Holding Mia (Rockers' Legacy Book 1)

“Mia, I’m sorry,” Lyla said from behind me. “I didn’t mean to hurt you like this. This started off as a job, I admit that, but after that first week, I really liked you. We are friends, I swear to you.”

“What’s going on here, people?”

I stiffened at the sound of a new voice and turned my head to find who I assumed was the RA walking toward us. The group of freshmen watching from a distance moved to one side of the hall so that she could pass.

Lyla muttered a curse under her breath then shifted so she was in the RA’s path. “This is a private matter, Ruby. We don’t need you putting your big nose in it.”

“This is my floor, Bennet. It’s my job to ensure all my girls are safe. Little Miss Goody-Two-Shoes here doesn’t look particularly safe from the looks of it.”

“Fuck off, Ruby,” Mia tossed over her shoulder as she walked back into her room. “I’m not in the mood for your bullshit today.”

“You’re never around, so I assumed you had dropped out,” Ruby antagonized as she leaned back against the wall close to Braxton. Licking her lips, she eyed him up and down, but he didn’t even seem to notice the attention. He never did. Since losing his leg, he thought no one could possibly want him. He seriously needed to open his eyes.

Just as long as he didn’t open them in Mia’s direction.

“You mean you stopped sucking cock long enough to notice I wasn’t around?” Mia gasped in mock shock and stuck her head out the door, eyeing Ruby dispassionately. “Bitch, please. I’ve got enough on my plate right now. I don’t need your bullshit on top of it. Get lost.”

“If you’re sticking around, make sure you follow all the floor and dorm rules,” the RA muttered as

she started back down the hall the way she’d come. “That means no overnight guests of the opposite sex.”

Mia gave a humorless laugh, flicking her gaze to me for a second before pushing away from the door. “Not a problem, trust me.”

The door started to close again, but I was quicker this time, and I pushed it open. But when my cousins started to enter behind me, I kicked it closed and flipped the lock. Lyla could have used her key, but she knew I needed to talk to Mia and wouldn’t interrupt. Braxton, I didn’t know what he would do now. He was switching sides on me, and I wasn’t sure what to think or how to feel about that.

Mia stood in the middle of the dorm room, her hands on her perfect ass, that cute as fuck glare on her beautiful face. “What do you think you’re doing?”

“Trying to get your stubborn ass to listen to me.” I ached to touch her, to pull her into my arms and just savor a moment of feeling her against me. Waking up without her in bed beside me after she’d cried herself to sleep while I held her had left me feeling disoriented and scared as hell.

“The time to get me to listen to you has come and gone, Barrick.” She shifted, causing her sweatshirt to slip off one shoulder. “I don’t want to hear anything you have to say. I’m done. Plain and simple. We’re over. Not that we were ever together to begin with.”

“Don’t say that.” In three steps, I was in front of her, my hands grasping her narrow hips and pulling her against me. “You have been mine since the night of that first fight, and we will never be over. I love you, Mia.” Her lashes lowered at those last four words, and she turned in my arms, not letting me see her face.

Releasing a shuddery exhale, I pressed my lips to the back of her head. I knew she felt the same for me that I felt for her, but she wasn’t going to tell me anytime soon. I just needed to be patient and give her time—I hoped.

“When you love someone, you’re honest with them. You don’t keep something from them that has the potential of destroying them,” she said in a voice so soft, I barely heard her. “You lied to me from day one.”

“I didn’t lie. I just didn’t tell you about my job. Everything else was the truth, baby. Every moment with you, there wasn’t a single lie.”

Angrily, she shrugged off my hold and turned to face me. “Everything was a lie. Every kiss, every time we made love. Everything. I fell for a man I didn’t even know. And you were just pretending the whole time. Like you’ve done with every other job you’ve had in the past.”

“Why do you keep saying I was pretending?” I demanded, frustrated, and knowing I had no one to blame but myself. “I never pretended with you. Never.”

“You said it yourself!” she yelled, tears filling her big green eyes, making them glitter.

“When?” I yelled back.

“You texted Braxton, telling him you didn’t have to pretend anymore and that the job was over.”

“I don’t know what the hell you were doing with his phone, but you’re taking that message out of context,” I tried to explain, but she rolled her eyes at me.

“Sure, try to smooth talk your way out of it. Go ahead. It’s what you’re good at. Only, I know your game now, Beast. I won’t fall for your crap again.”

Frustrated, I dragged my fingers through my hair, dislodging the ponytail and sending the band to the floor. Mia looked down at it for a moment then sighed and picked it up, tossing it at my chest. “I want you to leave. As you said yourself, your job is over. There is no need for you to be around me any longer.”

“You’re right. There isn’t any need,” I rasped out, and she flinched. “Other than that you’re my heart, and I can’t fucking function without you.”

“Oh my gods,” she cried. “Stop it, Barrick. I’m tired, and all I want is to be alone so I can cry. Okay? Are you satisfied now?”