Shane rests his hand by my knee as we drive along. The electricity burns off of him, sending shivers racing through me. It’s like my body can already feel that he will be incredible in bed and I can’t wait to experience him. Now that I have made this decision, I’m all in and surprisingly excited about it. I grow so intensely attracted to him that I barely even notice how long the drive is until we reach his place. It isn’t until the place becomes so obviously posh that I even sit up straighter. These homes are incredible. He is way out of my league. I thought he was just a normal person working in finance, but he must be doing really well for himself.
Maybe I should try and back out of this right now, just because of my insecurities.
Shane hands some bills to the driver and he takes my hand as we slip out of the car. It’s only the feel of his skin that keeps me with him. How the hell can I walk away even with how much insecure I feel when he is like this?
“Are you okay?” he asks me in a very sweet tone. The playboy has a sweet side.
“I’m good, thank you,” I pant back. I am, but I’m scared too.
Shane pauses outside his front door and cups my face in his hands. I stare up at him, spotting something genuine behind the deep lust in his eyes. There is something about him that others don’t usually get to see. I don’t quite know what it is, I’m not sure that I have the experience to work it out, but it feels nice.
My pulse pounds, there’s a strange throbbing between my thighs, I need to really feel him.
His head tilts ever so slightly. It’s a subtle movement, but it feels huge to me. I suck in a breath already knowing what’s coming. His lips are coming towards mine, I’m about to feel the power of him kissing me, which is thrilling. The anticipation is about to kill me as he moves closer and closer…
Then his lips connect with mine and fireworks explode. He kisses me softly, gently, sweetly, yet the passion flows thickly. I can sense it flowing like water between us, drowning us in the most incredible sensation in the world. His hands on my cheeks feel even better, I adore it, so much so that I roll my hips towards him. I really step out of my character and I let him know using my body that I really fucking want him.
He pulls back, ever so slightly, and smiles at me as he reaches behind and unlocks the door behind him with his eyes fixed on mine the entire time. The way that he’s staring at me amps everything up. It’s intense, shocking, full of fire. Flames lick all over my skin, I’m totally hot for him. The sexual chemistry flows through me like a river, like a wave, threatening to become a tsunami at any given moment.
“Come on.” He tugs me through the door. “Come inside.”
Once in his hallway there isn’t any messing around. He kisses me once more, but this time his tongue snakes between my lips and everything changes gear. It’s hard and fast, sexy as hell, just like the version of him that I imagined. He pushes me up against the wall and hitches my slip dress that I wore to the acting job to make for easy changing, around my waist. The cool air dances around the tops of my legs which hardly ever get exposed, reminding me that I’m acting like a wild person. Not that I’m complaining. I actually like this version of me.
“You’re so fucking sexy,” Shane rasps. “And I don’t think you have any idea.”
I loll my head to one side as his mouth moves off mine and over my throat. Reality and rationality vanishes as he makes me feel like an animal. I want him so badly that I could die. I fucking need him everywhere. Yep, it’s never felt like this before and I absolutely love it. So much so that an involuntary growl rises from my throat.
It’s strange, in Shane’s arms I kinda feel beautiful. Much better than the version of myself that I see in the mirror usually.
“Give me your leg,” Shane commands, stunning me to the core. “I want to position you.”
Okay, this is where it might be about to get crazy. I don’t really know what I’m letting myself in for here. Essentially, I’m not really here for myself, I’m here to pay Shane back for coving my bar bill. He has complete control of me… a thought that should put me off but actually thrills me. It makes me bloom like a flower, parts of me that haven’t ever been unleashed before are set free, and it feels incredible.