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The Edge of Always (The Edge of Never 2)

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The group watches closely, the blonde chick’s face turning faintly bitter when I look right at her while at the same time pressing my body against Camryn’s. We line up our tattoos to form a seamless picture of Orpheus and Eurydice; my Eurydice wearing a long, flowing see-through white gown pushed against her body by the wind, wisps of flowing fabric blowing behind her as she reaches out her arms to Orpheus inked along Camryn’s ribs. Bray gawks down at the detail, her dark eyes wide with awe. She glances back at Elias and now he looks nervous, as though he’s worried Bray is going to drag him to the closest tattoo parlor after tonight.

“That. Is. Awesome,” Bray says. “Who are they?”

“Orpheus and Eurydice,” I answer. “From the Greek legend.”

“A tragic tale of true love,” Camryn adds.

I squeeze my arms around her.

“Well, nothing seems tragic about the two of you,” Tate says.

I squeeze Camryn even tighter, both of us sharing private thoughts that are better kept to ourselves. I kiss the top of her hair.

Bray leans away, still sitting with her knees in front of her pressed into the sand. “I think it’s beautiful. And I guess it better be because I know that had to hurt like hell.”

“Yeah, it definitely hurt,” Camryn says. “But it was worth every hour of pain.”

Sometime later, Camryn and I have both gone through at least three Coronas each, but she’s the only one of us who shows it. She’s a little buzzed, but just enough that it’s making her more talkative.

“I know!” she says to the black-haired Bray. “I saw them in concert with my best friend, Nat, and they were amazing! Not too many bands who sound almost just like they do on their album.”

“Yeah, that’s the truth,” Bray says and finishes off her beer. “Did you say you’re from North Carolina?”

Camryn lifts her back from my chest and sits Indian style on the sand.

“Yeah, but Andrew and I don’t really live there now.”

“Where do you live?” Tate asks. He takes a long pull from his cigarette and holds the smoke in his lungs while he goes on. “Texas?”

Everyone turns to look at me when I answer, “No, we sort of… travel.”

“Travel?” Bray asks. “What, like driving around in an RV?”

“Not exactly,” Camryn says. “We just have the car.”

The blonde-haired girl who has been eyeing me all night speaks up: “Why do you travel?”

I notice the look in her eye right away, the one where she’s trying her hardest to get my attention, but I ignore it and answer, looking back over at Bray next to us, “We play music together.”

“What, you’re like in a band?” the blonde girl asks.

I look right at her this time. “Sort of,” I say, but that’s all I give her, and I turn my attention back to Bray.

“What kind of music do you play?” Tate’s brother, Caleb, asks. He’s been getting comfortable with the other girl since we got here. They’re probably not together, either, but he’s definitely getting laid tonight.

“Classic rock, blues, and folk rock, stuff like that,” I answer and take a swig of my beer.

“You’ll have to play for us!” Bray says excitedly.

Clearly, she’s about as buzzed as Camryn, and the two of them seem to get along good.

Camryn swings around on the sand to see me, her eyes wide and enthusiastic. “You could. You’ve got the acoustic in the backseat.”

I shake my head. “Nah, I’m not up to it right now.”

“Oh come on, baby, why not?”

There are those puppy-dog eyes and Camryn’s trademark whine, which never fail to make me do whatever she wants. But I play around with it for a moment longer, hoping maybe she’ll give in and say never mind.

Of course, she doesn’t.

“Yeah, man, if you’ve got a guitar with you and know how to play, that’d be awesome,” Tate says.

By now, everyone is looking right at me—even Camryn, who is really the only one of them I’m going to do it for.

Giving in, I get up, head back to the car, and return carrying the guitar. “You’re going to sing with me,” I say to Camryn as I sit back down beside her.

“Nooo! I’m too buzzed!” She kisses me on the mouth and then moves over to sit next to Bray and Elias, I guess to give me some space.

“All right, what do you want me to sing?”

The question was for Camryn, but Tate answers, “Hey, whatever you feel like, man.”

I run a few different songs through my head for a minute and finally choose this one because it’s so short. I mess around with the strings a few times, tune it real quick, and then start to play “Ain’t No Sunshine.” I began not really giving a shit about how good it was, but like always, once I start, I become someone else and put everything I’ve got into it. My eyes stay closed through most of the song, but I can always feel the energy of those around me, whether they’re getting into it or not.

All of them are.

By the second chorus, I lock eyes with Camryn as I strum the strings. She sits in the sand on her knees, her body swaying side to side. The other girls are doing the same, getting into the music heavily. I belt out the last chorus, and that one song is all it takes for me to want to play more. Bray can hardly contain herself, telling me how great it was and being very attentive to Camryn, which makes her all right in my book. Unlike the blonde who has her eyes on me a little more than before.

