Crystal Cove (Friday Harbor 4)

“His time is up, Justine,” she heard Sage say in a choked voice. “He was warned—”

“No.” Justine grabbed wildly for the Triodecad, yanking it from the tote bag. “I’ll fix this. I’ll find the right spell. Just hang on, I’ll take care of it, I promise. I promise—” At least that was what she was trying to say, except the words were shuddery and cracked. She wasn’t aware that she was crying until she saw the heavy splats of water on the ancient pages, the ink blurring, her eyes swimming. Frantically she fumbled with the book, paper crumpling and ripping beneath her frenzied hands.

“Justine,” she heard Sage cry out in dismay. Some of the crafters began to move toward her.

“Stay away from me.” She stared at them with wild eyes, her hand extended in midair like a weapon.

She felt Jason touch her arm. Letting go of the Triodecad, she turned to him. His deep brown eyes stared into hers. Through the glaze of pain there was a quiet glow of understanding. He leaned closer to say something, and she steadied him with her arms.

His whisper was hot and gentle against her ear. “Never would’ve been enough time anyway.”

His head dropped to her shoulder, and his weight eased against her as he collapsed slowly into her arms. She breathed in the familiar and tantalizing scents of his skin and hair. His body was heavy and racked with shivers.

“You’re going to be fine,” she said desperately, screwing her eyes shut, racking her brain for any kind of spell, anything.

Jason’s fingers tangled in her hair, pulling her head down to his. “Worth it,” he whispered.

She could feel the life pouring out of him as if from a sieve, even as she tried to contain it with her hands, her palms pressing on his chest, back, arms, head. “Don’t, don’t, don’t—”

“Kiss me.”

“No.” But she did, finding his mouth with hers, soft and warm, while her tears slipped onto his face, his closed eyes. His lips pulled in a grimace of pain, and her arms locked around him. She would hold him so tight that death couldn’t take him. She would keep him with her, harbor him inside herself.

One last breath, a quiet exhalation. The fingers in her hair unclenched, and his hand slid away, dropping to her lap. Time stopped, seconds caught and collided like raindrops in the cup of a leaf.

Easing him to the floor, Justine stared down at his expressionless face, the way his lashes lay against his cheeks, the gray tinge of his mouth. The force of a terrible energy built inside her, racing through bones, cartilage, nerves, blood. A wild pulse threatened to burst her veins. He would not disappear. She would hold him in the space between life and nothingness, she would keep him somewhere.

Her face streamed with sweat and tears. She put her hands to his chest. His body jolted as a shock of energy blazed through him. She heard the horrified exclamations of the coveners around them.

“Justine, no—”

Again and again, while she kept her hands on him and let the fatal voltage sear through them both. She heard Rosemary begging her to stop, it was no use, she would hurt herself. But no one dared come near … she and Jason were surrounded with blue-white energy, hot as the heart of a dying star. They had formed a circuit, fused and burning out bright and fast. Let him take her with him. Let her soul carry them both, so he could never leave her and she would never have to mourn.

She crawled over him, gripping his head in her hands, her mouth coming to his. The brilliance flared, followed by startling black.

No pulse, no sensation, no vibration of energy. Only the cry of her soul in the silent oblivion.

Where are you?

A force more powerful than gravity pulled her out of the darkness, drew her into a steep ascent, a billowing forward roll, love tumbling into love.

Here.

He was with her, impossibly, irrevocably.

And time began again.

Slowly she returned to herself, her eyes opening. She was aware of the coveners nearby, of the walls of the Crystal Cove schoolhouse, the flickering light of candles and glass lamps. But her attention was riveted on Jason, his still features, her hands pale brackets at the sides of his face. She said his name carefully.

His lashes lifted in the amber veil of lamplight, the dark irises soft and drowsing.

“I couldn’t let you go,” she said, stroking his cheek, the edge of his jaw.

He held her gaze, his eyes filled with wonder as he perceived what she already knew. “Something’s different,” he said hoarsely.

She nodded and lowered her forehead to his. “Somehow,” she whispered, “we’re sharing a soul. But I think half of it was yours all along.”

* * *

Something soft brushed her forehead. Justine ignored the feathery touch, trying to remain comfortably asleep. Another tender stroke, this one on her cheek. With an irritable sound, she turned to snuggle deeper into the fat, downy depths of her pillow.

“Justine.” A velvety murmur … Jason’s voice … his lips playing near her ear. “It’s almost noon. Wake up so I can talk to you.”

“Don’ want to talk,” she mumbled. Her exhausted brain sorted through memories of the previous night. What bizarre dreams she’d had … seeing Marigold, fearing for Jason’s life, racing to Crystal Cove …

Her eyes flew open, and she looked at the masculine face right above hers. Jason was propped up on one elbow, a faint smile on his lips. He was freshly showered and dressed, his face smooth-shaven. “I’ve been waiting for you to wake up,” he said, his fingertips slowly following the shape of her collarbone to the curve of her shoulder. “I couldn’t stand it any longer.”

A cursory glance at their surroundings revealed that they were in the Cauldron Island lighthouse tower bedroom. She was na*ed beneath the sheets, her body relaxed and more than a little fatigued. “I feel like I’ve run a marathon,” she said dazedly.

“Not surprising, after last night.”

She sat up, keeping the sheets pulled up over her breasts. Efficiently Jason propped up pillows behind her. Just as she realized that her mouth was incredibly dry, he gave her a glass of water.

“Thanks,” she said, drinking thirstily. “What exactly happened last night?”

He looked at her closely. “You don’t remember?”

“I do, but I’m not sure what was real and what I might have imagined.”

“Do you want the long version or the short?”

