Lothaire (Immortals After Dark 12)

"Adieu, Queen Ellie!" the Valkyrie called.

"Thank you for everything, Nix." Ellie shrugged into her hoodie, pulling it over her head, just in case someone happened to spot her. Then she traced to the woods near her mother's trailer.

The forest blanketing the mountain was old growth, the pines and hardwoods so dense that sunlight barely reached the moist ground-not that she

had to worry about that any longer. As she strolled along familiar paths,

she gazed up, watching the taller treetops rake a steady ridgeline breeze.

Her senses were so acute now. Here, she could smell the very earth. The sound of the cicadas was like a roar in her ears.

Every time she stepped on green pine needles, their crisp scent erupted. A bite of evergreen.

Like Lothaire's scent.

Don't think about him, Ellie! Look forward, never dwell.

From the edge of the woods, she spied her old trailer, finding it dingier than ever in the daylight. The aroma of cooking food carried from within. Though no longer appealing to her appetite, it smelled like home.

How would she ever be able to leave this mountain again? She knew she couldn't stay, but where could she go?

Ellie briefly considered living in one of the exotic locales Lothaire had taken her to. And how exactly would I get blood from Bora-Borans-

Oh, there was Josh! He played with some of his cousins on a broken-down, rusted swing set.

Look how much he's grown! His dark hair had more of an auburn tint than hers did, but their eyes shared the same color.

How she'd missed her baby brother! As she watched him, she got lost in memories of him as a chubby toddler, recalling how he'd barreled around the trailer like a Weeble, always leading with his stubborn chin.

Those tears of hers gathered and spilled-

"Hands where I can see 'em, or I'll blow your head off!"

Uncle Ephraim. In the woods behind her.

She froze. Oh, my God! So much for not making contact with her family.

And he was such a quick trigger, she wondered if she could even trace away before a bullet plugged her. Trace away to where, Ellie?

"Hands up, I said!"

She dropped her grocery bag, raising her hands. "It's me, Uncle Eph. It's Ellie." She eased around, then uncovered her head.

His weather-beaten face paled, his wide jaw slackening as he lowered his gun. "Ruth!" he yelled in the direction of the trailer. "Ruth, come quick, your daughter's losing her eyes!"

Ellie cried, "What?" Oh, the tears! "Wait, I'm not losing my eyes! Don't call her-"

Too late. Mama came charging out in her house slippers, nearly tripping down the steps. "What is it?" She shoved her thick red hair out of her face, tossing a cigarette.

Ephraim covered Ellie's shoulder with his callused hand. "Just stay calm, girl, and we'll get you to a hospital fast as lightning."

"I'm fine. This is just how I cry now." As if that made any sense.

But when her mother reached them, she took one look at Ellie and shook her head sadly. "Ellie Ann, are them tears? What'd that feller do to you?"

When Josh came bounding toward them, Ellie whirled around. "Send him down the mountain. I don't want him to see me like this!"

Mama headed him off, shooing him back to his friends, then said to Ellie, "You best come in."

She nodded, and the three of them trudged to the trailer in silence. Inside, once her mother got a closer look-her gaze darting over Ellie's tear tracks, black claws, and small fangs-comprehension dawned.

"Oh, Ellie," she murmured, "don't you know that when you lie down with dogs, you get up with fleas?"

She knows what I am! How would she react? Will she shun me? Be disgusted?

"Don't mean I ain't gonna love your flea-bitten hide."

Ellie wanted to sag with relief. When Mama opened her arms, she was tempted to run to her, but stopped herself. "I can't be hugging anybody yet. I'm kinda strong-like."

Ephraim gazed back and forth between them. "Ellie, I think you got a heap of talkin' to do."

Nodding gravely, she sank onto the living room's shabby couch, unleashing dog fur and dust motes to float through the sunlight streaming inside. Then she began to outline her new abilities and immortality, her need for blood. . . .