“Man, you weren’t fuckin’ playing’ around,” Tate says.

He lights up a joint.

“Play another one,” Bray says, lying against Elias again, as he wraps his arms around her from behind.

Tate passes the joint to Camryn first. She just looks at it for a second, unsure about whether or not she should. I see a trace of pain flash over her face; I know she was recalling her moment of weakness with the painkillers. She shakes her head. “No thanks, I think I’ll just stick to liquor tonight.”

I smile inwardly, proud of her decision. And when Tate offers it to me next, I follow suit, not because I wouldn’t mind a hit or two, but because I can’t bring myself to enjoy it when Camryn won’t.

I’ve never been much of a pot smoker, but it’s all right every once in a while. Right now isn’t one of those times.

I play a few more songs by the bonfire. Camryn finally does sing one with me, and then I just want to kick back with my girl and enjoy the rare high. I set my guitar down beside us on the blanket and pull Camryn onto my lap again.

Tate’s brother has been sucking face with that girl and feeling her up for a while. They don’t talk much, for obvious reasons. The blonde who had been eyeing me earlier has finally taken the hint, I think. Either that or she’s too stoned out of her mind to care about me anymore.

The music from Tate’s Jeep gets loud again, and he walks away from it carrying a bottle of Seagram’s 7, a two-liter of Sprite, and a stack of plastic cups. His girlfriend starts mixing the drinks and passing cups around.

“Have at it, man,” Tate urges us. “Don’t worry about having to drive anywhere tonight. Cops don’t even know about this place.”

“Yeah, sure I’ll have a cup,” I say.

I look to Camryn, recalling the look on her face when Tate passed her the joint earlier. “”I won’t if you don’t want to,” I say.

Aside from not wanting her to feel like she’s betraying herself by getting too drunk, I don’t want her getting so messed up she’s miserable in the morning, either.

“No, I’m good, baby. I’ll just have one cup, all right?”

She smiles sweetly up at me like she’s waiting on me to give her permission, which I find extremely f**king cute.

“All right,” I give in, not wanting to hurt her feelings, and she takes the cup from Tate’s girlfriend.

We all sit back, drink, and talk about all kinds of random shit for the longest time. Camryn is laughing and smiling and carrying on with Bray about tampons, which I have no idea how that topic came up, nor do I want to know, but we’re having a great time. Music by bands I’ve never heard of before carry loudly through the speakers not far away, and I find myself intrigued by the last few songs that have played, which I’m sure are the same singer.

“Who is that?” I ask Tate.

He looks up from his girlfriend, who is lying with her head in his lap. “Who? The band?”

“Yeah,” I say. “They’re pretty awesome.”

“That, my friend, is Dax Riggs. Solo now. He started out in Acid Bath, I think—” He looks up in thought, as though unsure. “Well he’s been in a few different bands. Acid Bath and Agents of Oblivion are the best known.”

“Y’know, I think I’ve heard of Acid Bath before,” I say and take another drink of my gin and Sprite.

“Wouldn’t be surprised,” Tate adds.

“I’ll have to check out his stuff. Is he underground?”

Camryn, breaking free from her tampon conversation with Bray, moves back over next to me and lays her head on my shoulder.

“Yeah, he never went mainstream,” Tate says. “Good thing, though, ’cause mainstream is bullshit. It pisses me off to see great bands sell out by doing toothpaste commercials ’n’ shit.”

I laugh lightly. “Yeah, definitely. I’d never sign a contract with a record label, if I’m ever offered one.”

“I hear ya, man,” Tate says. “Once you do that, you’re their bitch. Your music is no longer yours, and you’re bending over for the jackoffs that sign your checks.”

I’m starting to kind of like this guy. Just a little.

“Andrew, I need to pee,” Camryn says.

I look over at her. Taking her cup from her hand, I set it on the sand. “I need to take a piss, too,” I say to her and Tate both.

Tate points to the left with another cigarette between his fingers and says, “Go around that way. There’s no glass and shit to step on over there.”

I set my cup down beside Camryn’s and help her up. We walk with her through the sand toward a dark patch of trees and rocks until we’re far enough away that no one can see us.

“We’re gonna have to sleep out here tonight. No way I can drive us home.”

She squats down while I piss a few feet over from her. “I know,” she says. “I guess we’ll finally get to sleep under the stars, huh?”

I’m laughing inside at her. My baby’s so damn drunk she’s slurring a little.

“Yeah, I guess so,” I say. “Though you should know it doesn’t really count because you’ll barely remember it in the morning.”

“Yes I will.”

“Naaah, you won’t.”

She almost falls over when she’s done and pushes herself back into a stand. I grab ahold of her arm and slip mine around her waist from behind. Then I kiss her on the top of the head. “I love you so much.”



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