Alphas Like Us (Like Us 3)
He turns his head, brows furrowed at me. Confused.
It stings my heart a little bit. “We’ve made love before.” All of the time.
“Yeah?” He shuts the laptop. Sets it aside. “Remind me, Farrow.”
I stroke his hair back, my hand running down his jaw, and our mouths crash together, nerves lighting to five-hundred degrees.
We shed our boxer-briefs, and wrestle in the twisted sheets, kissing the hell out of each other. We draw closer together when we turn on our sides, his weight on his good shoulder.
“Fuck,” Maximoff groans after I nip his neck with my teeth. I suck harder, and then I kiss his jaw, his lips again, and his skillful tongue slides over mine.
Blood simmering, he bucks into me for harder friction while our mouths meld together. Grinding his pelvis against mine, my cock hardens.
I break our mouths and pat the mattress. Finding a bottle of lube. My chest presses firmly to his chest while we’re on our sides.
Our eyes collide, and I lather my length. Huskily, I tell him, “I’m going to come inside of you, wolf scout.”
He rocks his hips into me, squeezing my ass, and groans against the crook of my neck. “Fuck me now, man.” He strokes his own cock.
Fuck. I tuck him more to my chest, and I lift his leg over my waist. Keeping my arm underneath his knee so he’ll stay hoisted. “Look at me,” I whisper.
He pulls his head back, his eyes melting into mine. He looks overcome and at the peak of arousal, and I haven’t even pushed into him yet.
I tease his hole open with two fingers. His muscles flex, his breath catching. He’s giving himself to me with so much trust and love and care. It amplifies an already visceral, primal feeling that connects him to me. That douses me with kerosene and lights me on fucking fire.
Sweat built on our skin, I move my fingers, and I ease my erection into him. Slowly. “Breathe,” I tell Maximoff, our eyes locked.
“Oh fuck,” he grunts. The pressure wells around my cock, his tightness overwhelming me, and I use more lube before I push deeper.
“Fuck, Maximoff.” My muscles pull taut, and I’m all…the way…inside of him. I rock my hips, and I hold the back of his head in the most protective, secure grip. Not letting go, our mouths a breath away, and we stare unblinkingly. Feeling every fucking thing and seeing it well in the other’s eyes.
“Oh fuck,” he groans, his lips broken open with throaty noises.
My hand shifts to his jaw, encasing his face, holding as fucking tight as him. His eyes almost roll, almost gone.
“FarrowFarrow.” He death-clutches my shoulders like he’s falling off a mountain and I’m his harness.
I grit down, a coarse noise tangled in my lungs. My pulse hammers in the hollow of my throat. “Fuck,” I groan. “Wolf scout.”
Water slips from the corners of his daggered eyes.
Mine burn and well.
We kiss in this final stretch. Our lips push each other’s mouth open in burning aggression and desire, and my searing lungs beg for more breath.
I rock and rock.
And he pulsates around my erection—I come, my mind spinning, and our bodies tighten. Grunts and groans and curses pitch the air, and slowly, gradually, I milk my climax inside of him. Pumping a few more times, and my abs glisten from him.
I let go of his face and stroke his cock to finish him off, cum slick on my palm.
His head lolls backwards, basking in the fucking pleasure.
I smile. And I still can’t stop staring, not for a moment. He’s the iron-willed guy I saw at Harvard who needed all of me, and I had to wait years before I could give him everything.
31
MAXIMOFF HALE
I’m going to propose here. This five-day vacation with Farrow—God, it’s hands-down the most romantic of my life. I have the ring. I just need to wait for the perfect moment.
Early morning, we lounge on the sunbathing cushion in boxer-briefs, a shaded pergola shielding the rising sun. A photo-worthy Greek breakfast is spread on a wooden slab: eggs baked in tomato, onion, feta, spinach, along with sesame-coated koulouri bread and two glasses of orange juice.
We talked for hours last night and fell asleep under the stars. I never used to think a lot about romance, but being with him, I think about these things. All the damn time.
“She put a Team Marrow bumper sticker on her car before we left,” Farrow says, scooping eggs onto his fork. I catch sight of his amused smile.
How we started talking about my mom and Team Marrow bumper stickers and her unconditional love of our relationship, I have no idea.
But it turns my mind. “What do you think about our ship name?” I ask him seriously, picking up a glass of orange juice.
Farrow lies more relaxed on his side. I’m sitting upright, but every now and then, he’ll reach out and rub my back or skate his fingers through my hair—and I can’t hide my fucking smile.
He swallows his food and tells me, “I love ‘Marrow’ because you’re obsessed with it.”
