I kick my leg softly, frustrated by his need to tease me endlessly. "Fuck me then. Just fuck me."
He looks up, his gaze catching mine. "You're going to come on my lips. I'm going to taste it all."
With that he lowers his mouth to my core. He pulls my ass of the bed, levels his tongue against my clit and licks me hard, fast and furiously until I come screaming his name.
Chapter 37
I run my hand over his sheathed cock. I'd ripped the condom package from his hands, wanting to touch him before he was ready for that to happen. I'd carefully placed the condom over him, rolling it down, running my hands over his thick root.
I kiss his thigh wishing I had taken him in my mouth before I covered him. I want to taste him. I want to feel him swell within my mouth right before he releases.
"Come here." His hands pull on my shoulders, urging me up.
I crawl slowly up his body, stopping to twirl my tongue around his right nipple. It draws a faint moan from his lips.
"Sit on me, Bell."
I straddle his groin, rubbing my wetness against him. I reach down to grab hold of him, guiding the tip of his hardness over my clit.
"No," He shifts his hips beneath me. "Christ, don't do that. I'll come
just from that."
I smile as I lean forward to kiss him deeply. I rest myself against him, feeling how thick and hard he is. I've never been with a man his size.
His hand drops to my ass. He rubs it gently before he reaches forward to pull his fingers through my folds again. "You're so wet. It's so good."
I run my tongue over his bottom lip and down his chin as I inch my body back, giving him the access he needs to slide himself into me.
We gasp in unison the moment the tender head of his cock brushes against my folds. I cry out as I feel him push my hips down and I feel a rush of tears when he slams his body up and into me.
"Ah, fuck, yes," he purrs. "You're so goddamn tight. Fuck. It's so good."
I lean forward to rest my cheek against his. "It's so much, Caleb."
He kisses my lips tenderly and softly and before I have time to process what is happening, he's flipped us over. He moves forward slightly, pulsing his hips until his cock is buried balls deep within me.
I moan not only from the pleasure but also from the bite of pain that comes with every thrust. I try to say his name. I want to say something but the only thing I can do is feel.
He pumps himself into me, finding a steady pace quickly. My body tightens with every movement, grabbing hold of his thickness, taking everything it can from him.
He says my name over and over with each breath he takes. I cling to him, feeling things I've never felt before. I feel myself falling closer to the edge of an intense orgasm each time he pumps the wide head of his cock deeper within me. He moves slightly, grabbing hold of my hip so he can adjust the angle of his movements.
I cry out as I feel the heat bearing down on me. I look up into his face and his eyes are wide, wild and focused completely on my face. I part my lips, suck in a deep breath and come with a deep and unfamiliar growl.
He ups the tempo, drives his cock into me and fucks me hard and fast until he finds his own release.
***
"I'll have to let you go one day."
I don't want those to be the first words I hear when I wake in his arms. I want those words to be part of a nightmare that I've just had and when I actually open my eyes, Caleb will tell me that he can't bear the thought of not being with me.
"Quiet," I say as I tap him on his chest. "Just don't."
"Rowan." He shifts us both until I'm on my back again.
I know that if I open my eyes he'll be hovering above me. I'll have to look up into his beautiful face and listen to him tell me that we can't make this work. I don't want to hear that right now. I've just had the most incredible experience of my entire life. I've felt pleasure that I didn't even know existed and now the man that I shared that with is eager to tell me why it's only a temporary thing.