Without Remorse

She couldn’t help moaning with the pleasure of feeling him notched against her center like that. Big and hard and masculine between her legs. Holy shit, he was aroused, too, she could feel the pillar against her stomach. And it was the real deal, not just one of her many plastic dildos or vibrators.

It was an absurd idea—to lose her virginity in the midst of this craziness—to this person especially. But it wasn’t like anything about her life had exactly been conventional. And in this moment she wanted it almost more than she wanted her next breath.

So she dragged her mouth away from his to whisper in his ear, “Please tell me you’re clean. Because I’m clean, and I want to feel you inside me.”

“Fuuuuck,” he growled.

The next second, she was on the bed, flat on her back. And his hands were on her leggings, dragging them down. “Oh!” she gasped at feeling his fingertips skim down the outside of her thighs. He wasn’t shy—he’d pulled her panties down along with the leggings. “I’m clean, baby.”

She was exposed to him. Her heartbeat thumped in her ears and also… also down there. She scrambled up to her elbows and then to pull her shirt off her head, along with her bra.

Nicholas paused above her, eyes scanning her head to toe. “So fucking beautiful,” he murmured before tugging his shirt off over his head and kicking off his shoes. He unbuttoned his pants and shoved them just far enough to get them down his ass before climbing back on top of her. God that was sexy, she didn’t know why. But it was like he couldn’t wait to get back to her.

And the glimpse she’d gotten of him. Well, he didn’t disappoint, she could say that.

He climbed right up and between her legs but she stopped him. “Wait,” she said and he immediately froze, eyebrows going up in question.

“I-I want to see it,” she whispered, feeling embarrassment flush her cheeks. “I want to touch it.”

A grin hit his cheeks and he rolled over, shoved his pants all the way down and kicked them off, and folded his hands underneath his head. “As you wish.”

She bit her bottom lip as she got up and bent over to inspect him. She was tentative at first as she reached out to touch him. As soon as she made contact with his velvety hardness, her eyes shot to his in surprise. It was warm and the flesh was so—

She wrapped her hand around him and pumped up and down, blinking and trying to memorize the sensation.

He watched her with rapt attention, occasionally sucking in his breath in a way that bottomed out his six-pack stomach muscles.

“Shit, woman, it’s like you’ve never—”

Her eyes darted back up to him and she decided to admit it. “I- I haven’t. Not in real life, anyway.”

His eyes went wide as saucers as she lowered her head and pulled back on the soft skin that surrounded the iron heat of hardness and sucked him into her mouth.

“Jesus fuck,” he said, his eyes rolling back in his head. But then he blinked, breathing hard as his eyes came to her.

She bobbed up and down, learning the feel of a real cock as opposed to all the fake ones she’d sucked and fucked over her short and illustrious years as a cam girl.

Turned out dealing with the real thing drove a man just as crazy, or worse. Well, better, as the case was.

But after several more minutes, Nicholas swore and urged her off his pulsing cock. She whined a little, licking all along one of the thick veins on the underside.

But he growled, determined, and flipped them so that she was on her back again. And his lips were on hers again. His cock was still plenty engaged, thrusting against her thigh as his mouth dominated hers.

“Are you telling me,” he said in between drugging kisses, “that you,” he bit her bottom lip and dragged it out, letting go finally with a little pop, “are a goddamned virgin?”

She blinked up and at him, feeling vulnerable for the first time since she’d jumped him. She couldn’t even say the words, so she just nodded.

He swore and kissed her again. Then he pulled back. “Jesus Christ, tell me you’ve been kissed before.”

She shook her head and he groaned, his cock leaping against her thigh. “So I’m guessing no one’s ever—”

He crawled down her body, kissing each nipple and making her body arch up—but he didn’t linger, no, he kept going, down, down, further down until he was breathing against her sex.

Only once he was there did his sinful dark eyes come back to hers, “So I’m guessing no one’s ever done this, either?” He urged her legs open and then extended his tongue and licked up the center of her, all the while keeping eye contact.