Jack didn't tell Mimi that he'd met another cellist when he was a little boy--Hannele, a music student at Sibelius Academy and one (of two) of his father's girlfriends in Helsinki. Hannele had shared a tattoo with her friend Ritva. Hannele got the vertical left side of a heart torn in two; it was tattooed on her heart-side breast. And Hannele's armpits were unshaven--Jack would always remember that.
When Mimi Lederer was playing for Jack in his hotel room at The Mark, it made him shudder to remember how Hannele had sat for her tattoo--like Mimi, maybe like all female cellists, with her legs spread apart. That was when Jack wondered if Hannele had ever played naked for his dad, which again caused him to wonder if he was like William. (The way William was with women, especially.)
Jack would remember what Mimi Lederer played for him that night at The Mark, when Emma was still alive--a cello solo, part of something from a Mozart trio. (Jack had made a point of learning as little as he could about classical music because it reminded him of organ music, or church music, which reminded him of his derelict dad.)
"Divertimento--E Flat Major," Mimi Lederer whispered to him, before she began to play. Like Hannele, maybe like all female cellists, Mimi was tall with long arms and small breasts. Naturally, Jack wondered if your breasts got in the way when you were playing a cello.
The second piece Mimi played naked for him was part of something from a Beethoven string quartet. "Razumovsky Opus Fifty-Nine," Mimi murmured to him, "Number One." Just the names of pieces of classical music made Jack's teeth ache. Why couldn't composers think of better titles? But it was wonderful to witness Mimi Lederer's control of that big instrument she so confidently straddled.
They were still asleep when the phone rang. It was way too early in the morning for it to be Emma--that was Jack's first thought. Toronto, like New York, was on Eastern time; that was the second idea to pop into his head. He saw it was a little after six in the morning--too early for it to be his mother, either, or so Jack thought.
Erica Steinberg was both too nice and too tactful to call him this early in the morning, and Erica knew that Jack was sleeping with Mimi Lederer--Erica knew everything. Jack thought maybe it was Harvey Weinstein on the phone. He would call you when he wanted to; he'd called Jack early in the morning before. Maybe Jack had said something in one of his interviews that he shouldn't have said.
Mimi Lederer and Jack had to get up early, anyway--although not quite this early. Jack had another day to go on the press junket, and Mimi was teaching a class at Juilliard; then she had to catch a plane. Mimi was a member of some trio or quartet; they had a concert in Minneapolis, or maybe it was Cleveland. Jack didn't remember.
"It must be room service," Mimi said. "It's probably about your breakfast order. I told you last night, Jack--you should order a normal breakfast."
Mimi had made an issue of Jack's breakfast order--his "breakfast manifesto," she'd called it. The room-ser
vice staff at The Mark (as in most New York hotels) was struggling with English as a second language. Jack should have just checked what he wanted for breakfast, Mimi had said; he should not have written a "thesis" on the little card they hung on the door.
But you have to be specific about a soft-boiled egg, Jack had argued--and how complicated is it to understand "nonfat yogurt or no yogurt"?
"It's Harvey Weinstein," Jack told Mimi, finally picking up the telephone. "Yes?" he said into the mouthpiece.
"It's your mother, Mr. Rainbow," the young man at the front desk said.
In the movie, Billy Rainbow doesn't have a mother, but Jack said, "Please put her through." Where is she? he was wondering. (According to Mimi Lederer, he was still half asleep.)
There'd been a tattoo convention in Santa Rosa. Had his mom come to see him in Los Angeles on her way to it, or on her way home from it? She'd been on her way home, Jack dimly recalled--she'd told him all about the convention.
It had been at the Flamingo Hotel, or maybe it was the Pink Flamingo. She'd said something about a blues band--possibly the Wine Drinkin' Roosters. She'd told Jack everything about everyone who was there.
By his mother's own admission, it had been a three-day party; tattoo artists party like underage drinkers. Alice was a wreck on her way back from Santa Rosa. How could Jack have forgotten her telling him about Captain Don's sword-swallowing act? Or Suzy Ming, the contortionist, writhing her way into indelible memory--if not exactly art. (So his mom wasn't calling from Santa Rosa.)
Paris, perhaps--that would explain the earliness of her call. It was the middle of the day in Paris; maybe Alice had miscalculated the time difference. But hadn't she come home from Paris, too?
Yes, Jack remembered--she had. She told him she'd met up with Uncle Pauly and Little Vinnie Myers, among other tattoo artists. It hadn't been a convention, not exactly; it had been about planning a Mondial du Tatouage in Paris. The whole thing had probably been Tin-Tin's idea; he was the best tattoo artist in Paris, in Alice's view. Stephane Chaudesaigues from Avignon would surely have been there, and Filip Leu from Lausanne--maybe even Roonui from Moorea, French Polynesia.
They'd all stayed at some hotel in the red-light district. "Just down the street from the Moulin Rouge," Alice had told Jack. Le Tribal Act, a body-piercing group, had provided one memorable evening's entertainment: they'd hoisted some fairly remarkable household items with their nipples and penises, and other pierced parts.
But this was weeks (maybe months) ago! Jack's mother was calling from Toronto, where it was as early in the morning as it was in New York. Jack really must have been out of it.
"Oh, Jackie, I'm sorry--I'm so sorry!" his mother cried into the phone.
"Mom, are you in Toronto?"
"Of course I'm in Toronto, dear," she said, with sudden indignation. "Oh, Jackie--it's so awful!"
Maybe she'd passed out, drunk or stoned at Daughter Alice. She'd just woken up--after a night of sleeping in the needles, Jack imagined. Or one of her colleagues in the tattoo world had died, one of the old-timers; maybe a maritime man was eternally sleeping in the needles. Her old pal Sailor Jerry, possibly--her friend from Halifax and fellow apprentice to Charlie Snow.
"It makes me sick to have to tell you, dear," Alice said.
It crossed Jack's mind that Leslie Oastler had left her--for another woman! "Mom--just tell me what it is, for Christ's sake."
"It's Emma--Emma's gone, Jack. She's gone."
"Gone where, Mom?"