Impetuous Innocent (Regencies 3)
Georgiana stared at him. Of course she knew he intended to marry her. But that he loved her? No, she knew that wasn’t right. Gently, she tried to ease her hands from his, but he would not allow it.
Dominic frowned. “Georgiana, love, what is the matter?”
Becoming more nervous by the minute, Georgiana shook her head, not daring to look up at him. “I can’t marry you, my lord.” There, she had said it. “Whyever not?”
The calm question took her breath away. Inwardly Georgiana groaned. She closed her eyes and wished herself anywhere but where she was. Yet when she opened them again, a pair of large, well formed hands were still clasped firmly around hers. She risked a glance upwards. He was calmly waiting for an answer. Nothing in his face or stance suggested he would let her go without one.
Dominic stood silently and hoped she would hurry up. The effort of keeping his hands on hers, rather than sweeping her into his arms and kissing away whatever ridiculous notions she had taken into her head, was draining his resolution. In the end, he repeated his question. “Why can’t you marry me?”
Georgiana drew a deep breath, closed her eyes, and said quite clearly, “Because you’re in love with Lady Changley and were planning to marry her.”
Sheer surprise kept Dominic immobile and slackened his hold on her fingers.
Instantly Georgiana whisked away and, on a broken sob, rushed from the room.
Even after the door closed behind her, Dominic made no move to follow her. How on earth had she come to that marvellous conclusion? How on earth had she learned of Elaine Changley? Feeling remarkably sane for a man who had just had his first ever proposal thrown in his face, before he had uttered it, Dominic strolled to the sofa and sat down, the better to examine his love’s strange ideas.
Within a minute a subtle smile was curving his lips. Another minute saw him chuckling. So that was what all this fuss was about. His ex-mistress. It really was absurd. Undoubtedly Elaine would be thrilled if she ever knew she was the cause of such difficulties. And Julian Ellsmere would laugh himself into stitches if he ever heard. He spent a moment wondering which busybody had told Georgiana of Elaine Changley, then dismissed the subject from his mind. There were any number of loose tongues about town.
Standing, Dominic stretched, then relaxed. He would just have to arrange to explain to his love the subtle difference between what a gentleman felt for the woman he made his mistress and the emotions he felt for the woman he would make his wife. It was, as it happened, a point he was supremely well qualified to expound. His smile broadened. He had told her he would see her at the Rigdons’ that night. As he recalled, Rigdon House had a most intriguing conservatory, tucked away in a corner of the mansion, unknown to most guests. The perfect place. As for the opportunity, there would be no difficulty arranging that.
Strolling to the door, relieved of his strange burden of not knowing what had gone wrong, Dominic felt on top of the world. Then, out of the blue, two phrases, heard at widely differing times, coalesced in his mind. He froze. Georgiana’s secret love was a man she had met during her earliest days in London who she believed was in love with and about to marry another woman. He had searched her acquaintance to no avail—there was no such man. Now she had just admitted that she thought he was in love with and had been about to marry Lady Changley. Ha!
Dominic’s smile as he left Winsmere House could have warmed the world.
IT WAS WITH a strange mixture of trepidation and relief that Georgiana entered the Rigdon House ballroom. She had initially felt devastated and drained after her interview with Lord Alton, but a peaceful hour in her bedchamber had convinced her that it was all for the best. At least he now knew she would not accept an offer from him and why. She told herself her problems were over. Yet, deep down inside, she was far from sure he would accept her dismissal. And buried even deeper was the uncertainty of whether she really wanted him to.
She had not left her chamber until, arrayed for the evening, she had descended for dinner. Arthur’s presence woul
d, she had hoped, inhibit Bella’s ability to question her closely about her brother’s strange behaviour. As it transpired, Bella had evinced not the slightest degree of curiosity, even in the privacy of the carriage on the way to the ball. Dimly Georgiana wondered if Bella’s brother often did such outrageous things.
After being presented to Lord Rigdon, whom she had not previously met, she and Bella drifted into the crowds of guests, chattering avidly while they waited for the dancing to begin.
Joining a circle of young ladies, many of whom she now knew, Georgiana went through the usual process of filling in her dance card, allocating the vital supper waltz to Lord Ellsmere. To her surprise, he also requested another waltz, earlier in the evening. She was puzzled, for he had rarely danced twice with her since she had refused his suit. Still, she numbered him among her most trusted cavaliers and gladly bestowed on him the first waltz of the night.
It was while she was circling the ballroom in Lord Ellsmere’s arms that she first became aware of a change in her status. A number of dowagers sat on chairs lining the walls. From the direction of their sharp glances and the whisperings behind their fans, she realised with a jolt that she was the subject under discussion. A few minutes later, as the waltz ended and, on Lord Ellsmere’s arm, she joined a small group of young people, she surprised a look of what could only be envy on the face of Lady Sabina Matchwick, one of the Season’s incomparables.
Slowly, it dawned that, as Dominic had prophesised, people were beginning to talk. Finding Bella by her side, and momentarily alone, Georgiana could not help but ask, “Bella, tell me. Is it really so very unusual for your brother to drive a lady in the park?”
Bella’s candid blue gaze found her face. “Yes. I told you. Dominic’s never taken any lady driving before.”
“Oh.”
At her stricken face, Bella burst into a trill of laughter. Impulsively, she hugged Georgiana. “Oh, Georgie! I’m so happy!”
The approach of their partners for the next dance put an end to any confidences. Georgiana dipped through the cotillion and barely knew what she did. As dance followed dance, she realised the nods and smiles denoted not scandalised horror, but a sort of envious approval. Heavens! Just by taking her for a drive, Lord Alton had all but publicly declared himself. How on earth was she to rectify the mistaken impression? Then Georgiana reminded herself that in a few short days her Little Season would be over. And she would go back to Ravello and forget all about Lord Alton and his very blue eyes.
It was almost time for the supper waltz. Lord Ellsmere came to claim her. By some subtle manoeuvre, he separated her from her court and proceeded to stroll down the long room with her on his arm.
“My dear Georgiana, I do hope you won’t forever hold it against me, but I’ve a confession to make.”
Startled out of her abstraction, Georgiana stared at him. “Confession?” she echoed weakly. Oh, dear. Surely he was not going to start pressing her to marry him, too?
As if sensing her thoughts, he smiled at her. “No, no. Nothing to overset you. At least,” he amended, frowning as if suddenly giving the matter due thought, “I hope it won’t upset you.”
Georgiana could stand no more. “My lord, I pray you’ll unburden yourself of this horrendous secret.”
He smiled again. “It’s really quite simple. I engaged you for this waltz in proxy, as it were.”