Undeniable Love (Journey of Love 2)

Looking back down at her, I shook my head. “Changed my mind, honey. Sorry.”

Walking away from the brunette, I made my way over to Ryn. Stopping at them, the guy looked at me. “Sorry, dude, they were mine first.”

Ryn turned and stopped dancing the moment she saw me. “Tristan, what are you doing here?” Looking around, Ryn must have noticed how everyone was dancing. She took a few steps away from the asshole she was dancing with.

“What the fuck are you doing here, Ryn?”

Anger moved over her face. “I’m dancing, asshole.”

Grabbing her hand, I pulled her closer to me. “Ryn, this side of the club is for people who want to hook-up for sex, and not just any kind of sex. Most are into fetish shit.”

Ryn’s mouth gapped open in surprise. Thank God. By her response she had no clue.

Hitting the other girl, Ryn shouted, “Marie! We need to go back to the other side of the club!”

Marie jetted out her lower lip, but nodded her head, turned and began heading back to the other side. I was still holding onto Ryn’s arm as I moved her through the group of people. Once we got through the mob, she yanked her arm from me. “I think we can manage from here, thanks.”

Ryn went to turn and leave before she stopped and looked back at me. Her eyes widened and she went to say something, but closed her mouth quickly. Looking away for a few seconds she turned back and captured my eyes. “What were you doing over there, Tristan?”

Fuck.

“Looking for my friend, he headed over to that side a few minutes ago, I was checking on him.”

Tilting her head, Ryn looked my body up and down. I was pretty sure she wasn’t aware that she was biting down on her lip, causing it to turn white from how hard she was putting pressure on it.

Giving her the smile that I knew made her weak in the knees, I winked. Her mouth parted open slightly, and for one brief moment, I wanted to take Ryn back to my condo and show her how I could make her feel pleasure she’d only dreamed of. Then, I remembered the look of horror that was on her face not more than a minute ago.

“Are you here with Sierra?” Ryn asked.

Jerking my head back, I just stared at her. I wasn’t expecting that. Was Ryn jealous of Sierra? Narrowing my eyes, I said, “No. Should I be?”

“Oh . . . um . . . well I guess I just assumed.”

Leaning closer to her, I moved my lips to her ear. “You assume too much, Ryn.”

Pulling back, I smiled, turned and headed toward the exit. I needed to get the fuck out of this club. Ryn looked amazing in the black dress she was wearing. I wanted to rip it from her body and take her right there on the spot. I did want to chuckle though when I saw she was wearing flip-flops. I’m sure because of her ankle, she couldn’t wear heals yet.

Once the cool air hit my face, I dragged in a deep breath. Closing my eyes, I dropped my head back. “Son-of-a-bitch,” I whispered.

“Leaving already, sir?”

Snapping my head forward, I was looking at the valet driver. “Yeah, sorry, the mood’s been killed.”

Nodding his head, he turned and took off running toward the valet parking lot. I needed to get away from Austin for awhile. Pulling out my phone, I sent Lark a text.

Me: Is that invite for Thanksgiving still open?

Lark: Always, dude. Can you come a few days earlier?

Me: Sounds good. I need wide open space to clear my thoughts.

Lark: You’re welcome anytime. Come whenever you want.

The valet driver pulled up and parked my black BMW right in front of me. Walking to him, I handed him a tip, got in my car, and decided maybe I needed to work on moving on from Ryn.

Running my hand through my hair, I let out moan. “Time to move on, Tristan. Time to move on.”

Sitting in the Jeep, I looked out over the hill country. “It’s beautiful here.”

Lark let out a chuckle. “Yeah, it is. You tired of the corporate world yet, big brother? You could come help me here.”

Turning toward Lark, I smiled. “When I give up my godforsaken shit ass job, I’m heading down to the ranch.”

“Ah . . . South Texas is where your heart belongs, huh?”

Closing my eyes for a brief second, I opened them and looked out over the hills again. “I’m not really sure where my heart belongs anymore.”

I knew Lark was looking at me, but I kept my eyes fixed out over the countryside. “Are things over for good with Liberty?”

Laughing, I nodded my head. “Yeah. That’s been over for a while now. I haven’t heard from her since your wedding.”

“Sierra?”

