She reacted as if he’d set a sexual brand to her body, arching, pressing nearer. She felt that first touch all the way to her toes, a pleasure unlike any other spearing beneath her skin, then melting, spreading. Her temperature rose-her skin heated. Like a fever, yet not-like the warmth from an inner flame. A flame he stoked as his fingers firmed, caressed, then provocatively kneaded. Through the thick velvet, he found the peak of her breast, and teased it with hard flicks.
He swallowed her gasp and ruthlessly drove her on. She went willingly, eagerly, wanting all he would give her, all he would show her-wanting, ultimately, him. She put up no resistance. Instead, she focused what wit she still possessed on following his lead as swiftly as she could, on giving the response he demanded, on feeding and satisfying the hunger that was theirs-on making love with him.
Gyles knew it, sensed it-victorious triumph surged through him. She was his-she would surrender completely and take him into her body. There was nothing to stop him having her. One slight lift and she would be off her saddle, in his lap, then he could take her to the grass…
An image flashed across his brain-the grass was coarse, tufty, the ground rocky and uneven. The horses were near. The vision of her as he would see her, watching her as he took her, her glorious hair lying tangled over that unforgiving ground, her body unprotected from his onslaught, uncushioned as she struggled to take him all, to meet his thrusts, her eyes widening then hazing with pain…
No!
His recoil was so violent it loosened the grip of his lust, the unforgiving grip of his passions. Dragging in a breath, he fought to clear his head-fought the compulsion that beat steadily in his blood. Momentarily lost, he mentally groped for his identity-the persona he showed to the world. He’d lost it-left it behind in the first glade, when he’d first seen her once again on a dangerous hunter.
His lips were still on hers, his tongue tangled with hers, his hand firm about her breast. It was a struggle to draw back from the brink, knowing he didn’t have to, that she would prefer him to go on, not retreat.
When their lips parted, he shuddered, and pressed his face to her hair. “Damn it!” The words were a hoarse whisper. “Why did you run?”
“I don’t know,” Francesca breathed. Blindly, she lifted a hand and touched his cheek. “Instinct.” That was what had made him seize, what had made her flee.
She was his-they both knew it. It all followed from that-his reaction, her response, like some predestined plot.
His hand left her breast and she felt bereft-she waited for him to lift her to his lap.
He tipped her face up and his lips closed over hers-for one instant, passion reigned supreme, the glory, the heat, the promise-then she felt him rein it back. Through his lips, through his gentling touch on her face, she sensed the war he waged to releash all that had flowed so freely. Disbelieving, she felt his arm slide, slowly, reluctantly from about her. Then his hands gripped her waist, his fingers tensed, flexed… instead of lifting her to him, he pressed her back into her saddle.
With an effort she felt, he dragged his lips from hers. She looked into his eyes, stormy, dark as a thundery sky. Beyond the grey, something raged. They were both breathing raggedly, quickly-both barely free of the power that had flared.
“Go!” The
command was low, strained, as if forced from him. He held her gaze mercilously. “Go home-back to the Hall. Ride but not wildly.”
She stared at him, uncomprehending. Her skin was still heated, her heart still yearned…
His gaze hardened. “Go! Now!”
The command cracked like a whip, impossible to defy. On a gasp, she grabbed her reins and wheeled-jerked from its rest, the bay took off down the slope.
She didn’t get a chance to glance back until she was in the trees.
He was where she’d left him, sitting the chestnut he’d wheeled to watch her go. Head bowed, he was looking down, staring at one hand fisted on the saddlebow.
He’d been within a heartbeat of taking her.
As he stood before the window of his bedchamber at the inn and watched the sun sink behind the trees, Gyles faced that fact and all that it meant.
She’d done it again-effortlessly reached through his shield and called to all he hid behind it. And his feelings for her were so strong, so ungovernable, they had nearly driven him to do something he never normally would. Something that, in his right mind, he would never even consider. She had the power to drive him mad.
If he’d taken her to the ground, no power on earth would have stopped him from taking her-passionately, violently, regardless of the pain he would have caused her. Regardless of the fact that she was-his experienced senses were sure of it-virginal. Far from dampening his ardor, that last only heightened it. She would be his and his alone.
But she wouldn’t be. She would never be his because he would not let any woman wield such power over him. If he made her his, he’d risk becoming her slave. Surrender at that level was not in his nature.
He uttered a harsh laugh and swung into the room.
She’d stripped away every vestige of civilized behavior and laid bare the conqueror that, underneath the elegant glamor, was what he truly was. He was a direct descendant of Norman lords who’d seized whatever they’d wanted-who had simply and ruthlessly taken any woman who had captured their eye.
Yesterday, she’d triggered his protectiveness, yet today he’d chased her through the forest like a marauding, rapacious barbarian. When sane, he worried over her safety, yet the instant he’d seen her once again atop a hunter, that deeply buried part of him that had far more in common with a marauding, rapacious barbarian than with the elegant gentleman who paraded before the ton had come rampaging to the fore.
All he’d known was that she was openly flouting his decree, flagrantly disregarding his worry; all he’d known was an elemental need to impress on her that she was his-to possess her so utterly she couldn’t deny it, deny him, deny his right to command her. He hadn’t cared that he’d forced her to flee like a wild thing-his whole being had been concentrated on capturing her, subduing her, on making her his.
Even now, the remembered feelings-the primal force that had flowed through him and made the transformation from gentleman to conquering barbarian-rocked him.