Dirty Beginning (Dirty 0.50)

“Fuck,” I let out .

His lips smile just a little against my neck. His lips move back to mine as he slips one finger into my panties. My breath catches in my throat at his slow, torturous touch .

I can’t not have him. I can’t let him walk away from this. I’ll die if he doesn’t take me .

His lips along with his finger finally pull away from me. I whimper at the loss of his touch. I grab ahold of his neck and shoulders, barely able to stand. My breathing is fast, and my heartbeat is erratic. I do my best to catch my breath before I speak, but I can’t .

I look into his hungry whiskey-colored eyes and say the dirtiest but also the most truthful thing that has ever escaped my lips, “Fuck me, Killian. Take me, own me, control me. I can’t survive another second without knowing how your cock feels inside me .”

His head cocks slightly as he smiles brighter than I’ve ever seen. “It will be my pleasure .”

As soon as the words leave his mouth, his whole body changes to another level. I didn’t know that another level of intensity could exist between two people. I was wrong .

My dress falls down my body as his shirt comes off. His pants fall quickly, and he steps out as he pushes me back onto the bed .

He kisses me now like I’m the only woman he ever wants to kiss, like I make him whole. And when he kisses me, I feel the same way. Our hands link together high over my head as his erection presses between my legs .

I feel my nipples growing hard beneath my bra, begging to be touched. He senses my need and releases my hands to unhook my bra. The cold air makes my nipples perk higher. He palms my breast with his hand as the ache grows in my swollen breasts. He finds my nipple and squeezes roughly .

“Fuck,” I moan .

He smiles. “I think I like your dirty mouth .”

“Fuck,” I moan again. “Just don’t stop .”

I pant as he takes the next one in his hand and gives it the same attention he gave the first .

My pussy aches for attention as he presses harder against me. He senses that, too, and his hand releases one breast to sink down inside my panties. He finds my clit and rubs until I’m panting harder. I need him even more than before .

“Please,” I beg .

His lips hover just above mine. “Please, what, princess ?”

“Please, I need you inside me.” My pussy aches harder, desperate to be filled .

He stands and pulls my panties off my body until I’m completely bare for him. He only takes a second to admire my body before picking up his discarded jeans, but it feels like his eyes soak me in for hours. I think, if I asked him, he could recall every curve, every freckle, and every imperfection of my skin. That’s how well his eyes have taken in my body .

I watch as he pulls a condom out of his pocket. I try not to think why he would have one in his pocket in the first place, but my thoughts drift anyway. Did he pick me up tonight with this intention? Or did he plan on picking up another random girl as soon as he dropped me off ?

The thoughts quickly float out of my head when he drops his boxers, and I watch his thick, hard cock spring free .

My breath catches at the sight. I have to touch it. I have to make him feel as good as he has made me feel .

“Touch it,” he commands, reading my thoughts again .

I hesitantly reach my hand out to stroke him. He moans at my touch, giving me more confidence, and I tighten my grip around his straining erection. I move up and down, slow and steady .

“Fuck, princess,” he moans .

I pick up speed, as his arousal somehow grows larger .

He suddenly grabs my wrist, and I stop the movement and look up at him with wide eyes .

“Enough,” he says .

He rips the condom open with his mouth, an obviously practiced move. He easily slides it on, never taking his dangerous eyes off of mine. I sink back into the bed, climbing up further away from him. I feel my heartbeat race in anticipation of what is about to happen. I swallow hard, trying to push the nervous energy down, but it doesn’t work. I can feel my heartbeat in my throat .

Killian climbs up the bed until he is on top of me. He kisses me hard and controlling as I feel him settle in between my legs again. I tremble slightly when he palms my breast .