Tempted (Bad Girls)
If we we’re gonna make a lifetime commitment to each other, then this little girl was gonna have to learn how to play by the rules. “I’m not ready to leave.”
“Do I look like your fucking father that you can wrap around your little finger with your bullshit? I’m not playing around with you, get dressed I’m taking your ass home.”
She folded her arms and stood her ground. This is how it always starts, only this time it was gonna end different. I left her standing in the kitchen and headed into my room to get dressed. She came in not long after having one of her fits in which I was called every name under the sun. Fucking brat.
“You done? Unless you want the whole world to know that we fucked then I suggest you get cleaned up and put your clothes on, you’ve got five minutes.”
I don’t know why I was so steamed, it’s not like she’d done the shit by herself. I guess it was the idea that she’d tried to use me, whatever. I was truly pissed and she’d never really seen me like this, not even the couple times I’d had to heat her ass up for being bad.
This was different though this wasn’t a game, and I think my anger stemmed from knowing that I’d just planted a kid inside her. Too fucking soon.
8
Brianna
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I don’t see what he’s so upset about, it’s not like he didn’t know this was gonna happen eventually. And so what if I wanted it sooner than he planned?
Who says I have to wait on him, it’s my body after all. I know my thinking needed a little work, but I’m not stupid. I’ve lost everything I’ve ever loved I’m not about to lose him too.
What’s the big deal about a baby anyway? Women were having babies and finishing school these days no problem.
Jaxx just likes to make things difficult, but I know what I want. I’m only sorry that he thinks I’m trying to manipulate him; the thought never crossed my mind.
I just figured a baby would make it hard for our parents or anyone else to tear us apart once they found out about us, which I was sure would be any day now.
Because I could no longer bear to go to sleep in my cold lonely bed while he was here in his place alone. I was already making plans to out us; a baby will just speed things along.
I never counted on his anger though, but I’ve always been able to get around that, why should this time be any different? I knew just how to get my way with Mr. Slade.
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JAXXON
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She hadn’t moved a lick once I came back from getting dressed. I knew her game. She wanted me to spank her, which would end with me fucking the shit out of her again and we’d be back to square one with her still thinking she can run me.
“I see you’ve decided to go with door number two, fine let’s go.” I grabbed her arm and headed for the door. “Are you insane? I can’t go home looking like this.” Now she was in a panic.
“Oh you don’t want them to know we’re fucking? I wonder what the fuck you think would happen if you came up pregnant? Use your fucking head Brianna.
This was a bad move. I told you leave shit up to me, but no, you had to go and force the issue, and fuck me don’t start that crying shit.”
Why do I let this girl tie me in knots? She’s eighteen fucking years old and she runs circles around me. If I didn’t love her ass so much it wouldn’t be that easy for her, but from the first I knew she owned my heart.
I don’t know what it was, a combination of her vulnerability, the hidden beauty that only I had uncovered, or the way she lit up in my arms. I don’t know how she’d drawn me in so easily so fast, but I know she owned my ass.
“Don’t be mad at me Jaxx, it’s going to be okay I promise, I know what I’m doing.” She looked up at me with her big wide eyes and I almost melted.
“There’s still the issue of you using me, I don’t like that shit. I understand you have issues with the shit that has been going on in your life, but that’s not how we deal with each other. Now get dressed, I’ll think about forgiving your ass tomorrow.”
She finally went and found her clothes and I had a moment to think about my next move. The best thing to do was to get in front of this thing, and how was I gonna do that? First I had to find one of those early pregnancy test things, which was still going to be a week of waiting, fuck.