Remember When (Foster Saga 1)

“I see,” Diana said, though she didn’t see at all. “Do you mind explaining how?”

“Simple logic. Even though you’ve been publicly jilted, you can save your pride if you marry me immediately. Tomorrow, the newspapers will be filled with pictures of us kissing on the balcony tonight and the story of my buying you this necklace. If our marriage is announced the next day, people are going to assume that we’ve had something going all along and that you probably did the jilting, not Penworth.”

Diana shrugged to hide the sharp stab of anger and hurt she felt at his callous summation of her own predicament. “I don’t have that much pride to save, not if it requires anything as outrageous and rash as what you’re suggesting.”

“No, but you do have a business to save. The shield of being engaged for the last two years was already wearing thin. Now that that is gone,” Cole finished, “your competitors will double their attacks and the media will collaborate in publicizing all the furor and hype for their own benefit.”

Anguish and anger turned her green eyes stormy an instant before her long lashes swept down, concealing her emotions from Cole’s view—but not in time to prevent him from noting that her reaction to the mention of Penworth’s defection wasn’t nearly as violent as her reaction to this very viable threat to her company.

Despite her delicate features and fragile, feminine beauty, Diana Foster was apparently a woman who put business first. If nothing else, Cole decided as he watched the breeze ruffle her dark auburn hair, they certainly had that in common.

While he gave Diana time to consider what he’d said, he tried to put together what little he knew about the business that meant so much to her, but there wasn’t much. Based on the bits and pieces he’d read or seen on the news this week, all he knew was that the company was founded by the Foster family.

The business had apparently begun as a Houston catering service for the very rich—one that specialized in “natural” foods presented in lavish ways, but using only handmade or homegrown ornamentation. Somewhere along the way, that practice had been dubbed the Foster Ideal, and it had ultimately resulted in a magazine called Foster’s Beautiful Living. He’d seen a copy at the airport magazine stand earlier that week, shortly after he’d seen Diana on CNN, and he’d leafed through it. Amid all the glossy photographs of brightly painted furniture, stenciled walls, and tables covered with hand-decorated linens and laden with gorgeous food and stunning homemade centerpieces, the philosophy of the magazine—and the basis for the Foster Ideal—seemed to be that by returning to basics, a woman could and would achieve personal satisfaction, a sense of vast accomplishment, and domestic tranquillity. Beyond that, all he noticed was that the photography had been superb, and that Corey Foster Addison was responsible for it.

That hadn’t surprised him, since his every recollection of Corey as a young girl included a camera. He had, however, felt a certain amused irony over the fact that the founder and publisher of that homey, back-to-basics magazine was, in reality, a pampered Houston debutante—one who had once admitted to him, while seated on a bale of hay and grimacing at a smudge on her hand, that she’d never been a tomboy because she didn’t like getting dirty.

He glanced sideways at her moonlit profile, and he marveled at the stupidity that had prompted Penworth to prefer an eighteen-year-old Italian model over Diana Foster. Even when she was a teenager, Diana had sparkled and glowed with wit, intelligence, and gentleness. As a woman, her vivid coloring, lovely figure, and innate poise made her stand out like a queen among peasants.

Cole had been with enough models to know that they were boringly obsessive about every molecule of their skin and hair, and that the bodies that looked so beautiful in designer clothes and magazine centerfolds felt like skin stretched over a skeleton in a man’s bed.

Penworth was a fool, and he had blown his chance.

Cole Harrison was not a fool, and he was not going to blow his.

Chapter 27

DECIDING THAT DIANA HAD NOW had ample time to face reality as he’d portrayed it, Cole said quietly, “I wasn’t trying to hurt or embarrass you, I was only trying to describe your situation as it actually exists.”

She swallowed audibly and looked down at her hands; one held her champagne glass but the fingers of the other one were clutching the railing so tightly that her knuckles were white, and when she realized Cole had noticed that, she automatically loosened her grip. She didn’t like having her emotions exposed to anyone’s eyes, even his, Cole realized. That was something else they had in common, and it pleased him because what he wanted from her was a completely impersonal partnership, a businesslike arrangement with no emotions to deal with while it existed, or while it was being dissolved.