I pause before I swig my orange juice, brows furrowing. “Why do you think I’m obsessed with it?” I’m not my mom. I haven’t put bumper stickers on my car, bought Marrow T-shirts, or sent out a billion tweets professing my undying love. So I wonder why he drew that conclusion.
And that conclusion—it’s not wrong.
Farrow glances at the orange rising sun, then to me. “Whenever anyone mentions the name, you stare faraway for a bit, then you start smiling. I figured it meant something to you…” He looks me over like he’d love to know what went on inside my brain in those moments.
I nod. “It does mean something to me.” I sip orange juice, cool citrus sliding down my throat. “Have you skimmed Thoreau’s ‘Walden’?”
“Skimmed?” he repeats with the roll of his eyes. His lips quirk. “No, smartass. I haven’t skimmed that one.”
I cup the cold glass in my hand, and I hold his gaze while I quote, “‘I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life, to live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all that was not life.’ I think about that whole passage every time someone says Marrow.”
Farrow looks enamored. “Go on.”
I try to explain in my own words, and I gesture to his chest. “It’s in your bones; it’s what keeps you alive. The foundation of your body. To suck out all the marrow of life…I think about how Thoreau went into the woods and stripped life to the barest necessities. To learn what life is really made of, the feeling of water slipping between fingers, the chilled glass in my hand, the wind that rustles your damn hair. And I think about how I feel these barest things every day with you. To live life at its most essential level so as to fully live.”
Farrow has his hand to his mouth, overwhelmed, his eyes unable to shift off my eyes.
I add, “And Marrow starts with the letter of my name.”
Hand dropping, he smiles unbearably wide. “That’s what you have to tell yourself since my name occupies five of the six letters.”
I flip him off, but I can’t fucking grimace if I tried. I smile into another swig of orange juice—and I think, this is it. I can go to my suitcase inside the villa, go grab the ring.
And then the doorbell buzzes.
Our heads turn, but we can’t see the front entrance from the private patio. We look back at each other, and I say, “It could be the villa’s owner.” But we’re both aware that the owner said she wouldn’t contact us during our stay.
Farrow places his fork back on the wooden slab, and he sits up. “I’ll call the owner and see if it’s her.”
I find his phone beneath a light blue decorative pillow. The screen is lit up with text notifications, and I catch the name before I toss it to him. “Who’s Jordan?”
He shuts his eyes in a bout of annoyance, contempt for Jordan raiding his features. “Fuck this guy.” He exhales an edged breath before telling me, “He was a second-year resident and hated everything about me. He must’ve gotten my number from Shaw
.”
“Was this the first time you worked at the hospital or the second?” I ask while he opens the texts.
“Second time.” His nose flares as he skims the texts. This Jordan guy knew where to jab Farrow because it’s a direct hit. He grinds his teeth and combs his hand through his hair. Multiple times. “He sent me screenshots of tweets.”
I wrap my arm across his shoulders, muscles stiffened. Ready for survival. But my stomach is knotting. Before I ask to see, he holds the phone out and shows me the screenshots.
#FarrowKeene you’re a shit doctor.
#FarrowKeene is not board-certified. Can’t even practice in a hospital. I don’t understand why the Hales would still hire him…oh wait…
Come on, people! #FarrowKeene is probably a great doctor. But I still can’t believe the Hales, Meadows, and Cobalts would choose someone who’s not board-certified. It’s not like them. #TheyAreBetterThanThat
Not buying this whole “he was a distraction in the hospital” excuse. #FarrowKeene
#FarrowKeene just admit that you’d rather only help famous people in a lush job than do what every other doctor has to do and go through the grueling process of residency. You either couldn’t hack it or didn’t want to. Just say that and be done.
My eyes narrow at the phone screen. “Fuck them,” I say. Farrow isn’t the only doctor who practices without being board-certified. There are plenty doing good work at clinics, private practices, and the hospitals that don’t require it.
Farrow deletes the messages and blocks the number. “I’m not as angered by the tweets as I am by the fucking prick who took the time to text them to me…” he trails off, the doorbell ringing a second time. Followed by knocking.
We forget about the texts and focus on this issue. More urgently, Farrow dials the owner’s number, phone to his ear.
I stand off the sunbathing cushion and head into the airy bedroom. Natural light streaming inside. For hanging here all day, all night, the villa is pretty clean. Bed made, clothes in drawers, and wet towels drying on hooks.
I rake back my windswept hair and put on gray sweatpants.
My weatherproof duffle-suitcase lies unpacked next to a birch dresser. I can almost picture the square black ring box in the front pocket—and then the doorbell buzzes.
Again.
Almost incessantly.