She twists her lips together. "I know."
"I pushed you for a reason." I don't see any advantage in dancing around the subject. If I dive right in, she'll understand exactly where I'm coming from. "You're my life, Jessica. You're my fucking life."
Cindy reappears with a plate in hand. She places it on the table in front of me. "Can I get you anything else?" she asks, her eyes glued to me.
"This is good." I don't glance at the food at all. I can't stop staring at Jessica.
"Alright." Cindy turns quickly on her heels and disappears into the late lunch crowd that has now gathered in Axel NY.
Jessica reaches across the table towards the plate. "I'm really hungry."
I don't hesitate as I push it closer to her. "Eat. Please, Jessica, eat."
She picks up the sandwich and takes a hearty bite. It's one of the things I absolutely love about her. She's not scared shitless of food. She'll eat and eat until she's full. Her body shows it. She's voluptuous, healthy and strong. "I can't talk for long," she says between bites.
I follow her lead and take a bite of the other half of the sandwich. "Did you make this?" I nod towards the plate.
She smiles broadly. "I did."
"You're amazing." The words leave my lips with so much emotion. There's too much emotion in them. I'm talking about a fucking sandwich for Christ's sake. "I've never met anyone like you."
She dips her chin towards the table trying to mask the blush that is coursing o
ver her face. "You always say that."
I reach across to touch her cheek. I run my index finger down her chin. "I mean it. There isn't another woman on this planet like you. There just isn't."
"I don't want this to come between us." Her eyes lock with mine. "I can't lose you, Nathan."
They're the words I've been starved for since we left her sister's wedding. "I'm not going anywhere, Jessica. I will never leave you."
"I didn't mean what I said." She leans over the table to brush her hand against mine. "I'm sorry I lashed out at you. Please forgive me."
"I already have." It's not a lie. I can't stay mad at her. I can't.
***
"Goddamn you," I say in a low tone. "Fuck, this is so good."
She doesn't flinch. Her mouth is still wrapped tightly around my cock. The moment she walked into the apartment after work, she was on top of me. "Yes," she whispers around my cock. "It's so good."
I pull harshly on her hair, guiding my cock even deeper into her throat. She can take it all. She moans at the sensation as it touches the back of her throat. I almost fucking lose it. "I need to come."
Her hands dart up to circle the thickness. She slowly pumps my dick in and out of her mouth.
"Fuck me, Jessica." I push my hips up from the mattress. "Let me fuck your mouth."
Her legs widen and I can see how wet she is. I have to taste her. As soon as I blow my load down her throat, I'm going to lick that beautiful body of hers until she comes. "You're going to make me come so hard." The words tumble out of me in a twisted mess. My breathing is heavy and loud. I can't control the guttural moans. I can't control anything when it's like this.
She pulls back until the head of my cock pops out of her mouth. "Shoot it all into my mouth, Nathan," she purrs. "Fill me up with it."
My body takes over. My hips buck off the bed as I push on her head, directing her mouth back over my cock. I feel the first hot stream of come as it leaves my body. She moans at the taste, her tongue expertly coaxing more and more from it, until I'm still. I look down marveling at how fucking erotic she looks as she twirls her tongue over the head, lapping up every last drop.
"I need to taste you, Jessica." I motion for her to come on top of me. "Sit on my face so I can eat you."
She moves quickly, reaching forward to grab the edge of the headboard as her legs straddle my head. The sweet scent of her arousal brings my cock instantly back to life. I stare at her folds, my tongue racing over my lips. I swear I could come just from the taste of her. It's intoxicating, it's sweet and it's everything I need.
"Jesus, you're so ready." I dip my tongue inside of her and she squeals in delight. She spreads her legs farther apart giving me even more access to her core.