Once she'd finished, Ephraim appeared dazed. "Gonna have to ponder all this awhile. But the fact is: you're a Peirce. No matter what you got turned into. And we do right by our kin. So just tell us if you're gonna need"-he swallowed-"to drink or anything. I'll hunt, help out where I can."

Mama crossed her arms over her chest, huffily leaning back in her recliner. "I want to know more about the vampire that did this to you."

So Ellie told them about Lothaire as well-leaving out the mind-blowing sex, of course-summing up with: "And then he gave me his heart in a box and told me to rot in hell. He didn't even want to talk about what had happened, just sent me a kiss-off!"

"I'll kill him," Ephraim grated, his eyes glinting, which made Ellie choke up all over again. When he saw her blood tears, her uncle vowed, "I'll kill him dead to rights, Ellie Ann. He sets one foot on our mountain and he's a dead sumbitch."

Chapter 57

You have a visitor, Lothaire," Hag called.

"A visitor? In my supposedly hidden kingdom?" He bared his fangs at Stelian, who merely raised his brows. "By all means, show in my uninvited guest."

It was Nix, carrying a small gift box.

"How did you get in here, Valkyrie?"

She peered around, golden eyes wide, then whispered, "Get in where?" Her hair was windblown, and she had dark smudges under her eyes. She wore a crinkled peasant blouse, a long flowing skirt-and one boot.

"You're getting worse." Why didn't he have the energy to hate Nix as she deserved to be hated? On the island, she'd told him, "There won't be a next match, vampire." Because he couldn't be bothered?

"You were getting better," she said. "Before. Not so much now."

"If you're here to negotiate Elizabeth's release, save your breath." An eighth of an inch. Took my goddamned happiness away.

"I'm not. I'm only a messenger from Elizabeth. You sent her your heart in a box, and she responded."

At once, he traced to Nix, snatching the package from her. As Lothaire lifted the lid with a sense of dread, Nix murmured, "Hint: it's the middle one."

Elizabeth's fragile finger. Seeing it severed like this brought on a visceral reaction-pain shooting through his own hand, radiating throughout his regenerated heart.

He closed the lid with a swallow, sentimentally pocketing the package.

"You gave her your heart, and she gave you the bird." Nix sighed. "Songs will be written about this."

Stelian laughed, choking on his mead.

Then Elizabeth truly does hate me.

Don't give a f**k.

"My coven went wild over this, by the way," Nix said. "Absolutely adored that feisty vamp. If I don't find our queen soon, they'll probably put her name on the ballot."

So much for their tormenting Elizabeth. The Valkyries had never seen her coming.

"And now your queen is on to the next chapter of her eternal life."

Which is, which is . . . ?

No, don't care! Don't-

Damn it! He seized Nix's arm, then traced her to his private suite, high in the castle. Too late, he remembered the state of his rooms. Since he'd allowed no one inside to clean, they were in . . . disarray.

"Remodeling, vampire?" She surveyed the area, taking in the furniture he'd destroyed and the wall he'd punched so many times it'd finally collapsed.

All because of Elizabeth!

Nix frowned. "I liked it the way it was before."

"Before? Naturally, you've been here?"

She shrugged. "So you don't want to know what your Bride is up to?"

Can't lie. "I haven't come for her, have I?"

She strolled to the sitting room window, peering out. "Understandable. They say even you are frightened of her. And by they, I mean me. But the rumor's catching on. You'll thank me for that later," she promised, sauntering to his desk and rooting through papers. "It must have taken you days to regenerate a heart. All that pain . . . If only I could find a male so romantic."

"Romantic? It was to mark the end of our relationship. Keep her at Val Hall forever, if you like."

"Oh, no. She's gone. Whereabouts unknown."

His gut tightened. The cloaking tattoo around her ankle had faded with her transformation. Would Elizabeth be safe outside of the wraiths' guard?

Who was he kidding? She was a vicious female-a vampire who'd taken him down!

"Ellie did mention something about seeing the world."

He wanted to tell Nix, "I couldn't care less," but his throat burned on the lie. "You do know that there's a bounty on her head?"