“A friend and that’s all. She’s going through some shit right now with her dirtbag ex and I’m not going to abandon her. Besides, she is funny as hell to hang out with.”

Lark mumbled, “Fair enough.”

“Before you say it, Ryn has moved on. I thought maybe there might have been something still there between us when we were at the beach house . . . but there wasn’t.”

Lark was silent, so I turned to look at him. He was staring straight ahead. “Are you sure about that, Tristan? What’s your heart telling you?”

Dropping my head back, I laughed my ass off before looking back at Lark. “It’s telling me I’m better off being single. Besides, I don’t think Ryn would get into my . . . other lifestyle.”

Rolling his eyes, Lark slowly shook his head. “You’re not even giving her the chance to decide that for herself. Besides, from what Azurdee says, Ryn isn’t as innocent as you think she is.”

Looking straight ahead, I smiled as I thought about some of the moments Ryn and I shared together.

“I’m not so sure she is ready to find out I have a whole damn room in my condo in Austin for nothing but sexual fun, Lark.”

“And I never thought Azurdee would screw me on my bike while people watched us . . . but she did. And she liked it.”

Getting out of the Jeep, I turned to Lark. “Dude, really? I didn’t need to hear that and I sure as hell didn’t need the visual.” Running my hands down my face, I let out a frustrated moan. “Shit. I’m never gonna get that out of my memory now.”

WALKING INTO STARBUCKS, I LOOKED around for Sierra. She was sitting at a table talking to an older woman. The way she smiled and talked to the woman caused me to smile. I could see why Tristan would be attracted to her. I could see why any man would be attracted to Sierra. She was carefree, friendly, and funny as hell.

Sierra looked up and lifted her hand in a wave. Waving back, I pointed to the counter. Placing my order for coffee, I walked over and sat down at the table with Sierra and the older woman.

“Darling, have you always been so outspoken?” the older woman asked Sierra. Smiling, I wondered what it was Sierra had said. Glancing over to Sierra, I raised my eyebrow at her.

Grinning a Cheshire cat smile, Sierra purred, “Yes. Yes, I have.”

The older woman and Sierra started laughing. My name was called out and I headed up to the counter as the older woman stood and excused herself. By the time I made it back to the table, Sierra sat back smiling at me like she didn’t have a care in the world. A small tinge of jealousy raced through my body as I thought back to Tristan telling me that he and Sierra had slept together.

Sitting, I began chewing on my lip. Sierra leaned forward and looked me in the eyes. “Tell me what’s on your mind, Ryn. I can see your mind is racing with stuff.”

Swallowing hard, I glanced down to my coffee before looking back up at Sierra. “I know I have no right asking this, and please set me straight if I’m overstepping my boundaries here . . .”

Placing her chin on top of her hands, Sierra said, “I feel a but coming on.”

My hands started sweating and my heart felt like it had begun racing a hundred miles an hour. Was I sure I wanted to ask Sierra about her and Tristan? Was I ready to hear her response? Why did I even care? I gave up on guys. I was taking a break. I didn’t need a man in my life.

What

I did want was a friendship with Sierra and I knew this whole thing with Tristan was the reason I kept sending her calls to voicemail.

“Sierra, I’m really glad we met and I think that we could really be great friends.”

“I agree, Ryn.”

Blowing out a breath, I fell back in the chair. “Shit, I’m just going to come out and ask. Are you and Tristan together? What I mean is, are you dating each other?”

Sierra grinned. “No. We’re friends, Ryn. That’s all.”

I was on a roll now and apparently my mouth moved before my head thought about it. “Friends with benefits?”

Tilting her head and giving me a look, she asked, “You mean like you and Dodge?”

Ouch. I guess I deserved that one.

“I guess I deserved that one.”

Giving me a smirk, she winked. “No, Ryn. Tristan and I are not fuck buddies.” Looking away for a brief second, she looked back at me. “I’m not going to lie to you and say we haven’t hooked up because we have and it was fairly recently, but it meant nothing to either one of us.”

Feeling the burn in my eyes, I nodded as I turned away. “I know I have no right to be jealous, Sierra, believe me I know that. I can’t help it though. The idea of you and Tristan together . . .”

Sierra reached across the table and took my hand in her hand. “Ryn, please listen to what I’m about to say, okay?”

Nodding my head, I whispered, “Okay.”