Devastate (Deliver 4)

Why did he wait six days to capture Tate?

Because he loves his twisted mind games.

“I know Van Quiso’s married,” he said. “But I didn’t know about his criminal history until he told me.”

Van’s married?

Her fingers clenched at her sides. The forced sex between Van and Tate had been harrowing enough. The fact that Van was married made it even worse. She wanted to scream and kick at the unfairness of it, but she kept herself lethargic. She needed Tiago to believe she was too weak and defeated to be threatening.

He went on to describe Tate’s roommates, their house, and the two-hundred-acre property Van shared with his wife. Not once did he mention Camila or Matias. He either hadn’t made the connection between Van and Camila or he was deliberately fucking with Lucia’s head.

The scariest part was his discovery of Van’s wife and Tate’s friends. Tiago knew where they lived and was vindictive enough to go after them.

Even more reason to kill him.

“I’m relocating.” He stood in the center of the room, arms crossed with a knuckle resting beneath his pensive frown. “I found something…a new interest I’m pursuing.”

That was fucking cryptic. And inconsequential. He wouldn’t be leaving this room alive.

“When I let you go,” he said, “you can try to come back for Tate, but he won’t be here. I’m taking him with me.”

The hell he was.

He stared at her like he expected a reaction, and she was more than ready to give him one.

In a series of intentional movements, she surged upward, swayed dizzily, and tumbled back down like a rag doll.

“Lucia.” He watched her in that way he always did, head tilted and eyes tracking her with unfeeling curiosity. “You’re not ready to get up.”

Swinging her legs to the floor, she exaggerated every motion as she climbed to her feet. With staggering steps, she made her limbs look cumbersome and awkward.

While she didn’t glance at the dumbbells, her senses narrowed on the one she wanted. Each weaving, uncoordinated stumble brought her closer, closer…

Close enough.

She let her ankle twist without injuring it, pretended to lose her balance, and angled her fall so that she landed with her fingers next to the dumbbell.

“Always so stubborn.” He strolled toward her with his hands behind him.

Lowering into a crouch beside her hip, he trailed the softest touch down her spine. The glide of his fingers became a rubbing hand that traveled the length of her back. The same hand that had tortured and scarred Tate without mercy.

She lay still beneath the affection, pushing air in and out of her lungs noisily and intentionally. If Tiago would just lower his head a little more, she wouldn’t have to swing so far.

“I’ve treated you badly.” He smoothed his fingers through her hair, gently and rhythmically. “Sometimes, I wish I could undo the things I’ve done. I wish…” His hand paused, and he let it fall to the floor beside her shoulder. “Well, I can’t change my plans for Tate, but you have the power to give him what he wants most. You can start over, stay alive, and move on. He wants you happy, and you can be that for him. His survival is up to you.”

She would do better than that.

With a sweep of her hand across the dumbbell, she curled her fingers around the bar and jerked it from the floor. It was heavier than she expected, and she gritted her teeth, accidentally releasing a warning grunt before swinging it toward his head.

It connected with his temple, and his eyes widened with a gasp. The heavy force of the momentum sent him backwards, and his arms flew up to grab her. But she was ready for it, dodging his hands, rearing back, and striking again.

The second hit landed higher up on his skull, with a crunch of bone, a wet smack, and a dead fall to the floor. He slumped on his back, eyes closed, with his legs bent beneath him. Blood saturated his black hair and spread a slick red pool beneath his head.

I did it.

The weight fell from her shaking hand, and her breath hung in her throat. She waited for him to rise up and attack. Waited for the guards to rush in. Waited for this to not be real.

I actually did it.

I killed him.

I fucking killed Tiago Badell.

Bile rose up, and she dry heaved. No sound. No vomit. Just cold, paralyzing shock.

And sorrow.

It stitched through her chest in pinprick stabs, causing her to double-over.

She didn’t want to feel a damn thing for him, didn’t want to dwell on the tenderness he’d shown her or the soft words he’d whispered. She needed to slam the weight against his head over and over until his face was as mutilated and unrecognizable as Tate’s back.

