Dirty Beginning (Dirty 0.50)

I close my eyes as Cedric’s lips touch mine. He doesn’t tentatively kiss me, like he is just getting to know me. He kisses me hard and fast, like he has done this hundreds of times before. I kiss him back with the same intensity .

He’s a good kisser , I think .

He tugs on my bottom lip, and I can’t help it as a low moan escapes my lips. He smiles against me, tugging harder, moving our bodies closer together .

I can’t help it. One of my hands travels up to the base of his neck, deepening the kiss. His hips press harder against mine until I feel his erection .

“Yes, just like that,” I faintly hear Brock shout to us .

But I’m too lost in the kiss to really hear Brock. Cedric kisses me harder until my tongue is sizzling wherever he touches me. His kiss is intense .

“Cut!” Killian shouts .

That’s when Cedric and I stop. Our breathing is heavy, but I don’t move out from Cedric’s arms .

He is smiling at me. “That was amazing .”

I nod, unable to speak. When I glance back at the camera, ready for the next direction, that’s when I see Killian’s face. It’s angry…or worse than angry. He’s pissed. I smile and wave at him before diving under the water and moving over to the waterfall. He’s definitely affected by me and jealous as hell .

Cedric swims up behind me .

“So, how long have you been modeling?” I ask as we wait for them to move the camera to get the new angle .

“Two years. You ?”

“Since I was twelve .”

He smiles. “I could tell you were more experienced than most girls .”

I smile although no one has ever called me experienced. I’m the furthest from it. Sure, I’ve done hundreds of shoots, but only a few have ever been make-out scenes. Most have been just fun, cute poses .

“Action!” Brock shouts .

We both move under the waterfall. I don’t know why people think this is sexy because it isn’t. It’s the furthest thing from it. I laugh as Cedric moves up closer together until we are kissing again. This time, there is nothing sexy about the kisses. As we kiss, we are both struggling for air beneath the water that is drowning us .

“Cut,” Brock calls quickly .

We immediately move apart. We both cough up the water that was drowning us earlier .

“We are going to move back to the lounge chair,” Brock says .

We swim to the edge and hop out. I’m still coughing up water as I do. I feel a towel being wrapped around me, an

d I glance between coughs to thank the person when I see whose arms are wrapped around me. It’s Killian .

“Are you okay?” he asks .

Another cough of water spews out. “Yes, just swallowed some water on that last shoot. It’s nothing I’ve never experienced before .”

“You don’t need to do this .”

I smile at him. “Yes, I do .”

“I’m not talking about the shoot. You don’t have to make out with some guy just to get back at me for something that happened three years ago,” he says seriously .

“I’m not. This is what you wanted.” My voice drops. “You wanted me to fuck you and then forget about you. That’s what I’m doing .”

I walk away from Killian and do my best to dry myself off before I find Brock standing next to the lounge chair I was on before .