myself. I just made this man scream. Before I can relish in my own victory, I’m thrown up against the headboard and he’s all over me.