Come Alive (The Cityscape 2)

We glided across the floor, darting through some couples while the less experienced ones moved aside to watch. He danced in sync with the tempo, and I let myself get carried away, spinning faster and faster as the music hit its stride. His posture lengthened with the acceleration, and soon all I could see was the flurry of my skirt, and all I could hear was the violin. Just as the music hit its apex and Bill whirled me, chestnut brown eyes hit me like a wall. At David’s masked glare from across the room, I lost my step, and Bill broke just in time to catch me. My smile fell instantly at the piercing fury radiating from David, despite the distance between us. Bill whisked me around again, and David was gone. I finished out the dance, not wanting to ruin Bill’s moment, but dread built inside me.

Lucy and Andrew rushed over before I excused myself to the bathroom. Bill gave me a hurried kiss on the cheek, laughing as he explained to them how his parents had forced him into classes as a teenager.

I exited through the doorway where I’d seen David. A quick scan of the foyer gave me nothing. My next stop was valet in case he meant to leave. It was then that I saw him, pacing off to the side of the house, dark and portentous like a brewing storm. I picked up my skirts and ran over to him, not knowing what I would say but just that I had to know what that look was for.

“David,” I hissed, and his head jerked up.

“What?” He resumed his march.

“I thought you were in New York.”

“I was,” he snapped. “I got back last night.”

“You’re mad,” I said, moving my mask to my forehead.

“I can’t even look at you right now.”

“Me? What did I do?”

He stopped pacing in front of me and ran a hand through hair as black as his tuxedo. His grip tightened on the silver mask in his hand when he asked, “Are you happy with him?”

“David,” I said, my eyes darting around. “We can’t do this here.”

“Answer me, damn it! Are you happy?”

I glared at him a moment before walking further around the house. I heard him tramping behind me as I led us to the first concealed spot I could find – a small, intimate garden.

I jumped when he threw his fist into a tree. “I can’t do this anymore!” he yelled. “To see his hands on you! It’s too fucking much!”

I blanched for a moment, unprepared for the assault. He fisted the mask so tightly in his other hand that it cracked in half.

“Please, calm down,” I pleaded when he started pacing again. “Let’s talk about this rationally.”

“I should be the one touching you like that, not him. It should be me.”

I drew a sharp breath. “David, we need to – to talk,” I said. My heart jumpstarted as though it were on the verge of exploding. I readied the words in my head, fighting back hot tears. We’re through. You have to go away. I have to push you away even though what I want is to run to you, to drown in you . . . .

He shook his head hard. “I can’t. I can’t share you like this. It makes me want to just . . .” His gestures were wild and desperate as he spoke. I gasped when I noticed his bloody knuckles, but he pulled back when I reached out. “He has you, and it drives me fucking crazy. It’s all I can think about and then to see you in there dancing with him . . .”

“He’s my husband,” I said in a small voice.

“No fucking shit. I can’t believe I let myself get so involved with this.”

I attempted to swallow the lump rising in my throat. “I don’t know what to say. You knew what we were getting into.”

“So it’s my fault, I guess.”

“We did this to ourselves.”

“You have to tell me what you want. I can’t do this anymore.”

I gritted my teeth, fighting back unwelcome tears. “I – he’s my husband.”

“So that’s it? You’re not even going to consider . . .”

“What, David? I don’t know what you want from me.”

“If I tell you what I want, then this is it. You have to decide.”

“Decide what?” I screamed, surprising us both. “I already told you. My decisions are made. There are no options.”

“Well, then what the fuck am I even doing here? Go on and be happy with him, your fucking husband.”

“Me? What about you?” I shot back, suddenly incensed. “Why are you here tonight? Did you come with Dani?”

“I told you, it’s over.”

“Then why are you here?” I demanded.

He was quiet as he paced, shaking his head from side to side. Pieces of his hair had broken from their marble wave, and it was the most disheveled I’d ever seen him.

I nodded and crossed my arms. “That’s what I thought.”

“She begged me – ”

“You claim you want more, but you can’t even give up one of your girls. How many others are there? Are you still with Maria?” I stepped in his way to stop his pacing short. “Answer me! When was the last time you fucked Maria?”