"The one Kristoff posted?"

"Kristoff?" he bit out. The Gravewalker will be receiving a visit from me-

"He's on walkabout currently. He'll be back at Oblak in a few weeks. If I remember, I'll be sure to let him know you'll be calling on him."

"Do whatever you like," he snapped.

"Fear not, very few Loreans would target Ellie. After what I've told everyone she did to you? Plus, they know better than to use her as leverage-since you seem not to want her."

Don't I? He still reached for her in his bed, only to find himself clasping nothing. Upon every wakening, he roared with frustration, shaken anew that she wasn't with him.

"You can keep up the façade, Lothaire, pretending how wonderful it is without her. But we both know you miss her."

"Perhaps I simply miss a female-any female. I wager I'll be the one vampire who will forsake his Bride and enjoy others."

Starting today, he would. His plan to install concubines had been delayed by his regenerating heart. Then he'd lost enthusiasm for the idea because his new heart hurt worse than the other. But no more delays.

Nix examined her claws, as if his statement was the height of absurdity. "Do you know how many times I've heard that?"

He traced in front of her, slowly backing her toward the wall. "Ah, flower, would you like me to demonstrate how quickly I've forgotten her?" he asked, voice dripping with innuendo.

In a breathless whisper, she said, "Yes. Kiss me, Lothaire."

He quirked a brow. Could any male turn her down? Nix was stunning-and apparently willing. He brushed her tangled hair back from her face.

I always knew she wanted me. What female wouldn't?

Elizabeth. Because I'm ugly on the inside.

Ignoring thoughts about his Bride-and his contentious past with Nix-he leaned in closer . . . closer. He grinned as he imagined Elizabeth finding out about other females in his life, discovering that he was bedding scores of them without a thought devoted to her.

Not a thought. I'll kiss Nix-and it will be better than with Lizvetta.

Better than the night he'd first claimed his Bride, helping her take him inside her body? Better than the night he'd turned her? When she'd kneaded his flesh with her little claws as she'd fed from him?

The way his heart had beat in time with hers . . . the way she always ran circles around him . . . the way her chin would jut stubbornly, her gray eyes fierce . . .

Just before he reached Nix's lips, he froze.

Better with the Valkyrie? Fool, it can't be better.

Rage erupted. "Ahhh!" he bellowed. "It's her! That bitch has ruined me!"

He punched the wall beside Nix's head; she yawned.

"You knew this would happen! You knew we'd never kiss. Yet you said I defied foresight."

"Doesn't take a soothsayer to see how much you ache for her, Lothaire. She's your missing puzzle piece. You'll never be complete without her, no matter how many ethereally gorgeous Valkyries you bed."

Elizabeth is my happiness, he thought again. "I could hate her for what she did to me."

"Because of one unsuccessful beheading?" She tapped her claw to her chin. "Wow. I never thought you were such a pu**y. I'm rethinking our friendship."

He bared his fangs once more. "It's not about my neck! She betrayed me." She'd feigned affection for him. For him. "I've had enough betrayal in my life. From my father, my uncle, from you."

"Me?"

"Don't play coy, Valkyrie. I know of your treachery. You warned Stefanovich of my impending attempt on his life. He listened well."

She shrugged nonchalantly. "I did tell him-but only after I explained to you that I intended to do exactly that. I repeatedly told you to be patient, to trust me, but you wouldn't listen. You set out anyway."

"You were my oldest friend! I never thought you would truly contact him."

"I acted for your greater good, to turn your fate in a different direction, before tragedy struck."

"Tragedy?" He turned to pound his fist on his desk and it shattered into splinters, papers flying. "What could possibly have been worse than what occurred? I suffered six centuries of hell because of you! Do you know what it was like in that grave, to have insects boring inside my own living corpse, picking at my flesh? No idea when it would end . . . the blood tree growing within." He lurched on his feet, memories threatening to overwhelm him. "It . . . fed. I prayed for death. Anything to make the pain end!"