In the Italian's Sights

She hesitated. ‘That sexual desire is not love?’ And, she reasoned painfully, that he wasn’t about to get caught in the trap of committing to any one woman again.

‘Just so. But back to Caterina. Lorenzo is a good husband. I say this not just because he is my friend but because I know it to be true. He has remained faithful to her despite extreme provocation; she has had many lovers,’ he said grimly. ‘But she is Lorenzo’s wife, and for that reason I tolerate her; not to do so would mean I lose my friend, si?’

Cherry nodded. They had come to a fork in the path they were following and now they turned back towards the house.

‘Caterina had no right to comment one way or the other on your presence in my home, and I wish you to forget anything she said. Will you do that, Cherry?’ He stopped, drawing both her hands to his chest as he looked down at her. ‘It is important.’

She nodded breathlessly whilst knowing it was impossible.

‘This is good.’ He kissed her mouth, a controlled, swift kiss that left her aching for more as he turned and tucked her hand through his arm. ‘So now we will eat, si?’ he said, with male satisfaction that everything had been sorted.

But it hadn’t. For her. In fact Cherry was even more aware that the gap between them was immense and insurmountable. Vittorio’s experience with Caterina had soured him to the idea of love. For him everything was about sexual gratification and affairs which carried no commitment beyond having a good time and enjoying each other’s company and bodies. She believed him absolutely when he said he knew he’d had a lucky escape over Caterina, but the way that experience had turned out, and Caterina herself now, in the present, only could confirm to him the wisdom of staying footloose and fancy-free.

If she was just interested in fulfilling her physical needs and sating this sexual hunger that smouldered between them every minute of every day that would be fine. Lots of women the world over would be satisfied doing that without making an issue of it. But she wasn’t one of them. To make love with a man she would have to give herself body and soul. It was the way she was. It would be for ever. And she couldn’t deny the prospect wasn’t scary. If she was being brutally honest she knew her parents’ marriage had been miserable some—probably most—of the time, and the thought of bringing up children in the atmosphere she’d been raised in was abhorrent. And Vittorio was from a different country, a different culture. Besides which, he’d always been fabulously wealthy and wildly handsome. Whereas she was just… her. The odds against anything permanent working for them were astronomically high—

Cherry caught at the thought, angry with herself that she had even allowed it into her consciousness. There was no question of Vittorio wanting her for anything more than a brief fling. She knew that. She knew it, she told herself with ruthless honesty. And even that would be a disaster. She wasn’t sexually experienced, like his other women, and wouldn’t have a clue how to keep him interested in bed.

‘We are still friends?’ He stopped her just before they went inside the house, his rich, deep voice like warm honey.

She looked at him with veiled eyes. ‘Of course.’

‘Then tomorrow I take you to see the Grotte de Castellana,’ Vittorio said firmly. ‘The stalagmites and stalactites, si? Sophia has told me you are interested in such things, and the history of my country. And there is the museum in Taranto, and the Messapian walls in Manduria, and so much more. We will see it all over the next weeks, I promise this. Together, si? Together, mia piccola.’

Cherry felt a fresh riot in her stomach. She didn’t know how much togetherness she could stand before she threw away her morals and her pride, together with her reason, and begged him to take her on whatever terms he decreed. ‘That—that isn’t necessary,’ she stammered.

His smile was merely a twitch. ‘It is necessary for me, and I think a little for you. I want to be with you, Cherry. I am jealous at the thought that you would see these things with someone else, or even just without me. And I will behave myself, OK? I know you do not trust me yet, it is there in those big sad eyes, but time will take care of that. And I will not make love to you until you trust me.’

‘Make love to me?’ she echoed feverishly. ‘I thought we had agreed there is no question of that. I’m staying to help Sophia. I don’t want—’

‘Then let me do the wanting for both of us.’

And before she could respond to such an outrageous breaking of the rules he kissed her—and no chaste, quick kiss either. His tongue and lips took her by storm as one kiss ran hotly into the next, and by the time he lifted his head she was trembling.

‘You—you said no kissing,’ she said shakily. ‘It—it was part of the deal.’

‘This is a new deal.’ He smiled a wicked smile. ‘Now kissing is allowed. It has to be so. A thirsty man must at least have a drop or two of life-sustaining liquid if his parched frame is to survive.’

The sheer ridiculousness of such a dramatic statement made her lips turn upwards.

His smile widened. He sensed victory. ‘Come and eat,’ he said softly, drawing her into the house. ‘And tomorrow we have the day together.’

It was the first of many such days over the next few weeks as the wedding drew nearer, and each one was a sweet torment.

Puglia was rich in history but its still-small tourist infrastructure meant that its traditional southern Italian lifestyle remained unchanged. There were places where the inhabitants were somewhat bemused by a foreign presence, and Cherry realised that in seeing the country with Vittorio she had the best of both worlds.

He broke the sightseeing with days at the coast a few times, knowing exactly where to go for privacy. East of Gallipoli they found quiet sandy coves where they had stretches of golden sand all to themselves, sharing luncheon picnics Gilda had prepared once they’d swum in the cold salty water, and having dinner in simple but superb seafood restaurants, where the menus were as fresh as the day’s catch, before returning to the villa as a deep twilight began to fall.

The first time they spent such a day together Cherry was on tenterhooks the whole time. Vittorio didn’t seem to realise how overwhelmingly intimidating his masculinity was, how magnificent, but she found it impossible to behave naturally with his practically naked body on show. The swimming costume she had bought in Bari to replace the one she considered scandalously transparent seemed scant protection against the burning desire no amount of swimming in the icy cold water could quench, but to her chagrin Vittorio didn’t seem similarly affected. She had imagined after that scorching kiss in the garden that she would be fighting him off half the time, but although he wasn’t shy of physical contact—taking her hand, putting his arm round her, kissing her and holding her close—he was studiously correct when they were alone. And it rankled. Deeply. Which was the height of inconsistency, she knew, and terribly unfair, but there it was. That was how she felt and she didn’t seem to be able to do anything about it.

On the days she didn’t see Vittorio, she and Sophia worked on the wedding arrangements. The marriage was to take place in the first week of July, and although Vittorio had spent a great deal of money, and with family and friends there were to be over three hundred guests, it was to be very much a casual, family-orientated affair, with none of the strict timetables a wedding in England necessitated.

As the ti

me drew nearer, Cherry knew she would have to make arrangements to leave the villa. She had promised Sophia to stay for the wedding, but had decided to leave the day after the nuptials. To that end, she dug out the paperwork relating to the hire car firm she’d used and asked them to deliver a car to the Carella estate the morning after the wedding. She didn’t mention this to either Vittorio or Sophia, but in a strange, heart-wrenching kind of way she felt better once she’d made the phone call. She had taken the bull by the horns and faced reality, crucifyingly painful though it was. The magic interlude was nearly at an end, and although she didn’t know how she was going to bear it she would. There was no other option.

CHAPTER TWELVE

THE last week sped by. She met Vittorio’s grandmother for the first time—the old lady had been ill for some weeks with a stomach complaint and not up to visitors, but was now recovered—and found her to be an indomitable old lady, very Italian and suspicious of any foreigner. After meeting her, Cherry could see why Vittorio hadn’t given Sophia into their grandmother’s care.