Teacher's Pet

We shook on it, and I schemed over it all the way back to his house. There, it didn't seem fair to point out the obvious love between Alice and Xavier.

Penn's father held both of Alice’s hands while they stood by his town car and said goodbye. Alice was leaving for her encampment and would be back to start her treatments in earnest. Xavier brushed her hair back and skimmed her cheek with his fingers as they talked.

Penn saw, too, but didn't say anything. The tense clench of his jaw told me he didn't trust it. He was waiting for his father to push her away or his mother to run off. He must have seen them like this a dozen times only to have it erased by other, harder memories. Love was never just one thing, and it wasn't always pretty.

I tried to think of a way to tell him that. I wanted to tell him the most beautiful love I had seen was my mother comforting my father even as she lay dying. It had been an ugly, sobbing scene, but deep in my heart, I knew it was love. The memory made me flinch, and I tucked it away again where it wouldn't hurt.

Then, Xavier spotted us. The cool, considering look he gave me made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. I had, overnight, become exactly what Penn's father had accused me of. I was holding a position that I did not deserve and scheming over ways to make it real.

"Back from enjoying the luxuries of the spa?" Xavier asked.

Penn shrugged. "We didn't really get into the whole spa, pampering, hovered-over thing. But it was nice, and I suppose I have you to thank for that."

"Don't mention it," Xavier said, but he looked at me with an arched brow.

"Thank you," I said and made a beeline for the house.

Penn's father was on to me, and I didn't like how his dark eyes seemed to look straight through me. I hoped he was about to go off on a round of business meetings or conference calls, but Xavier seemed to be at leisure. He strolled into the kitchen as I was washing an apple in the sink. I pretended not to notice him, but that made everything worse.

I got nervous, and when I'm nervous, I sing. I didn't even realize I was doing it until I turned around and saw Xavier's face. The sharp suspicion was softened as he held his eyes almost closed and listened.

When I stopped, Xavier's eyes flew open. "You really do have talent, and that's the truth."

"Why do you say it like that?" I asked, my fingers bruising the apple. "Do you think I'm lying about other things?"

"I'm not sure." Xavier was honest. "There's something you're hiding, but I'm not sure it has to do with Penn."

I shrugged, determined not to give an inch to a man who'd always gotten everything. "You're paranoid. Actually, it's very understandable. You're stuck in a situation that you cannot control where you are trying to protect people you love. The only problem is that what you're trying to protect those loved ones against will never be under your control. So, you're looking for someone to blame."

"Do they teach grief-counseling in hospitality school?"

I sighed. "Still studying my background check?"

"No," Xavier said, "and I'm not going to apologize about that."

I set the apple down and looked at Penn's father. "And I'm not going to apologize for being here for your son. He apparently needed someone on his side for once."

Xavier gave a sad laugh. "That's the truth. I'm not against him–I've never been against him–it's just that we never seem to be on the same team. I just hope that you really are."

"Trying to control things that are out of your control is going to exhaust you."

His smile had a sharp edge. "So wise for someone so young. That's what's off about you. Still, I have to admit that you're right. Just remember, Corsica; love is out of everyone's c

ontrol."

Penn joined us in the kitchen, wary of our quiet and serious tones. "Please tell me you are not trying to interrogate my future bride."

"No," Xavier sighed. "We were just talking about how love can reach out and knock you off your chosen path, no matter who you are or who you think you want to be."

"What was all that about?" Penn asked me when his father left.

"Are you sure he isn't on to us?" I asked, rubbing my forehead.

He snorted. "You're the one who invited him to stay here, remember? Don't worry. Business will soon grab his attention again. The man can't live without his work. You'll see. Nothing else will matter when there's a new deal on the table."

I felt my headache tighten. It wasn't Xavier I was worried about. It was my deal with Penn. How was I going to keep up my end if I myself was falling in love?

Chapter Eleven