Deklan

“Will it hurt?” I close my eyes. I’m not sure I want to know the answer.

“It shouldn’t. Not much anyway. That’s where the lube comes in handy.” Deklan kisses me again, slides his fingers in and out once more, and then sits up. “It will be easier if you’re on top.”

“It will?” I look at him dubiously. Everything about him makes me think he isn’t normally a bottom kind of guy, and his suggestion surprises me.

“Trust me.”

I don’t trust him—not in the least. Still, I follow his directions, and when he lies on his back, he pulls me over the top of him until I am straddling his waist. I don’t know where to put my hands. On his chest? His shoulders? To the sides of his body, my palms against the mattress?

“Just use me for balance.” Deklan takes both of my wrists and guides my hands to his sternum. Once I have myself positioned how he wants me, he lets go of my wrists and reaches down between us.

I look down, watching his fingers as he wraps them around his cock and holds it up, pointing at me. With a deep breath, I position my body over the tip, and Deklan sl

ides it back and forth across my opening, spreading the lube around my folds. He steadies himself as I drop my hips until I feel the head of his cock push inside of me. I’m expecting pain, but all I feel is pressure. Deklan doesn’t move. He just watches me and waits until I push down a little more, allowing him entrance to the very core of my being.

It’s a strange feeling, this stretching of my body. The lube makes everything slippery, and even with the stretching feeling, it doesn’t hurt as I slowly lower myself a little more, and his cock begins to disappear.

“Keep breathing,” Deklan says softly.

I didn’t realize I was holding my breath. I inhale deeply, adjust my hands on his chest, and push down again. The pressure increases as his cock goes in deeper, and Deklan strokes my wrists, arms, and shoulders. My skin tingles everywhere he touches me, bringing out the goosebumps though my flesh feels warm.

I watch his face as he strokes his fingers from my shoulders, across my breasts, and down to my waist. He grips my hips, encouraging me to move the rest of the way down. With a deep breath, I lower myself as much as I can and feel a trickle of sweat run between my shoulder blades. Deklan’s eyes close, and he lets out a quiet groan.

I’m all the way down, and I think he’s completely inside of me. I gasp as I feel him flex, pushing himself just a tiny fraction deeper until he is buried.

“Oh, fuck,” he whispers, eyes still closed. His chest rises and falls quickly with his breaths, and he grips my hips a little tighter before he runs his hands up my back and pulls me down to press his lips against mine. I meet his tongue with my own, daring to rub it against his as his fingers tangle in my hair.

He breaks the kiss and stares at me intently.

“You okay?”

I nod, licking my lips. I can still taste him.

“Ready for more?”

“What should I do?”

“Raise yourself up a little, baby,” he says. “Up on your knees and then back down again. Go slow until you’re used to it.”

I do as he says, closing my eyes to the feeling of his cock sliding in and out. The recent, unresolved tension begins to build again as my clit presses rhythmically against his pubic bone. Deklan places his hand on my shoulder, pushing me backward until I have to put my hands behind me to keep from falling right off of him. The pressure changes, and Deklan and I groan together.

He sits up, wrapping one of his arms around my lower back. He holds me tightly against his chest for a moment as he squeezes his eyes shut and hisses through his teeth.

“I can’t hold back, Kera. I can’t. You feel so damn good…Sweet Jesus, I can’t hold back anymore.”

“It’s ok.” I reach up and wrap my arms around his shoulders. “I’m ready.”

He angles his hips as he raises my body and then brings it back down again, meeting every stroke. His breath is hot against my shoulder, and the new position puts a lot more pressure on my sensitive flesh, rubbing up and down as my breath catches in my throat.

“Oh, yeah! Sweet Jesus, you feel so good!” His words are grunts against my skin. He briefly covers my mouth with his before he groans again, increasing his speed.

“Oh, Kera…Fuck! So good…”

“Deklan! I’m going to…going to…”

“You’re going to come all over my cock.” His voice is deep, and his teeth are clenched. “That’s what you’re going to do, baby—come on!”

He lifts my body, impaling me as I squeeze my eyes shut and cry out. A wave of sensation courses through my body as I tighten my legs around his waist and let go. I dig my fingers into Deklan’s back, just trying to keep myself from collapsing as the intensity of the orgasm hits me full force.