Alyssa (Babysitter’s Club 1)

After the whole mess with the divorce, I’d spent more time with my kids, picking up the slack. I’d got them to open up about the shit that had been going on while I was away.

She was the one recurring bright light in every story they told. I had no idea, that even while the divorce was pending and things were getting ugly.

When I’d moved out of the house for a while because I couldn’t stand to be in the same room as my ex, that she’s the one who’d been taking care of them.

It was because of them that I’d started looking at her differently. She might be young but she had a good head on her shoulders. What’s more she loved my kids and they adored her.

My dick hadn’t changed its mind either over the following weeks. Every time we were anywhere near each other that shit stayed hard. I knew it was only a matter of time before one of us made a move.

And after today, I was more sure than ever that before the summer was out I’d have her under me. She’d gone home a couple hours ago after playing with the kids in the backyard, and the kids were down for the night.

I sat in the living room with the TV on for noise and let my mind wander. I’m not into casual sex, never have been. Any woman I take to my bed better be in it for the long haul

She’s so young though, maybe she has dreams of her own. But it could be so good between us, somehow I just know that. And then there’s my size.

It had taken Tanya years to be able to take me. In fact she’d tried claiming that that was one of the reasons she’d cheated. Her lovers didn’t like hearing that shit when I let the cat out the bag.

Damn, just thinking about forcing my cock in her tight little pussy had my dick coming alive. I groaned out loud in the quiet room and took another sip of the scotch that was now watered down by the melted ice.

I made up my mind then and there that I’m gonna take her and forget all the other bullshit. My dick wanted her when he hadn’t shown any life in years. And after what I saw tonight in the kitchen there was no longer any doubt of her interest in me.

But how the fuck do I approach this shit? Should I just lay my cards on the table? Do I just make a move and see how that shit plays out? Or should I wait for her to come to me?

It’s been so long since I dated, not since I was sixteen. I’m a little rusty I guess. Would I have to wine and dine her first, or just get the first fuck out of the way and go from there?

It’s not like we didn’t know each other. We’ve known each other in one way or another for two years. Which only reminded me of her age and how fucking young she is.

Another big worry for me is, what if this shit doesn’t work out? What would that do to my kids? To lose someone else they love.

Shit, she was practically doing all the things a wife would at this point, and the kids were already attached. And somehow I just don’t see her as the type. What the fuck Gage? When did you become such a sniveling asshole?

Yeah, what the fuck am I doing? Sitting alone in the dark moping like a lovesick teenager. I’ll be damned if I’m gonna let what that bitch did to me take my balls.

As I thought it I realized I’d been hiding from life for the past few years. I’d told myself that I was doing it for the kids, but the truth is I’d lost interest. Now I want back in the game

That night as with many others here lately, I went to bed wanting her. All through breakfast where I tried to be present for my kids, my mind was on her.

What would she be wearing today? I’d noticed a slight change in wardrobe. Nothing drastic, but I could swear the last few times she wasn’t wearing a bra.

She’d traded in the baggy loose fitting shorts she favored, for leggings that showed off her figure.

That ass alone was worth a slap in the face, and her camel toe just revealed that she had a fat pussy with a long slit. When I sprung a boner under the table while my kids ate their pancakes and eggs I figured it was time to switch my mind off.

All morning I wondered if she’d show up early again today, but then I remembered the showdown with my ex. It’s a miracle Alyssa hadn’t quit after that performance.