Mad About the Boy (Bridget Jones 3)
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142lb, pounds lost 33, muscles grown 5% (whatever that means).
1 p.m. Giddily euphoric! Just went to Obesity Clinic and nurse says I am now ahead of target and model patient. Then went to H&M again to check size and am a 12.
Am thin and not a heron! Am Uma Thurman! Am Jemima Khan!
2 p.m. Just nipped into Marks & Spencer to purchase celebratory chocolate mousse cake and have eaten whole thing like a polar bear taking great swipes out with his paw.
Friday 3 August 2012
145lb (emergency).
10 a.m. Chocolate mousse cake has, I swear, moved directly from my mouth to my stomach and is just sitting there, under my skin, like the foil bag inside a cheap wine-box. Must abandon screenplay, career, etc. and go to gym.
Noon. Am never going to gym again. Am never going to lose the weight, never and don’t bloody well care. Was consumed with rage whilst lying on front with bum in air failing to lift weight bar with ankles. Looked round to see everyone contorted ludicrously in machines like Hieronymous Bosch painting.
Why are bodies so difficult to manage? Why? ‘Oh, oh, look at me, I’m a body, I’m going to splurge fat unless you, like, STARVE yourself and go to undignified TORTURE CENTRES and don’t eat anything nice or get drunk.’ Hate diet. Is all fault of SOCIETY. Am just going to be old and fat and eat whatever I like and NEVER HAVE SEX AGAIN and WHEEL MY FAT AROUND ON A TROLLEY.
Sunday 5 August 2012
Weight (unknown, daren’t look).
11 p.m. Have today consumed the following things.
*2 ‘Healthy Start’ (i.e. 482 calories each) muffins
*Full English breakfast with sausages, scrambled egg, bacon, tomatoes and fried bread
*Pizza Express pizza
*Banana split
*2 packets of Rolos
*Half a Marks & Spencer chocolate cheesecake (actually, if am honest, whole of a Marks & Spencer cheesecake)
*2 glasses Chardonnay
*2 packets cheese and onion crisps
*1 bag grated cheese
*1 12-inch jelly ‘snake’ purchased at the Odeon cinema
*1 bag popcorn (large)
*1 hot dog (large)
*Remains of 2 hot dogs (large)
HARHARBLOODY HAR. Put that in your pipe and smoke it, society!
Thursday 9 August 2012
152lb, weight gained since last week: 10lbs (though maybe chocolate cheesecake is still intact in stomach?)
2 p.m. Could hardly bring self to go to Obesity Clinic as was so ashamed.
Nurse took one look at scales, marched me into the doctor, and then made me go into the Group Therapy room, where everyone else talked about their ‘eating relapses’. Actually it was great. Mine was definitely the best and everyone seemed deeply impressed.