“Short.” She gave him back the glass, and he set it on the bedside table.

“For me the evening kicked off with a midnight spell-lifting ritual, followed by a near-death experience and a bare-handed cardiac resuscitation performed by you, after which you apparently lit up the schoolhouse like a Las Vegas casino. The coveners said they’d never seen anything like it—I’m sorry I missed the show.”

“I think you were the show,” Justine said. “Where is everyone now?”

“Rosemary and Sage are taking a nap. Some of the coveners left late last night. A few of the others stayed and talked until breakfast, and left a little while ago. I never knew witches kept such insanely late hours.”

“Something they have in common with insomniacs.”

Jason smiled, reaching out to smooth the wild mass of her hair. He was so handsome that it almost hurt to look at him. Everything that had been appealing and dynamic about him before seemed to have amplified, if that were even possible.

“What did the coven say?” she asked.

“About which part?”

“About any of it.”

“The one thing they all agreed on was that somehow I’ve been given an impossible gift. By you.” He looked into her eyes, making no effort to conceal a mixture of adoration and awe. “Sage thinks that somehow you infused part of your soul into me, in the same way that one flame can start a new one. But no one’s ever heard of it being done before. And no one can figure out how you did it.”

“I don’t know,” she said, abashed. “I just … wanted you. I had to keep you with me.”

“You’ve got me,” he said. “In fact, you’ll have me even when you want to get rid of me.”

She smiled and shook her head. “Never.” The word was crushed between their lips as he leaned over to give her a hard kiss.

Drawing back, he stared at her tenderly, his expression more difficult to interpret. “The coven also discussed something else,” he said. “They think that the witch’s bane may no longer apply in our situation … because a sacrifice was made.” At her questioning glance, he said, “Can you try to do your snapping thing? Set something on fire?”

Bemused, she focused her energy and snapped her fingers. The expected spark wasn’t there. She blinked in surprise and tried again.

Nothing.

Twin notches of concern appeared between Jason’s brows. “I can’t remember the supernatural words they used,” he said. “But basically you may have exceeded your capacity. Blown a circuit.” He paused, his gaze searching hers. “Would you be unhappy if you had no more power?”

“No, I … I just never imagined … no. Especially not if it saved you.” She tried to make herself comprehend it fully. If she no longer had the powers of a hereditary witch, she could probably still work a few simple spells, mix a potion now and then. For all the good it’s done me in the past, she thought wryly. A giddy feeling swept through her as she said aloud, “I don’t need magic to be happy.” It was the truth.

Jason cupped her flushed cheek in his hand, his gaze caressing. “What do you need to be happy?” he asked. “Give me the longest list you can come up with. I won’t rest until you have everything on it.”

“It’s a short list,” she said.

“God, I hope I’m on it.”

She shook her head as if the comment were absurd. “You’re all of it.”

Jason pulled her close for a long moment, kissing her lips, cheeks, throat, pressing endearments against her skin. “Justine,” he asked eventually, pulling back just enough to look at her. “How did you find out what was going on last night? I’m glad you did, but … I didn’t want to put you through any of that. I was trying to protect you.”

She made herself frown, which wasn’t easy when happiness was dancing in every nerve. “We’re going to talk about that later,” she said. “You promised not to do anything behind my back again—”

“I’m sorry. There were extenuating circumstances.”

“You’re still in trouble.”

“I know. Tell me how you found out.”

Justine described Marigold’s abrupt and confrontational visit as pragmatically as she could, while Jason listened with quiet sympathy. “She doesn’t love me,” Justine finished, trying to sound matter-of-fact.

Jason gathered her into the warm strength of his body, giving her all the comfort she could have wished for. His hand swept gently along her na*ed back. “If she can’t,” he said, “it has nothing to do with you. The first time we met, I loved you without even trying.”

“I love you, too.”

He continued to soothe and caress her, until the embrace began to seem somewhat more lecherous than comforting. “You know,” he said thoughtfully, his hand slipping beneath the sheet, “this whole relationship has moved so damned fast, I don’t see any point in slowing down now. I’ll ask you the right way later, but Justine, sweet love … you’re going to have to marry me.” He paused. “That wasn’t an order, incidentally. It was … imperative begging.”

“Marriage,” she repeated, stunned. “Oh, let’s not even go there. It’s too soon.”

“We’re already sharing a soul,” he pointed out. “We may as well start filing joint tax returns.”

Justine let out a rueful laugh, knowing that once Jason set his mind on something, he was nothing short of relentless. “I can’t begin to imagine how the logistics would work.”

“Logistics are easy. Full-on marriage, twenty-four-seven, living in the same house and spending every night in the same bed. We’ll spend most of our time on the island, but occasionally you’ll spend a week in San Francisco with me. We’ll hire a manager to help take care of Artist’s Point whenever you’re gone.”

“But not just anyone can do what I do,” she protested. “Usually guests at a bed-and-breakfast expect a warm and personal experience, like they’re visiting someone’s home.”

“We’ll hire a warm and personal manager. I’ll have Priscilla find someone.”

“I do not want any help from Priscilla.”

He asked gingerly, “You’re still annoyed with her for helping me borrow the Triodecad?”

“Steal. And yes, at the moment she has all the appeal of finding a hair in a biscuit.”

“None of it was her fault. I was the devil who made her do it.”

“Yes.” She let out a breathless laugh as he tugged the sheet away from her. “But you’re my devil.”

“And you’re my gorgeous little witch.”

“A witch with no magic,” she said, but she was smiling as he pulled her onto his lap.

“There’s magic in every part of you,” he told her.

“Prove it,” Justine said throatily, linking her arms around his neck.

They both knew that Jason Black was not a man to back down from a challenge.