“Olivia,” he pleaded.

“You can’t even give one of them up for me.”

“For you?” he growled with menacing heat. His expression shifted into something that had me cowering back. “For you I would give up anything!” he raged. “It’s all for you, everything I do! Can’t you see that? Everything I’ve worked for, everything I’ve ever built is for you!”

His words sliced through to my heart. I backed away and shook my head. “You don’t . . . Stop.”

“You asked what I want, Olivia, I want you. I need – ”

“Stop!” I cried. “It can’t be, please just stop. It can’t be.”

“I need you,” he said, lunging forward and covering my shoulders with his hands. “Now.”

“Don’t touch me. Stop!”

I turned to leave, but he grasped my waist and yanked me against his concrete body.

“Stop!” I yelled, pushing his chest as he backed me into the tree. “We’re done! We can’t do this anymore!”

He suppressed my words with a hard kiss. His pelvis pinned mine to the trunk, stilling me while his hands feverishly gathered up my dress. His hand ran up my clenched thighs, and when he released an animal growl into my mouth, I responded with a traitorous moan. I shoved him again, knowing I wouldn’t be able to resist if his hands lingered any longer, but even our lips didn’t separate. A fiery need tore through my body as he found my panties and effortlessly ripped them away.

He bit my lip as he slipped a finger inside me, and I whimpered into the kiss. He had yanked my mask around my neck and feathers tickled my jaw. The hiss of his zipper spiraled me into a frenzy. He would be inside of me any moment, quenching my need and filling me in the way only he could. I fisted the lapels of his tuxedo and yanked him closer, kissing him back heatedly.

He opened me urgently with his fingers. I instinctively wrapped a leg around him, and we moaned together as he thrust into me. He drew back and drove into me, bouncing me up the tree. His drives grew quickly frantic, and as out of control as the look in his eyes. Harsh punishments tore across my back from the bark, but I barely noticed. I bit down on my lip to keep from screaming my pleasure.

“Oh Christ – yes, Olivia,” he hissed into my ear.

At the sound of my name, I cried out, and he clamped his hand over my mouth. “Yes,” I yelled into it.

His eyes squeezed shut, and he pumped as fast as our position would allow. With another throaty growl, he seized my other leg, fastening me to the tree. I accidentally bit down on his hand and he snarled, tightening his grip on my face. When I thought I co

uldn’t take anymore, he took both hips in his hands and hammered me so wildly, that I had to grip his shoulders so I wouldn’t fall off the trunk.

“Yes,” I breathed, “don’t stop, don’t stop, David, fuck me.” He didn’t stop, and within seconds, I was coming around him, tormented by the feathers at my neck and grasping for his body while I was hit with waves so extreme that they bordered on painful.

“Shit,” he breathed. “I’m gonna come.”

“Come, baby,” I urged.

With a guttural groan he withdrew and, supporting me with one hand, came feverishly on the inside of my dress. My labored breathing hitched in my throat as I looked down between us. He set me harshly on the ground, and my cum-soaked skirts fell around me.

“What was that?” I cried.

He zipped his pants up and leaned over, placing his hands on his knees to catch his breath.

“Did you just come on my dress?”

“I told you, Olivia,” he said, snapping upright. “I won’t come in someone who doesn’t belong to me, and you do not.”

I gaped at this man I didn’t know. His demeanor was cold; a stark contrast to our last clandestine meeting. He cursed and turned his back to me, kicking a concrete bench in the process.

“I – I . . .” I stood there in shock, trying to wrap my head around everything that had just happened; the words, the actions . . . the implications. “I have to get back.”

“Go, then,” he bit out. “Just fucking go.”

My hand flew to my mouth as I stifled a sob. It wasn’t just the daggered words that hurt but the dismissal. This was the David I’d been expecting, the one I always knew would appear.

I stumbled backward before turning to run up to the house. I wanted to run to him, not away – to comfort him, find comfort in him, let the world fall away in his arms . . . . The pain was physical, almost too much to bear; it was the reason I never let anyone get too close, even Bill.