Savage Illusions
to him, an open invitation for him to do what he pleased, and what she now hungered for.
When he thrust himself deeply inside her, Jolena whimpered against his lips with pain. But the pain was soon replaced with something wonderfully sweet and sensual. She drew a ragged breath as a raging hunger swept through her.
Spotted Eagle slipped his mouth down from her lips and showered her breasts with feathery kisses. His heart hammered wildly within his chest, his body growing more feverish as the pleasure mounted.
His hands moved down her body until they were cupping her buttocks in a sensual ecstasy of their own. He forced her hips in at his, crushing her against him, her buttocks smooth and as soft as cotton as she strained into him.
Their naked flesh was fused. It was flesh against flesh in gentle pressure.
Again he kissed her. He touched his tongue to hers, aflame with longing. Desire washed over him.
Then he paused and leaned only a fraction away from her. He reached his hands to her hair and smoothed it away from her face. He gazed into her eyes, feeling as though he were looking into her soul, and he experienced something that he had never felt before with other women. It was as though this woman was an extension of himself, as though they were of one heartbeat, even of one soul.
"I love you," Spotted Eagle said softly, sending soft butterfly kisses across Jolena's parted lips. "I shall always love you."
He paused, looked into her eyes again, then said, "I have always loved you."
Jolena was startled by this confession, knowing that she could say the same words to him, and they would be true. Somehow, they had been soul mates even before they met eye to eye, and had loved, cheek to cheek.
She placed a gentle hand to his face. "I have also always loved you," she whispered, then shuddered with pleasure when he swept her fully into his arms again and gave her an all-consuming kiss.
Lost forever to this man, she kissed him back passionately, locking her legs around him as he rose over her and plunged himself deeply inside her. She strained her body upward, meeting his eager thrusts, feeling his heartbeat against her own as he held her within his powerful arms.
And then he released her and crawled on his knees around her, soon placing himself in a position that gave her access to him in a way that made her heart seem to stop and her throat grow dry, understanding his silent bidding as he moved himself closer to her mouth.
Wanting to reciprocate in this sort of loving, since he had already unselfishly pleasured her so wonderfully, she first ran her fingers up and down his throbbing shaft, then touched the tip of his hardness with her tongue, his sensual moan revealing to her just how much he enjoyed this way of being loved.
Getting herself in a comfortable position, she cupped him within her hand and led him to her lips once again. She swept her tongue around him, over and over again, then took him into her mouth. She could feel his body stiffen, then quaver with pleasure.
But soon he urged her away from him and led her to another new way of lovemaking. He urged her to her knees and soon entered her from behind, magnificently filling her where she so unmercifully throbbed for completion.
She closed her eyes and held her head back, awaiting that moment of release, knowing that it was near.
Her whole body seemed an extension of her heart, throbbing… throbbing… throbbing…
And then once again they reached that higher plateau of pleasure that rocked and shook them, as though the earth was shaking beneath them.
Exhausted, they fell apart and lay beside one another on the grass.
"I've never felt as alive," Jolena said, sighing as she gazed lovingly at Spotted Eagle. "Yet what we did, making love in those strange ways? I cannot think it was proper. What came over me? Why did I allow it?"
Spotted Eagle placed his hand at her waist and drew her against him, her breasts crushing into his chest. "What you did was proper," he told her, "because it was done out of love. I will cherish these moments. So should you."
She leaned her cheek against his chest. "Oh, how I want to," she murmured. "It was pure heaven, Spotted Eagle, being with you. I've never felt so free, yet so possessed. How could that be?"
"Loving fiercely is a combination of the two," Spotted Eagle explained. "When you love, your emotions run free, yet your body becomes possessed by the one who loves you. Let that not frighten you. I welcome being possessed by you. You fill the void left in my life many years ago. I will never be lonely again, not while I have you."
"I feel so many things," Jolena said, clinging to him, loving him so. "But most of all, I feel an intense happiness. Hold me, Spotted Eagle. Hold me tightly. I never want to leave you. Never."
He cradled her close, his eyes closed to the past, thinking now only of the future and this woman who had awakened him again to loving.
Two Ridges awakened and found Spotted Eagle gone. He scurried from his blankets and went to Jolena's tent. He sucked in a wild breath when he found it empty.
Almost tripping over his feet, he turned and looked in all directions, wondering which would lead him to Spotted Eagle and Jolena. He wanted to get there before they could make love.
He wanted to be the first with her.
He wanted her never to have cause to think about another man, especially not Spotted Eagle.