But she couldn’t.

She wasn’t a monster.

You’re a pretty little flicker of compassion, begging to be extinguished.

She scrambled away from his lifeless body and ran toward the safe in the closet. The detour would be a waste of time, but she couldn’t leave without checking.

Her hands fumbled with the lock’s dial, spinning through number combinations and testing the lever. She would never guess it, and every second she delayed was a risk to Tate’s life.

She stepped back. Leaving behind the medicine had been part of her plan. She couldn’t do anything to change that.

With a resolved breath, she pivoted and faced the body.

The sticky puddle beneath his head had doubled in size. The sight of his slack face, matted hair, and gory wound on his skull made her feel sick. Villainous. Her stomach knotted, and her scalp tingled with unease.

She’d killed him in cold blood.

So much for not feeling remorse. God, I’m so fucked-up.

Turning on her heel, she strode toward the door.

She still wore her boots, jeans, and shirt. Dried blood stained her chest and arms. Tate’s blood. If Tiago’s death had splattered on her, it wasn’t noticeable.

At the door, she rested a hand on the knob and checked the line of sight between her position and the body. The guards wouldn’t see Tiago unless they pushed the door all the way open.

It would be easy to enter the hall without being questioned by them. She did it every morning after every injection, and Tiago rarely followed her out. Today would be the same.

She swallowed, emptied her expression, and turned the knob.

Her Berettas weren’t on the bench in the hall. Being unarmed would suck for the next few minutes, but it worked in her favor.

The guards gave her a cursory glance. She returned one of her own as she slipped out, shut the door behind her, and made her way down the hall.

All they had to do is peek inside his room. If they were suspicious or simply had a question for him, the door was unlocked. With just a turn of that knob, they would know what she did. And they would kill her.

Fucking hell, she trembled. Her hands shook, and she clenched them. Her heart beat so fast she felt dizzy and overloaded with tension.

She didn’t know what Tiago’s plans had been for her once he released her. But on a normal day, two guards would be waiting in the lobby, watching for her so they could escort her back to the apartment. Escaping them wouldn’t be an option. She would have to neutralize them quietly and discreetly.

>   She weaved through the labyrinth of corridors, passing countless men—thieves, kidnappers, murderers, rapists. The worst of humanity. And they had no idea she’d killed their commander.

As the lobby came into view, she veered to the left and slipped into the kitchen.

Food and cookware scattered steel counter tops without a single person in sight.

Yes! I lucked out.

She rushed toward a rack of utensils and snatched the biggest knife. Then something moved in the pantry behind her, the squeak of sneakers on tiled floors.

Quickly and carefully, she concealed the blade in her boot and spun toward the sound.

“Qué buscas?” Roberto, the oldest of Tiago’s chefs, paused in the doorway of the pantry.

If he’d seen her steal the knife, she would have to kill him. More blood. More death. She braced herself for it.

“I’m hungry,” she said in Spanish.

He strode toward her, carrying a bag of rice while eying her from head to toe. His graying mustache twitched with the roll of his lips.

“You eat when everyone else eats.” His Spanish dribbled with disdain as he thrust his chin at the door. “Get out.”

Gladly.

She fled the kitchen, fighting the urge to glance down and make sure the knife was hidden until she stepped into the vacant hall.

The stairs to the basement waited just around the corner. She kept her gait even, casual, as she walked, turning the bend and—

A hand clamped onto her shoulder, propelling her heart to her throat.

“Are you ready to leave?”

She didn’t recognize the masculine voice but knew it was one of her Spanish-speaking guards before she turned to face him.

“I left my Berettas in the basement,” she said in Spanish and stepped out of his grip with a racing pulse.

Her guns were probably still at her apartment. If this tattooed, baby-faced thug had been involved in the gunfight last night, he would know that. Unfortunately, she’d been in too much pain and shock to recall the details of Tiago carrying her away.

She held her breath as he studied her with bloodshot eyes. She could really use a 9mm with a silencer. Most of the guards carried them, but not this one. The sawed-off shotgun on his hip wouldn’t help her if it alerted every gang member in the compound.