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ine to the side, taking my mouth.
Kaleb licks and sucks, while Noah takes my breath, making it impossible to breathe.
God, don’t stop.
“Say yes to us,” Noah whispers against my mouth.
I stare up at him, quiet for a moment.
If we do this, we might not be able to come back from it. I don’t want to lose them. I…
Kaleb’s mouth works its way inside, and I thread my fingers through his hair as he licks and sucks my clit.
Noah jostles my chin. “Open your mouth, Tiernan,” he orders.
I do and he sinks his tongue inside, his kiss tingling all the way down to my toes.
“Say yes to us,” he says again.
Kaleb comes back in, grabbing my ass in both hands and yanking me into him. His mouth covers my pussy.
I whimper. “Yes,” I pant. “Yes.”
Noah releases me and growls, “Fuck, yeah.”
Kaleb rises, lifts me up by the backs of my thighs, and I wrap my dripping arms and legs around him, meeting his eyes.
Mine.
In a few months, the snow will melt, and the world will invade us again, but right now…they’re mine. For this one winter, they’re mine.
Our noses touch, and Kaleb opens his mouth like he’s going to say something, but then he just kisses my forehead.
Flutters go off in my stomach. I love it when he does that.
He turns, carrying us to bed.
I hug him to me, watching Noah follow us through the dark house, and I bury my nose in Kaleb’s neck, inhaling him.
I want this. I want them. I want him.
Kaleb is a bully and a baby, but so am I, and I want him to talk to me, but sometimes I think he already does, and I just don’t hear. The tight way his arm is around my waist. How safe I feel with his other hand holding my head in the crook of his neck.
The way he smells my hair and pulls me out of harm’s way, even when I think I barely exist to him. He always knows what’s happening and where I am.
Tears burn my eyes as I think of the last few months. Giving me his meat at dinner, giving me his lap when my seat was wet, and taking me away from Cici and Terrance on the dance floor. He’s always thinking of me.
That’s how he talks to me.
“Kaleb,” I whisper in his ear, trailing kisses down from his temple to his jaw to his neck.
He exhales and lifts me up higher, gripping my ass as we reach the second floor. I look down at him, our lips almost touching. He opens the door, Noah squeezing past, because Kaleb and I are lost in each other for a moment.
The door at the top of the stairs creaks open, and I can hear Noah breathing from here.
“Get her ass up here,” he breathes out. “I’m dying.”
I dart out my tongue, licking Kaleb’s lip, before sinking into his mouth. I move over his lips, nibbling and tasting, as he closes the bottom door and climbs the steps up to his bedroom. My heart swells, and I almost want to laugh or cry, because there’s too much going on inside me.