Unconditional Love (Journey of Love 1)

“I want you to let everyone know how good it feels to fuck me on my bike.”

I peeked over my shoulder and saw a guy walking towards his car. There was a girl walking behind him and she was looking at us. I looked away quickly and saw Lark smiling.

“I think it’s turning her on to see us fucking. Harder Azurdee, faster.”

I looked back at her and she was just standing there watching us. Her husband or boyfriend or whoever he was, had now stopped and was walking back over to her.

“Faster, Azurdee. Fucking ride me.”

I did what he asked. It was dark enough in the parking garage that I couldn’t make out the people’s faces, but I was sure they could hear our bodies slapping together and our moans.

I can’t believe I’m doing this. Oh God.

I lifted myself up again and slammed myself down onto Lark as he let out a loud long moan.

“Feels so fucking good.” He grabbed my hips and began thrusting along with me.

“Oh no…” I whispered. The build up was growing and with the way he was hitting me inside I knew it was going to be a big orgasm.

“Tell me it feels good. Let me hear you.”

I looked back over my shoulder and the couple had moved into their car. I thought I saw their window down just a bit. I looked back at Lark and said, “I’m going to come. Oh…God…ahh!”

My orgasm hit me so hard I began crying out his name.

“Ah…baby, I feel you squeezing down on me. I’m going to come.”

He lifted me up and slammed me back down with such a force I cried out again as another orgasm ripped through my body.

“Oh God! Yes! Yes…I’m coming again!” I cried out as he wrapped his arms around me and released his warm cum into my body. We both sat there for a while as we tried to get our breathing under control.

“I think we might have helped someone have a good start to their day.”

I turned around and looked at the BMW and whispered, “Oh my God. Are they having sex in there?”

Lark laughed and said, “Baby, we just had sex on my bike while they watched, and you’re shocked they’re having sex in their car?”

I turned back and looked at Lark and giggled. I hit him on the chest and said, “What are you doing to me, Lark Williams? My parents would lock me away if they knew what I had just done.”

“Did you think it was hot?”

I smiled and nodded my head.

He smiled bigger. “It made it more hot knowing we were being watched, didn’t it?”

I nodded and then had a terrible thought. How many times did Lark have sex in public with other girls? How many times did he have a girl fuck him on his bike like this?

I quickly lifted myself off of him and got off the bike. I felt sick for some reason knowing that I was just another girl who fucked him on his bike.

I went to walk to the truck when he grabbed my arm. “What’s wrong?”

I shook my head and tried to reel in these stupid emotions. “Nothing. I don’t want to do that again.”

He pulled his head back and looked at me. “What? What happened, Azurdee? Why are you so upset all of a sudden?”

I opened the back door and reached in for my jeans and panties. “I just want to get upstairs.” I looked at him and said, “Please.”

I began walking toward the elevator corridor. I glanced at the car and quickly turned away before I saw anything.

Lark came up behind me and pushed me against the wall after I rounded the corner.

“Talk to me, Azurdee. Tell me what in the fuck is going on in your head.”

I swallowed hard. I wasn’t sure I should say anything but I remembered my mother telling me not to ever let things just build up inside you. It’s always best to just get it out and in the open.

“How many other girls have you fucked on your bike while people watched? I’m not some fucking whore you picked up at a club.”

He stepped back and looked at me. “What? I’ve never treated you like that.”

I wiped a tear away and whispered, “You just did.”

“I thought…I thought you enjoyed what we did. You said it was hot and…”

I turned around and hit the elevator button. “That was before it hit me you’ve probably done this with other girls.”

The elevator door opened and there was an older lady already inside. I stepped in and Lark followed. His face dropped when he looked at the older lady. I knew he wanted out of his fatigues before too many people saw him.

“Well, good morning, Mr. Williams. How are you?”

Lark smiled and said, “Good morning, Mrs. Smith.”

Her floor was the floor right under Lark’s. The elevator moved so fast that before I knew it, it was Lark’s floor and the doors opened. I quickly walked out and tried to turn and make my way to the kitchen as fast as possible.

Lark grabbed my arm and spun me around and grabbed onto both my arms as he began walking me backwards. My heart was pounding and the look in his eyes was scaring me.

“I’ll have you know I’ve never fucked anyone else on my bike. Ever. I’ve never even had a girl in my truck before you.”

“Lark, let go of me. You’re scaring me.”

“When are you going to see that you’re different for me? I know you’re not some fucking whore in a club. You’re my everything and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do to prove that to you.”

I felt the tears building in my eyes and I hated that I was acting so weak in front of him.

“I’m not asking you to prove anything. I’m sorry, I just…” My voice trailed off and I let out a sob. He looked down at his hands gripping my arms and he let go.

He took a few steps back and ran his hand through his hair. He shook his head and the look in his eyes about dropped me to the floor. He had tears in his eyes.

“You’re my whole world, and for you to think I’d…I never want to hurt you.”

He turned around and took a few steps away from me. He turned back and said, “I’m sorry I made you do something that made you feel uncomfortable. I’ve missed you so much and when I’m around you I can’t seem to get enough of you.”

I tried to say something, but when I saw him run his hands down his face and wipe his eyes it felt like someone kicked me in the stomach.

“I’m tired, Azurdee. I think I need to take a shower and get some sleep.”

He turned and walked down the hall towards his bedroom.

I just stood there. What just happened? I walked over to the sofa and sat down. I closed my eyes and pictured us on the bike. I was shocked at myself for liking what we just did. The fact that someone saw us turned me on even more an

d I was trying to come to grips with that.

I took my fear out on Lark. It was easier to make it feel like it was his fault than to admit my own fears.

I looked toward his room. I stood up and took a deep breath. I knew what I had to do.

I let the hot water run over my face as I tried to understand what just happened. How could she think I’d treat her like all those other girls? I’m doing everything I possibly can to show her how much she means to me. What in the fuck happened? She’d seemed to like what we were doing. I knew it turned her on, but then something switched in her.

I’m no good for her. I made her feel dirty and used.

Maybe she was pushing me away because she found out I’m still active duty? Fuck!

As soon as we landed, I jumped on my bike and headed straight to her. I wasn’t even thinking I was still in my uniform. I warned her…I told her I wasn’t any good for her.

I closed my eyes and put my hands against the back of the shower. I jumped when I felt her hands touch me. The feeling that zipped through my body when she touched me caused goose bumps to come up all over my body. I turned around and she was standing there naked.

She is so damn beautiful. I don’t deserve her.

“I’m sorry. I don’t know why I blamed you for my own insecurities. Lark, I really enjoyed what we did…a lot. More than I want to admit.”

I looked at her, confused.

She began chewing on her bottom lip. I reached up and pulled it out from her teeth.

“Talk to me Azurdee, because I’m confused as hell. I’ve tried so hard to show you…”

She put her finger up to my lips to stop me from talking.

“I’ve always been the good girl. The girl who waited to find the perfect guy to give her virginity to. The girl who was always making sure her friends got home from parties, who sat there and listened to them all talk about sex and how amazing it was. When I met you for the first time and you smiled at me, you turned something on deep inside of me. I love who I am with you, Lark, but it…it scares me that I crave your touch as much as I do. I’d never been so turned on as I was earlier. Knowing that someone was watching us…it thrilled me and I was…I was…”