Savage Illusions
"I wasn't mocking it," Kirk said irritably. "In fact, if you want to know, I don't care a damn about it." He gave Two Ridges a look of annoyance. "Can my sister and I have a little privacy here? Or do you feel you have the right to interfere in anyone's conversation just because you are the only guide left to take us through this godawful land?"
Two Ridges glared at Kirk, then jumped to his feet and stamped away. He squatted down onto his haunches in the thickening shadows of dusk and watched Kirk until Kirk left to find refuge behind bushes to relieve himself before retiring for the night in his tent.
Two Ridges saw this as his chance to make his first advances to Jolena. He jumped to his feet and took a few steps, then stopped and stared as Jolena quickly went to her tent after seeing him walking toward her.
Knowing that she was purposely evading him, Two Ridges doubled his hands into tight fists at his sides. Looking slowly around him and noting how close everyone else's tent had been pitched to Jolena's, he knew that this night he would not approach her with his skills of drawing a woman into wanting him. He would have to wait another full night and day before the opportunity would arise again.
And that would be the last chance he would get, for Spotted Eagle would have had time by then to reach his village and return to the expedition after discovering that his father's health was no worse than the last time he had seen him.
Disappointment lay heavily on his heart. Two Ridges had thought endlessly of Jolena the whole day, his images of being with her building at each beat of his heart. He had believed that his desires would be quenched tonight while holding her in his arms and making love to her.
Grumbling to himself, Two Ridges turned and marched away from the camp.
Hoping to find escape from her loneliness and despair, Jolena settled herself down on a blanket, stretching out on her right side as she drew another blanket atop her. Clutching the buffalo rock, Jolena sighed and drifted off into a restless sleep.
Suddenly her sleep was filled with images. It was the same dream that had visited her most nights in Saint Louis. She was dressed in a soft fringed doeskin dress, beaded moccasins, and a headband about her head to hold her long and flowing dark hair in place as the wind blew briskly around her.
On each side of her were colorfully painted tepees, yet outside the dwellings she saw no people until suddenly before her was the hand- some warrior whom she now knew as Spotted Eagle!
Her insides melted as he approached her, for never had she seen such a handsome, proud man, and as his eyes locked with hers, she could feel him silently bidding her to come to him.
Following this bidding, Jolena began walking slowly toward him, then broke into a mad run. Yet she never seemed to get closer.
The faster she ran, the more distant he became.
She reached her hands out to him, crying his name as she tossed, turned, and sweated in her sleep.
Then, finally, she reached him.
Sobbing with joy, she flung herself into his arms, and when his lips bore down upon hers, tears flowed from her eyes from the thankful bliss of the moment.
A strange sound drew Jolena quickly away from Spotted Eagle. She stepped aside and turned to see what was making the strange swishing noise.
Wild- eyed, she realized that it was an arrow!
Her heart sank as she turned and watched this arrow pierce her lover's heart!
A scream lodged in her throat, awakening her in a cold sweat. Her pulse racing, Jolena sat up quickly and stared wild-eyed around her.
Oh, Lord, the dream had seemed so real!
She placed her fingertips to her mouth, still feeling Spotted Eagle's lips warming hers. She put her hands over her ears and closed her eyes, still able to hear the eerie sound of the arrow as it whizzed through the air.
She groaned and moved her head back and forth, trying not to remember how it had sounded when the arrow had pierced her lover's body.
''Jolena?" Kirk said, from outside her tent. "Sis? Are you all right? Moments ago it sounded as though you were choking. Tell me. Are you all right?"
Trying to compose herself so that her voice would have its natural sound, Jolena swallowed over and over again and willed her heart to stop its pounding. Then she crawled to the tent entrance and drew the flap aside.
"I'm fine," she murmured. "I… I just had a nightmare, that's all."
"It must've been some nightmare," Kirk said, frowning at her, seeing the perspiration-dampness of her hair as it clung to her brow.
Then he reached a hand inside and touched her cool, clammy cheek. "Are you going to be all right?" he asked with brotherly affection.
"Yes, I'll be fine," Jolena said, then leaned out and gave him a soft kiss on his cheek. "Sorry I awakened you."
"You didn't awaken me," Kirk said, taking her hand. "So far this expedition has been nothing but trouble. I'll be glad when it's over and we can r