Jagged (Colorado Mountain 5)
“You talk to me first. Then I decide if you get to my woman.”
She straightened her shoulders. “I want her to meet Zander.”
At this unexpected announcement, Reece sucked in a breath before he crossed his arms on his chest.
“I’m listening.”
“I… I don’t want him taken from me. I don’t want to lose him. I don’t want his life disrupted. He’s only nine. He wouldn’t understand all this. He shouldn’t have to. I’ve been trying to protect him from what’s going on but it’s getting harder. He gets good grades. He likes his school—”
“Zara will make the decision about whether Zander stays in that school. If we can swing it, I’m sure he’ll stay,” Reece informed her, not letting on that he knew about the money, and that as soon as they broke Zara’s father, Zander’s school tuition would be no problem.
She took a step toward him, shaking her head. “You don’t understand. Xavier and I… we’ve, well… not agreed on a variety of things through Zander’s upbringing. I never got any legal documents to make me his guardian, so Xavier has all the power and—”
He interrupted her. “That’ll be changing.”
She lifted both hands, and her face, not unattractive and he’d only seen her a few times but her usual closed, hard expression made it less so, now looked pained.
“Please, Mr. Reece, I beg you, listen to me.”
Jesus.
If he could believe it, by the look on her face, the tone of her voice, she cared about this kid and not just a little bit.
Reece went silent.
“I don’t know what’s happening with the attorneys,” she stated. “I do know that any child will eventually want to know about their parents. And any child should have all the family they can get. From the beginning, Xavier and I didn’t agree about who would be in Zander’s life and he made it clear that if I didn’t tow his line, he’d take Zander away from me. But I always knew there’d come a time when Zander would ask questions about his mother and father. And when Zander started doing that, Xavier and I disagreed on how it should be handled. Now all this is happening but even before that…” She paused and then she admitted, “I wanted him to go to his mother’s funeral.”
“Clearly you didn’t get your wish,” he noted.
She shook her head. “No, but I got mad that he didn’t… It was the perfect time to tell him, if there ever was a time to tell him such things. Zander wouldn’t really understand it now but he might one day be angry that he’d been kept from his mother’s funeral. But Xavier wouldn’t let me bring him. Wouldn’t let me share about his mother, his aunt, so he wouldn’t be curious or upset if he saw Zara at the funeral. And then I saw Zara at the funeral and got angrier about all the pain Xavier has caused, keeping this family apart. So, after the funeral, I took him to get a sundae and I told Zander about his mom.” She held his gaze, took in a deep breath, and finished. “And I told him about Zara.”
Zander knew about Zara.
Reece tamped down the urge to howl with elation and guessed, “And Cinders knows this and he’s pissed.”
“Very much so,” she confirmed.
Reece said nothing.
Wilona Cinders did.
“Zander wants to meet his aunt.”
“You name the day and time, she’ll be there and you know it,” he said instantly.
She nodded.
Then she shocked the shit out of him when she added, “And I want to help you with your custody case.”
Reece blinked. “What?”
“I have stipulations.”
He uncrossed his arms from his chest and planted his hands on his hips, saying sarcastically, “Why does that not surprise me?”
She didn’t respond to that.
Instead, she announced, “I want to raise him.”
Reece’s anger started edging back.
He dropped his arms and made to move away. “Not gonna happen.”
“No!” she cried, lifting a hand toward him. “He’ll meet Zara. She can come over any time. I promise. Any time, Mr. Reece. And Zander can come to your place. He can spend the night. Have his friends over if he wants. We’ll do Christmases together. Thanksgiving. All of it. I’ll do anything, and I know Zara and I haven’t been close, but I promise. I’ll do anything. Between us, we’ll make it good for Zander. I swear.”
She lifted her other hand, turning both palms up, beseeching and, f**k him, with her posture and the look on her face, the bright in her eyes, even he wasn’t immune.
“But he’s my boy,” she whispered, her voice breaking on the word boy. “I’ve had him since he was so little. He couldn’t even hold his head up. And he’s happy. I’ve worked hard to make him happy because I want him to be happy. I don’t want Xavier to hurt him. I want him to have people around him who love him. And I don’t want him to be caught up in any of Xavier’s nastiness. I don’t want scars on him like that.”
The tears glistened in her eyes as her voice dropped lower.
“I don’t want him to have scars like his mother had. I don’t want him to survive childhood like she did…” She pulled in a breath and shared, “Like I did. I want him to be happy.”
A tear slid down her cheek and Reece closed his eyes.
Probably unintentionally, Xavier had broken the cycle, giving his grandson to a woman who’d learned. A woman who couldn’t conceive. A woman who knew the precious entity she had in her hands and handled it with care.
He opened his eyes. “I’ll talk to Zara. We’ll want a meeting with Zander the minute you can arrange it. We’ll speak to our attorney about the rest of it and either Zara or our attorney, Nina Maxwell, will contact you to discuss things further with you.”
“Zander can’t wait to meet her,” she said immediately.
“She feels the same.”
“Tell her…” She lifted her hands to her face for a second before she dropped them. “Please, Mr. Reece, tell her that it wasn’t my decision to keep him away from her. I would have gone to her but I didn’t think…” She trailed off.
She was right not to think Zara would be receptive to a visit. Zara was not a fan of either of her aunts. But times apparently were changing.
And Reece was f**king glad she didn’t. This was news he wanted to share.