Small Favor (The Dresden Files 10)

On the other hand, no one wants to get them stirred up, either. Humanity, when frightened and angry, is a force even the supernatural world does not wish to reckon with. The torches and pitchforks are just as deadly, in their numbers and their simple rage, as they ever were-and it was my opinion that most of the supernatural crowd had very little appreciation for just how destructive and dangerous mankind had grown in the past century.

Which is why I found myself sorely tempted to let the Denarians get a big old faceful of angry cop. Five or six rifles like Gard's might not kill Mantis Girl-but if you followed them up with thirty or forty pairs of stompy combat boots for all the little bugs, Little Miss Clamphands could go down for the count.

Of course, all that was predicated on the idea that the humans involved a) knew what they were up against and b) took it seriously and worked together tightly enough to get the job done. Murphy and the guys in SI might have a pretty good grasp of the situation, but the others wouldn't. They'd be expecting a soldier movie, but they'd be getting something out of a horror flick instead. I didn't for one second believe that Murphy or Stallings or anyone else in Chicago could make everyone involved listen to them once they started talking about demons and monsters.

I rubbed at my head again, thinking of Sanya. Maybe we could try to explain it in more palatable terms. Instead of "shapeshifting demons" we could tell them that the terrorists were in possession (ha-ha, get it?) of "experimental genetically engineered biomimetic armored suits." Maybe that would give them the framework they needed to get the job done.

And maybe it wouldn't. Maybe they'd run into something out of a nightmare and start screaming in fear. Coordination and control would go right out the window, especially if the Denarians had anyone with enough magical juice to start blowing out technology. Then would come the panic and slaughter and terror.

"It's an idea," I said to Murphy. "Maybe even a workable idea. But I don't think its time has come. At least, not yet."

Her eyes flashed very blue. "And you're the one who decides."

I took another sip of beer and set the bottle down again, deliberately. "Apparently."

"Says who?" Murphy demanded.

I leaned back in my chair. "In the first place," I said quietly, "even if you brought in all that firepower, the best you could hope for is a hideously bloody, costly victory. In the second place, there's a chance that I can resolve this whole thing through Council channels-or at least make sure that when the fur starts flying, we're not in the middle of the bloody town."

"But you-"

"And in the third place," I continued, "I don't know where they are."

Murphy narrowed her eyes, and then some of the tension abruptly left her features. "You're telling me the truth."

"Usually do," I said. "I could probably track them down, given a day or so. But it might not come to that."

She studied my face for a moment. "But you don't think that talk will stop them from whatever they're doing here."

"Not a chance in hell. But hopefully I'll talk them out of the woodwork to someplace a little more out of the way."

"What if someone gets hurt while you're scheming?" she asked. "Those encounters people were having last night are getting attention. No one's been hurt so far, but that could change. I'm not prepared to tolerate that."

"Those were something else," I said tiredly. "Something I don't think will be a threat to the public." I told her about Summer's hitters.

She drank the rest of her beer in a single tip, then sighed. "Nothing's ever simple with you."

I shrugged modestly.

"Here's the problem, Harry," she said quietly. "Last time these maniacs were around, there were bodies. And there were reports. Several witnesses gave a fairly good description of you."

"And nothing came of it," I said.

"Nothing came of it because I was in charge of the investigation," Murphy corrected me, her tone slightly sharpening. "The case was never closed. And if similar events bring it up again, there's no way I can protect you."

"Stallings wouldn't...?"

"John would probably try," Murphy said. "But Rudolph's been ladder climbing over in Internal Affairs, and if he gets an opening he'll start screaming about it and the case will get kicked up the line and out of SI's control."

I frowned at that, turning my bottle around slowly in my fingers. "Well," I said, "that could complicate things."

Murphy rolled her eyes. "You think? Dammit, Harry. A long time ago I agreed with you that there were some things that it was better the department didn't get involved in. I promised not to go blowing whistles and raising alarms every time things got spooky." She leaned forward slightly, her eyes intent. "But I'm a cop, Harry. Before everything else. My job is to defend and protect the people of this city."

"And what do you think I'm doing?"

"The best you know how," she said without heat. "I know your heart is in the right place. But you can be as sincere as hell and still be wrong." She paused to let that sink in. "And if you're wrong it could cost lives. Lives I'm sworn to protect."

I said nothing.

"You asked me to respect your limits and I have," she said quietly. "I expect you to return the favor. If for one second I think that letting you handle this is going to cost innocent lives, I'm not going to stand quietly in the wings. I'm going in and bringing everything I can get my hands on with me. And if I do that, I expect your complete support."

"And you're the one who gets to decide when that is?" I demanded.

She faced me without flinching, not a millimeter. "Apparently."

I leaned back in my seat and sipped beer with my eyes closed.

Murphy didn't know everything that was at stake here. More than anyone else on the force, sure, but she was operating under only partial knowledge. If she made the wrong call, she could really screw things up beyond all ability to conceive.

She'd probably had that same exact thought about me, and on more than one occasion.

I'd asked Murphy for a lot when I'd asked her to trust me.

How could I not return the favor and still call myself her friend?

Simple.

I couldn't.

Hell, if she decided to go in, she'd do it with or without me. In that circumstance my presence could mean the difference between a bloody victory and a disaster, and...

And I suddenly felt a lot more empathy for Michael's confusion.