On the other hand, her continued silence was not what he wanted, and he deliberately forced her out of it. “Diana, if you’re blaming me for something, then blame me for being blunt, but not for creating your unhappiness.”

She drew a deep, steadying breath, but there were angry tears in her voice. “Why should I blame you for stating the problem in all its ugly reality?”

“I didn’t merely state the problem,” Cole pointed out gently. “I also offered you a perfect solution. Me.”

“Yes, you did, and I do appreciate the offer—honestly I do . . .”

She trailed off, and Cole realized that although his solution still struck her as bizarre and impossible, she was being careful not to hurt his feelings. The knowledge made her seem very sweet in his estimation, and very naive, because his feelings were not involved in this bargain. He preferred to live his life in a permanent state of unemotional objectivity.

“The problem is,” she began again in that same soft, gentle voice, “I can’t quite see the logic in exchanging a fiancé I loved but who didn’t love me for a husband I don’t love and who doesn’t love me either.”

“That’s what makes it so perfect!” Cole said, putting his hand on her arm as he pressed his point. “Our marriage won’t be complicated by messy emotions.”

She put down her glass and wrapped her arms around herself as if she were chilled by his attitude, dislodging his hand in the process. “Are you really as cold and unfeeling as you sound?”

Gazing into her beautiful, upturned face with her breasts only inches from him, Cole felt anything but cold. For the first time since he’d conceived his hasty plan tonight, it occurred to him that sexual desire for her could actually become a complication. He circumvented the obstacle by silently vowing to avoid all serious intimacy with her. “I’m not cold,” he said aloud. “I’m being practical. I have a pressing problem that acquiring a spouse would solve for me, and you’re in exactly the same predicament. Our marriage won’t be complicated by messy emotions; it will be a friendly business arrangement, terminated at the end of a year by a quiet, congenial divorce. We’re the perfect solution for each other. If you were superstitious, you could say this was fate.”

“I don’t trust fate. I used to believe Dan and I were fated for each other.”

“There’s a major difference between Penworth and me,” Cole said with a bite in his voice. “I don’t break my word when I give it.”

It was at that moment, with his steely eyes boring into hers and his deep voice resounding with conviction, that Diana truly accepted that he was in absolute, dead earnest about all this. She was still reeling from the shock of that when he took her chin between his thumb and forefinger; he forced her to meet his compelling gaze. “During the year we’re married,” he stated, “I give you my word that I will conduct myself publicly as if I were the most devoted and faithful of husbands. I will not knowingly do anything to cause you even a moment of the hu

miliation or anger that Penworth has brought you. In fact, I will do everything in my power to ensure you never regret our bargain in any way,” he finished and then set down his champagne glass.

There is no bargain, Diana’s mind warned her in a whisper, but the silent argument was being overturned by the effect of a somber handsome face, a deep, hypnotic voice, and a powerful male body that loomed before her, tall and strong—a man who was offering to shield her from the world with a pair of broad shoulders that looked as if they could shoulder all her burdens. The combination of all that was becoming dangerously, sweetly appealing, particularly because he wasn’t talking about love or even affection.

“In the eyes of everyone,” he continued, his low voice gaining force, “you will appear to be my cherished wife, and during the year we’re married, you will be that.”

Cherished . . . An antiquated word . . . sensitive and sentimental . . . unlike anything Dan had ever said to her. And totally unlike anything she’d have expected Cole to say.

His hands slid up her arms then down, velvet manacles pulling her closer to him, deeper into the sensual spell he was weaving with the help of a great deal of French champagne and wine laced with romantic Texas moonlight. “Naturally,” he continued with gentle firmness, “I will expect the same promises from you. Is that agreeable?”

Diana couldn’t believe she was seriously considering going through with this, not even when she felt herself nod slightly.

“I haven’t agreed to the whole plan,” she warned shakily, “only to the conditions.”

His right hand left her arm and came to rest lightly against the side of her face, tipping it up to his. “Yes, Diana,” he said with a knowing smile, his fingers spreading over her cheek, “you have. You just haven’t said the words yet.” His eyes and his voice were casting a spell. “By tomorrow, all your worries and all of mine can be over. All you have to do is say you agree, and I’ll have my plane ready to take off for Nevada in an hour.”