ld take him to get out of the driver's seat and open the back door.
"What do you want, Lucy?" he asked her.
"Let's go to your house," she said. "I know where you live, and I got a helluva story to tell you."
"You know where I live?" he asked the girl.
"My mom and I drive by your house all the time," she told him. "But we never see you. I guess you're not there much or something."
"Let's just talk in the car," Jack suggested.
"It's kind of a long story," the girl explained. In the rearview mirror, he could see that she was wriggling her running shorts down over her hips. Her thong was pink; it didn't look as if it would be comfortable to run in.
"Please pull your shorts up," he said. "We'll go to my house."
She was wearing dirty running shoes with those short socks that all the kids seemed to like--the kind that didn't even cover your ankles. She walked all over Jack's house on the balls of her feet, as if she were imitating Mr. Ramsey--or else she was too restless to sit down. Jack followed her around like a dog; it was as if they were in Lucy's house and she was in charge.
"When you head-butted my dad, that was a life-changing moment," Lucy told him. "That was when my mom decided she'd had enough of him. I remember she screamed at him all the way home. They would've been divorced before breakfast the next morning, if my mom could've arranged it."
"In my experience, you don't remember things with much accuracy when you're four years old," he cautioned her.
"You were my mother's fucking hero," Lucy said. "You think I wouldn't remember that? When you got famous, we went to all your movies and my mom said, 'There's the guy who got me out of my miserable marriage.' Of course my dad hated you. When they were divorced, I had to listen to him talk about you, too. 'If I ever run into Jack Burns, he won't know what hit him!' my dad was always shouting."
"Your dad didn't handle himself too well the first time," Jack pointed out to her.
"Let me tell you--if my mom ever ran into you, she'd fuck your brains out and then tell my dad all about it," Lucy said. "All my life, you've been such a big fucking deal in my family."
"I was just appalled that your mom and dad would leave a four-year-old in the back of their car--in Venice," he said.
Lucy was fingering the tattoo magnets Alice had given Jack for his fridge. Japanese flash--irezumi, Henk Schiffmacher had called them. There were half a dozen magnets the size of quarters. Jack had used them to hold the four photographs of his mom's naked torso against the refrigerator door--four slightly different views of her Until I find you tattoo, which he saw Lucy looking at very closely.
But Lucy wouldn't settle down. She went off to have a look at the stuff on Jack's desk. The flat glass paperweight, which slightly magnified the photo of Emma naked at seventeen, was an eye-catcher. (He'd always thought that one day he would regret keeping one of those photographs, which Claudia had asked him to get rid of.)
"I gotta use your bathroom," Lucy said. There were two other bathrooms in the house, but she waltzed right through Jack's bedroom and went into his bathroom and closed the door.
Jack had converted Emma's former bedroom into a small gym--two kinds of stationary bikes, a treadmill, an ab machine, some benches, and a lot of free weights. There were no mirrors on the walls--just some of his favorite movie posters, including a couple from films he'd been in. There was a mat on the floor for stretching and rolling around--a long rectangle, about a third of a regulation-size wrestling mat.
Jack sat down on the mat and hugged his knees to his chest, wondering what he should do about Lucy. He heard the toilet flush and the water running in the sink; he heard the girl come out of the bathroom and pick up the telephone on the night table next to his bed. Jack could tell by her automatic tone of voice that she was talking to an answering machine.
"Hi, Mom--it's me," he heard Lucy say. "I'm in Jack Burns's house, I'm naked, I'm in his bed. Isn't this what you always wanted? Sorry I beat you to it, but what's it matter? The thought of you or me with Jack Burns is gonna drive Dad crazy. Love ya!"
Jack went into his bedroom and saw that Lucy hadn't been kidding. She'd pulled back the covers and was lying naked on his bed. "Now we're going to get in trouble," Lucy said.
"Maybe you are, Lucy, but I'm not," he told her.
He walked past her into the bathroom; he was intending to bring her clothes to her, but he couldn't see her clothes or imagine what she'd done with them. She'd put her dirty running shoes with the little socks on his bathroom scale, but the rest of her clothes were gone. (How could they just disappear? he was thinking.)
Jack went back into the bedroom. "You're leaving now, Lucy. Where are your clothes?"
She shrugged. Yes, she was a pretty eighteen-year-old. Even Jack could count the years from 1987, when he first came to L.A., and add them to four. (And after all, he'd been doing a lot of thinking about four-year-olds lately.) But Jack wasn't even considering having sex with Lucy, not even if it was legal--that wasn't the issue.
She was one of those willfully grimy girls with flecks of gold glitter in her hair; every toenail was painted a different color. The finger-shaped citron known as Buddha's Hand was tattooed on the inside of one thigh--high up, where her running shorts had covered it. Some young women were more arousing before they took their clothes off; besides, Jack had never liked being bullied.
"I'll give you a T-shirt and some running shorts of mine," he said. "I'll dress you myself, Lucy, if you don't get yourself dressed and get out of here."
"My mom's already called the cops," she told him. "She's home all day with nothing to do. She just screens all her calls, in case it's my dad. I'm telling you, she's already played my message twice--she's already given the cops your address, and everything."
Jack went into the kitchen and picked up the phone there. He called 911 and said he had an unwelcome eighteen-year-old girl in his house--she had hidden herself in his car. Now she'd undressed herself and called her mother. He hadn't touched her, Jack said--he didn't want to touch her. "If the girl won't dress herself, maybe one of the officers you send should be female," he said.