Remi’s sweat feels like it’s sitting on my lungs with the thousand other mornings of waking up to faces just like hers. I’m nothing, and the longer I’m not drunk, the longer I have to face that fact. I take a swig of the beer.
But as I drink, Tiernan bolts off the toilet seat and leaps for the door.
I grab the back of her jeans and haul her back, her body slamming into mine.
“Noah!” she scolds.
But I wrap my arms around her anyway, pulling her away from the door. “Don’t leave me. She wants my body again.”
“Ugh.”
I hold her, taking another big swallow.
But then a knock hits the hardwood, and we still.
Nooooo…
“Noah?” I hear Remi call. “Are you coming to the bar tonight?” the girl asks through the door.
“Yes!” Tiernan shouts. “He’s com—”
I clamp my free hand over her mouth.
And then another bellow sounds from downstairs. “Noah!”
I flinch. What the fuck? Is everyone obsessed with me today? Thank God Kaleb can’t talk, too.
Tiernan thrashes in my arms, and I don’t know why, but I squeeze her tighter as I back away from the locked door, closing my eyes.
“Noah!” he shouts again.
“I’m in the shower!” I finally belt out at my father downstairs.
Jesus.
But just then, Tiernan slams her heel into my leg, and I stumble backward, falling with her in my arms.
The backs of my knees hit the bathtub, I lose my footing, and we both fall back into the tub, Tiernan still in my arms as she crashes against my chest.
She yelps, tearing the shower curtain off a couple rings as my spine hits the porcelain and her head bangs back into my chin.
I grunt.
“Oh, my God,” she cries, spitting water as the shower drenches her clothes and hair and she tries to sit up. “You’re insane. What the hell?”
But I clamp a hand over her mouth and pull her back. “I need you to stay.”
The water sprays down as steam billows in the air, and I train my ears, listening for the people I’m hiding from as my stomach knots because I’m obviously a fucking girl.
“Noah!” Dad bellows again.
I drop my head back, letting out a sigh. “Why won’t he just fucking shut up?”
I take my hand away from her mouth, but when she tries to bolt, I grab the back of her collar and pull her back to me again.
“They’ll go away if we’re really quiet,” I tell her.
“Have you seen your father?” she spits back. “He’s bigger than the door, Noah. All he has to do is push really hard with his hand, and if he breaks in here, he’ll make me do more chores, and I already did my morning stuff!”